It might suck, because I was typing this at 12:00 and my whole neighborhood's power went out and now it's 1:00 a.m. xD
YES! IN MY MIND, MELLO IS GERMAN! DEAL WIT IT~! This is basically Mello's little drabble xD
Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note or Coming Home by Diddy Dirty Money. If I did, I wouldn't be writing on a fanfiction site.
xX-SPECIAL THANKS TO-Xx
MissBright
Lights Bright
PockyLove
KCDaMofo
L is alsomer than you (No, I didn't spell it wrong, it was like that xD)
Kira the Wolf
Srtia Lawliet Keehl
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Chapter 4
Few months later
Coming Home
I'm coming homeI'm coming home
tell the World I'm coming home
Mello looked out the window of the bus. It was eerily quiet, since everyone else was asleep. He was going home…with Sayu and Matt. Home. He wondered where that was. Was it the mafia, was it the orphanage, or was it his native Germany?
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakesHe watched the rain falling and tapping on the window. There were kids on the sidewalk, splashing in puddles. He knew that Wammy's house must have forgiven him by now. But there was no way he was going back there.
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
tell the World that I'm coming
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Back where I belong, yeah I never felt so strong
(I'm back baby)
Mello was going back where he belonged.
I feel like there's nothing that I can't try
and if you with me put your hands high
(put your hands high)
He felt like he could do anything now, and he looked over to Sayu and Matt, who were sleeping, but this time on the plane.
If you ever lost a light before, this ones for you
and you, the dreams are for you
He'd been having dreams about that moment, and they were going to come true.
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I hear "The Tears of a Clown"
I hate that song
I feel like they talking to me when it comes on
"The Tears of a Clown" started playing. Mello hated that song. It always felt like they were talking to him when it came on.
another day another Dawn
another Keisha, nice to meet ya, get the math I'm gone
what am I 'posed to do when the club lights come on
He thought to himself,
"What am I supposed to do when it's time?"
its easy to be Puff, its harder to be Sean
what if the twins ask why I aint marry their mom (why, damn!)
how do I respond?
Mello put his head in between his knees. He had gotten Sayu pregnant with twins after they had escaped from the hospital. Was he supposed to marry her now?
what if my son stares with a face like my own
and says he wants to be like me when he's grown
sh-t! But I ain't finished growing
another night the inevitable prolongs
another day another Dawn
Mello was for once, confused. How did he get himself into such a fucking mess?
just tell Taneka and Taresha I'll be better in the morn'
another lie that I carry on
I need to get back to the place I belong
He needed to get back to that place, to calm down his nerves.
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I'm coming home
I'm coming home
tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
tell the World that I'm coming
Mello thought about all the people he had left behind. There were a lot.
"A house is Not a Home", I hate this song
is a house really a home when your loved ones are gone
"A house is Not a Home" Came onto the radio. He hated that song. How was a house a home if your loved ones weren't even there?
and n-ggas got the nerve to blame you for it
and you know you woulda took the bullet if you saw it
but you felt it and still feel it
and money can't make up for it or conceal it
He remembered how the mafia had at first blamed him for losing his home. Yeah, but it hurt. And all his chocolate couldn't help cover it.
pour out some liquor, play ball and we keep ballin'
baby we've been living in sin 'cause we've been really in love
but we've been living as friends
so you've been a guest in your own home
it's time to make your house your home
pick up your phone, come on
He thought about how Sayu and him had been living for the past few months. It was a bit too…friendly? No sexiness, no usual quarrels. So, Sayu had been a guest in her own home.
I'm coming homeI'm coming home
tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
tell the World that I'm coming
He was coming, all right. Watch out, world.
"Ain't No Stopping Us Now", I love that song
Whenever it comes on it makes me feel strong
Mello loved that song "Ain't No Stopping Us Now" It made him feel unstoppable whenever it came on,
I thought I told y'all that we won't stop
we back cruising through Harlem, Viso blocks
He'd told all his mafia contacts that he would achieve something, and he did.
it's what made me, saved me, drove me crazy
drove me away than embraced me
forgave me for all of my shortcomings
Sayu, his home. She made him, saved him, drove him crazy, drove him away and then embraced him. She forgave him for all his shortcomings and flaws.
welcome to my homecoming
yeah it's been a long time coming
lot of fights, lot of scars, lot of bottles
lot of cars, lot of ups, lot of downs
made it back, lost my dog (I miss you BIG)
and here I stand, a better man! (a better man)
Thank you Lord (Thank you Lord)
He smiled, and remembered his first fight. He remembered all the times he drank, and his hand ran along the scar on the side of his face. Life had many obstacles, sure, but he made it back, to Sayu, a better man. He was going to have to thank Lord for that.
A/N: Is it just me or does Mello sound kinda melancholy? xDGIVE ME IDEAS! Its kinda hard to write a story without ideas xD
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Anata wa watashi o aishite iru,
vous savez que vous m'aimez,
You know you love me,
Kimmi
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