Disclaimer: I don't own Gravitation

Sunlight poured in from the windows. I shielded my eyes and sat up in bed. Yuki was not in the bed and I could see the room had been straightened up. I pulled on a t-shirt and a pair of jeans and quietly crept into the hallway.

The smashed vase was already cleaned up. Everything was clean. On the counter was a vase filled with white roses. An envelope leaned up against it and I walked in almost a dreamlike glide across to pick it.

Mr. Eiri Yuki kindly requests the presence of Mr. Shuichi Shindou at their special place. A table will be waiting at precisely 7 o'clock.

Yuki was obviously sober now and trying to repent for his actions. I knew this act all to well. The "special place" was a small diner that was hidden away behind all the fancy restaurants. It was quaint, but the food was excellent.

Only to me, It had stopped being so special.

Yuki had probably gone out for the day. I was not sure what to do with myself until I was to meet Yuki at the diner. I could never stand him up. I had to go. He needed me.

A knock on the door broke me out of my trance. I pushed open the door and Hiro was waiting. I could tell that he already knew what happened tonight. K was not at my door ready to pump me full of lead because Yuki had probably called and told Tohma to give me the day off. I had never told Hiro or for that matter anyone what went on, but I knew he already knew.

"Get dressed." Was all Hiro said. I nodded and walked into my bedroom leaving the door ajar as an invitation for him to come into Yukis apartment.

I pulled on a hoodie over my t-shirt and added a belt to my pants. They were riding dangerously low on my waist. It seemed like none of my clothes fit me very well anymore.

When I went into the sitting room Hiro was lounging on the couch.

"My motorcycle is in the shop, I figure we can just take the bus." Hiro said. He stood up and took my hand and guided me out of the house.

"Thanks, Hiro." I rasped. It felt like I had not used me voice in years.

Hiros face took a gentler look on it "No problem" he murmured and gave my hand a squeeze.

Luckily the bus came only minutes after we started waiting at the stop. We boarded and took two seats towards the middle of the bus. Two girls dressed in school uniforms sat in front of us. One of them kept tilting her head to look at Hiro and then her friend would elbow her and they would both giggle. I didn't really think about anything, I just kept my mind blank.

"Eiri Yuki" I heard those words stand out during one of the girl's sentences. I had no idea what else she said, but I felt a whimper rise up in my throat. I started to rock back and forth. I could, feel Yukis hands on my body, the hiss of his words, his hands pressing into me without invitation.

Hiro took my head and placed it up against his neck trying to comfort me. I writhed and pushed him away. By now I was sobbing. I clawed madly at myself, at anything that was near me. The bus pulled over. I banged my fists over and over again on the walls.

"Let me out, Let me out. No Yuki. YUKI PLEASE GOD NO" I could hear screaming. Was it me? Was the world collapsing around me? Hiro tried to subdue me, but I threw him off me and he hit the bus floor with a thump.

People were getting of the bus. I ripped at my hair and I could taste the blood in my mouth after biting down on my tongue.

"NO NO NO NO" I screamed. I could hear sirens. I could hear Yukis rich voice coaxing into his bed like I was a frightened animal. Hiro made one last grab at my wrist. I shrieked. I could feel Yuki. He was on the bus. His hands were going to far and his tongue was pushing into my mouth.

Two men boarded the bus. I could see an ambulance outside. "Come on, come with us. It will all be okay." One of them said and he slowly walked towards me.

"No, Don't touch me. I know what you want. Don't touch me. Please. NO!" I collapsed again and I heard one them yell "Now!" Suddenly they both grabbed me. One held my legs will the other held my arms behind me back. They were going to rape me, like Yuki did. They had Yukis face. Every one of them.

I kicked and I screamed, but I was forced on to the ambulance. Someone jabbed something into my arm and I felt myself fall into a lethargic state.

Someone with long brown hair leaned over me in the ambulance. "Hiro..?" He made no reply, but he held my hand even tighter. That's the last thing I remember before everything went black.

-Yukis P.O.V-

I slowly walked down the street contemplating what would happen tonight. I knew Shuichi would come to me in the end. He always did. However, I needed to tread carefully if I wanted him in my bed again tonight. He always resisted a bit.

A bus was haphazardly pulled over on the side of the road. People were milling around and staring. Someone was being carried out of the bus by two emergency workers. I immediately recognized the pink hair, but the expression was something I had never seen before. His eyes were wild and he was kicking and screaming. His words carried over the silent crowd.

"No Yuki, no yuki… STOP!"

He was placed in the ambulance, and the doors swung shut. I saw someone familiar in the ambulance.

Hiro gave me a cold hard look through the windows of the ambulance and then turned back to Shuichi. I saw him brush a tear away from his eye.

To be continued

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