Authors Note: Sorry for this taking so long and being so short, since school started up its hard to update all my stories (plus a few side stories I have in mind...) But I WILL finish this! So no worries!

Disclaimer: I don't own anything! Cause if I did they're be a WHOLE lot of TMNT yaoi!

Pairing: LeoxRaph, LeoxDon, and (not really anything but eh) LeoxMike!

Rating: M

WARNING: If you don't like yaoi, or the idea of Raph & Leo mak'n love then I would leave! Now on to the story! In Leo's P.O.V!

A/C: Sorry for such a LONG pause! I just had writer block and school didn't help! But I will finish, about 2 or 3 more chapters! And sorry for this short one I just hated keeping all you waiting! Thanks to Poisoned Dark Angel! My number one reviewer!

The tongue like a sharp knife... Kills without drawing blood.
Buddha

Chapter 5:

I couldn't move since the door opened so quickly. But Raph could. He stood up and went to his personal punching bag. I was still a little dazed and I turned my head to see Donnie coming in. He was breathing hard and looked around. When his eyes turned on me he let out a deep breath but suddenly glared at Raph. I felt my head spinning slightly and looked at Raph who kept his distance from me as far as the chain would allow. Don raised a finger to him and said in a dark tone which I've never heard my younger brother use ever before

"You! You damn back stabber! You know that I like him but you still try to take him!" Don growls threw clenched teeth. I see Raph keeping calm… but can't risk it. I stand and go to Donatello

"Donnie what's wrong?" Mike is dragged in now as Don starts coming towards us. His head is down and he's staring blankly at the floor. Don looks at me and immediately gets a strange look in his eye. He looks down then mumbles something. I put a hand on his shoulder, and say in a big brotherly tone

"Don, you can tell me… whats going on with you lately?" He sighs and looks up at me with shining gray eyes, they hold fear in them striking bright. I feel my chest tighting for some reason I can't name as he takes one more step to me so were close enough I can feel his breath tickle my plastron, hes a bit shorter so I'm almost looking down at him. He licks his beak and says in almost a whisper

"! I-I have s-s-s-special f-feelings for y-yo-you…! A-And Raph knew this- I've been trying to get the courage to tell you b-but I… Leo p-please don't hate me…" …. What?

"What?" I voice my though. He sighs again and palms himself; I look at Mike who's smiling slightly and says in a strained tone

"Hey bro, uh I don't got the hots for you… I mean- I-I well… I did but not anymore! Don told me first 'cause he knew I had a-a…. a little crush on you… heh but now I'm fine!" I feel my breathing increasing. Why does my head hurt? And what's going on here? Did ALL my brothers have a thing for me? What the hell is wrong with me? Uh my head… I look towards Raph and he looks down for once with nothing to say.

Wait. Are they asking me to choose? I open my mouth and my hand drops from Dons shoulder. He winces and I say

"I… I don't know what to say. Don, Mike, Raph, I mean… you and Don want something from me I don't know how to give. A-And Mike I mean- I didn't know… I just don't know how to help here- What can I… I mean… I….. I-I can't breathe." I start backing up and they look up at me. I feel the chain making me stop. I take deep breathes and close my eyes.

'Nothings changing, Mikey is still your goofy little brother who looks up to you warming your heart up, Don's still your kind hearted bro who can give you a real conversation without making me feel like alone, and Raph's still your rebellious brother who can be a pain in the ass, but also be your best friend! There all still your brothers, not these people confessing their crushes on you! You don't feel anything that way… even if your heart does, your brain is smart enough to know…' I open my eyes finally able to breath.

Don's face was on the side of mine.

"He's ok, its just he had a bit of a panic attack… you feeling alright now Leo?" I felt my self wet and saw a cup in Mike's hand.

"You guys threw water on me?" Don smiled sheepishly and Mike hid said cup behind himself. Raph kneeled next to me and helped me sit straight. Well him and Don. Don leaned closer while Raph just glared on. I felt my heart beating harder and put my hands on his shoulders.

"D-Donnie?" He kept going and whispered in a very seductive and velvety tone

"I don't want you to see me as your little brother… I want to be so much more to you Leo~" He kissed my cheek, then the corner of my mouth… then… he brushes his beak against mine. I finally gained my senses and pushed, not roughly but enough to get some air. He slightly smiled and said putting a hand on my plastron

"And, this shows I'm almost there. Hmm I didn't think you'd let me go on for that long…" He got up and smiled in a way that reminded me of Mike or Raph more. He turned on his heel and Mike smiled awkwardly and waved

"S-See ya bro! Night!" He followed Don out and they shut the door only leaving a creek of it open so light barely glistened through. I sat there in silence with Raph. This is weird. I mean Raph confessed he had feelings for me, Don confessed he loved me! And Mike confessed he had a past crush on me! I looked at him and he had one knee to his chest and another laying out lazily in front of him. He was gazing down with a hurt look in those passionate auburn eyes.

I cleared my throat gaining his attention and said lamely

"We should really be getting to bed…" He snorted but stood reluctantly. He offered me his hand and I smiled to myself while grasping it. But he pulled me up to quickly and we were face to face, inches apart. He leaned in and kissed me lightly, very lightly. It could barely be called a kiss but none the less it cause me to hold my breath. When he backed away he looked into my eyes as if searching for something.

He smirked slightly and triumph shinned in them making more questions pop into my head.

"Raph…?" I asked not sure what else to say. He got in the bed and held the covers up for me. I sighed and slide in. I closed my eyes and could feel him relaxing next to me. I started to drift off into sleep with one though still buzzing in my head.

If I had to choose, who would it be?

To Be Continued