I'm so sorry it took me so long to update but there's been so much going. I had to take my Re-take OGT's but thank God I'm done it felt like my brain was on over load. I promise to try and Update more. Anyway here's Chapter 5

BPOV

It's been a month since I met Jane. A month since I fell in love with her. A month of being in love with her, but me being me was too afraid to tell her. I've been hanging out with Jane, sometimes even Felix and Demetri but mostly just me and Jane. I knew almost everything about Jane. She had a brother named Alec but he didn't want to me because he didn't approve of our relationship. Jackass. But there was something different about Jane. I felt like she was keeping a secret from me. Like how she was always cold or that she never ate around me. I knew she was keeping something from me and when she's ready to tell me I'll listen.

Today was the day that Jane was coming over to watch a movie. I went into my room to change into my Pj's. I put on my hello kitty boy shorts and the matching tank-top (A/n Pic on profile). Just as I finished setting everything up the door opened.

"Hey Jane"

"It seems like every time I come in here your ass is in the air." Jane laughed.

"Thanks" I said wiggling my butt. "Ready?" She nodded.

After we got settled in the floor, we put the movie on. It was a really good movie, but about halfway through the movie there was a very steamy scene. I felt myself becoming wet. I crossed my legs tightly as the moans on the T.V got louder. I looked over at Jane, she was sitting stiffly.

I decided to take a chance, so I kissed her. At first she was shocked but quickly responded. I felt Jane's hands move down my torso. Jane pushed me on my back and straddled me.

"Took you long enough" She whispered in my ear. I pulled her down and kissed her again.

I put my hands at the hem of her shirt and pulled it over her head. I noticed that she wasn't wearing a bra. I flipped us over so that I was on top and slowly moved my hands up towards her breast.

"Do you know how long I wanted you" I whispered in her ear and pinched her nipple. She moaned and arched her back.

"Then show me" She pulled me close. I kissed her neck and traveled back down to her beautiful breast. I took one in my mouth and sucked on it. Jane moaned and rubbed herself against me thigh. I groan and pulled off her pants and noticed she wasn't wearing any panties. I groaned again, the out of no where she flipped us back over and straddled me. She put her hands under y shirt.

"You have too many clothes on" Jane whispered and took my shirt off. She instantly sucked on my breast. I pulled her closer to me. She kissed her way down my stomach and slowly pulled down my panties.

"Jane" I hissed. She smirked.

"Impatient aren't we" She finally got them off. I moaned as she rubbed her fingers slowly down my sex.

"Bella I wanna taste you" She said kissing the inside of my thigh.

"Oh god" I moaned loudly when I felt her tongue. She slid a finger inside me. When I felt her sucking on my clit I felt that familiar knot in my stomach. I was close and Jane knew it because she added another finger and gently bit down on my clit. I moaned Jane's name as I came riding out my organism.

She came back up and kissed me. I could taste myself on her.

"I'd like to repay the favor" I flipped us over and kiss my way down her body till I was between her legs. I kissed the inside of her thigh.

She smelt amazing I had to taste her. I slid my tongue in her and she moaned and moved her hips to meet my strokes. I slip a finger in side her.

"More" She moaned and I added another finger. When I felt her tighten around my fingers she I suck on her clit and gently bit down. I felt her shudder as she came. I pulled my fingers out and sucked on them. Jane pulled me close to her and kissed me. When she pulled me to her I felt our clits touch. Jane moaned and rocked her hips. We moaned together. We continued to rub our clit together and kissing each other. We both came together, moaning each others name.

I pulled Jane in my arms and laced out fingers. We sat quietly for a moment.

"Jane I need to tell you something" I whispered.

"I know I know it was a mistake and it won't happen again. I just wanted a …." I cut her off by kissing her.

"Jane this wasn't a mistake at least not for me. I care about you" I touched her cheek. She smiled and touched my hand.

"What I really wanted to tell you was why I moved away from my brother and father. I became sad at the thought.

"You don't have to tell me" Jane whispered

"I want to" I was quiet for a moment. "The reason I moved was because I was always bullied by the boy named Edward and his gang I guess you can say. It started on my tenth birthday. No matter how nice I was they still bullied me. You'd think with them being friend of Emmett they would be nice to me. Nope wasn't the case. They always beat me up and called me names when he wasn't around.

"Why didn't you tell him" Jane sounded angry.

"They threaten me, said that if I told Emmett's it'll get worst so never told anyone. After awhile I needed a way to escape the emotional and mental pain. The only way for me was to physically pain so I started cutting myself when I was 12" I started crying and Jane pulled me closer.

"When I cut myself I always made sure that I avoided my veins so that my brother and Father wouldn't find out. Then one day Edward held my arms behind my back so that the others could hit me. They left me there when they were finished."

Jane wiped the tears that kept coming. "I remember running home and crying. I was so angry and embarrassed that I couldn't defend myself. I went home and I destroyed my whole room until I found what I was looking for"

"I remember being so angry that I forgot to watch out for my vein. I cut 3 veins and had to get 13 stitches in both arms. I hated them. I almost died literally my heart stopped. I almost died." I started crying harder. Jane pulled my closer to her.

"I'm so glad I didn't lose you" Jane whispered kissing my neck. "I can't imagine not having you in my life"

I straddled Jane and rubbed myself against her as I kissed her. I pulled away and caught her eye.

"Jane….. I know it's only been a month but I'm in love with you" I said kissing her neck.

"Really" She sounded unsure.

"No matter what"

"Good because I love you too"

Ok so the next Chapter is going to be about Bella finding out about Vampires but I don't an idea on how she finds out. So if you guys have any ideas PLEASE let me know.

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