Disclaimer: I do not own TMNT, Leonardo, Raphael, Donatello, Michelangelo,

Master Splinter, Casey, or April.

Rating: Rated… R? Idk you tell me but enjoy! Some good stuff for you faithful reviewers! ;)

Pairing: LeoxRaph and DonxMike

A/C: Sorry for taking soooo long! Here it is guys! And sorry for it to be so short~! Oh and thanks my great reviewers! JUANIS, DragonMasterOf10, and Poisoned Dark Angel!

Warning!: If you don't like or know what Yaoi is, then don't read! In Raphs POV.

.. Eh my head is killing me! …. Wait, where the shell am I? I try to move around but my body obviously doesn't me to. And its dark, reeeaaaally dark. Huh guess I'm in hell? Thought I'd see some red guy with horns yelling 'Welcome To Hell!' … huh kinda sound like Mike right now, must be in hell. I do my best and feel a wall and sit up barely pulling my legs to my chest. I groan and then everything that happened flashed into my head!- Again… damn what is it with me and blacking out? Anyway I sigh at the fact that Don tried to kill me… We still had no idea were Mike was, I killed Case… and Leo could be dea- No. No. No. No. No. NO. Bad thoughts are not wanted here, gotta think, use the senses Sensei drilled into our heads.

Alright I do smell something like rust? Oh yeah and blood, plus something that smells like… coffe? Huh didn't know that the Devil drunk Joe… and wait that smell… naw, can't be… can it? I take a deep breath and inhale everything but choke and start going into a coughing fit. Each cough burns the hell outta my throat and I feel my eyes sting. I try to open my eyes and barely manage as I see a dark room, crappy but dark. Theres a oil spot, a few tires, a few bumpers, a drill, a tool box, and a spider in a corner- SPIDER… hehe nooo it's a dust bunny, heh almost lost it. Wait whats that…

In the corner I see a figure sitting in a really lumpy position. I squint and see that its sleeping, so I do my best to stand but my head hurts like hell and so does my chest. Every breath gets harder as I struggle to stand. I finally manage and shuffle towards it. I feel for something on the ground and pick up a crow bar… at least I think it is. Or something like a metal stick. I walk as quietly and hush my breathing and when I finally reach it that familiar smell gets stronger and I hesitate but the figure grabs my hand.

I hiss at the firm grip and immediately it loosens. Before I get another chance to take a swing at him he takes the crow bar and I can see him standing straight… and hes my height. I look and see that its my bro, Mike. I feel myself fall to my knees and smile so wide and he smiles too. He hugs me and pats my shell saying calmly

"Hey bro, trying to kill me after I saved you?" I laugh and wipe my eyes making sure my lil bro don't see me break'n down. He helps me sit on a few cargo boxes and tells me what happened. Apparently I had… killed Case, 'cause my Sais were out and I was in a fit of rage. I couldn't see and Case he, he tried to calm me down but I hit him and… and Don couldn't do nothing. Ape took it so bad she tried to kill herself not want'n to be without 'im….. and that just broke Don. He had a thing for April before and still cared for her even if he was in love with Mikey. And then Mike told him about how and where the Shredder took him.

"Well… when I went to go get stuff for you after Leo flipped, I turned to Dons lab but I felt something wasn't right ya know? And… well they used a clothe thingy that had some drug or something in it and I passed out. When I woke up I was in the Shred-Heads main office. Duuuude, Shredder's not back! And it isn't Karai- you'll never believe it and you sure as hell wont like it." Mike hesitated but I nudged him

"Go on bro, this God Damn suspense is killing me!" He nodded and played with one of his bandana's while saying quietly

"Dude, its Splinter. He looked all creepy and he said he… wanted to do stuff to me, ya know? He said he wanted one of us and that the foot got the wrong one…" I couldn't believe what I was hearing, I mean I knew Splinta was a fucking pedo but REALLY? How the hell did he even become head Foot?

"And ya know what? He defeated Hun and so the Foot just started obeying him! I've been getting all this from Karai, shes been keeping tabs on you guys and helped me escape… and dude, I know what happened to Leo-!" I grabbed him by his shoulders tightly and barked

"WHERE?" He put his hands up and said in a shaky voice

"Whoa dude, down! Leo was taken by Baxter! He got a new thingy to make him look like anyone so you gotta calm down!" I dropped him and clenched my fist. Oh hell no! That fucking prick is soooooooo dead!

"Where." Mike sighed

"Dunno, still working on that…" I growled and punched the closest wall as hard as I could but felt the back of my head sting and the throbbing of my knuckle. Mike had me sit down and again and said in a commanding tone kinda like Leo's discipline tone,

"Now look Raph. You NEED to control your anger! That isn't helping! I had to help you with Don remember? Do you KNOW how hard it was? Karai said I shouldn't go to him like that 'cause he'd think I was a illusion and… and she was right! Dude she was right" I nodded slightly and sighed.

"Yeah… I'm sorry bro, its just this is all so damn hard, I mean I really love Leo-"

"How do you know that?" I stare at him and squint. I say in a rough tone

"What? Of course I do-" He cut me off again and said in a convincing tone

"Raph, are you sure you just don't love Leo's looks?" I glare slightly at my nun chunk wielding bro.

"I would love Leo even if he looked like a mutated Cat! I don't love him 'cause he's just hot! I love 'im cause he's got soul! I-I mean, he's got enough heart into what he does, enough soul for his family, he's just so damn devoted, and has the cutest quirks, and- and…" I keep rambling but look up to see him smiling. I stop rambling and furrow my brows.

"What's so funny?" He shrugs and smiles wider looking up.

"Ooo nothing, just I had a feeling you felt the real thing, cause… that's how I feel with Donnie. I feel so- so happy with him…" He starts staring into space and I clear my throat.

"Oh, ya, well come on Raphie we gotta meet up with well Karai. Ok?" I stood but blinked.

"Wait, Karai sent me Don, and Leo a not that said the Shredder WAS back! Why would Splinta do that?" Mikey turned and sighed.

"Because he wanted you guys off guard. Splinter does still think Karai works for him, but she really is on her side, unlike Splinter Karai gave us her word, her honor." I nodded. Her an Leo were like that. They never lied when it came to honor.

I stood and we both started walking out, he wanted to help but I aint that bad of shape, even if Don tried to kill me. Who hasn't? Don't worry Leo, me an Mike will save ya!

TO BE CONTINUED!