A/N: Ok this chapter completely goes out to "TheBoredOne85", who was the first reviewer
of the last chapter and completely figured out the story line of this chapter. This is another chapter that completely wrote itself so if it's bad you can't blame me . Just kidding I think you'll like this one. This chapter is kind of a set-up for the future of this story. Hope you enjoy, and once again thank you for all the reviews. I couldn't do this without you! Enjoy!
Call Me Irresponsible
Chapter 4
"Gotten"
Lilly groggily stepped down the stairs only to see a dancing Miley making breakfast in the kitchen. A grin etched across her face as she slowly crept towards Miley who was bending over in the fridge. She quickly slid her arms on Miley's sides making the brunette jump in surprise.
"CHEESE AND RICE. LILLY WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU," Miley scolded as she rubbed her throbbing head pulling out her headphone speakers.
"I'm sorry Miles," Lilly grinned holding back her laughter.
"DON'T YOU KNOW NOT TO SNEAK UP ON A WOMAN WHOSE HEAD IS BURRIED IN THE FRIDGE."
"Sorry my mom never taught me that one," Lilly grinned. "Here do you want me to make it all better," Lilly grinned pulling Miley into a tight embrace pulling down her head as she started to slightly rub her head.
"Mmm that feels really good," Miley moaned.
"I know another place I can rub that would make you feel good too," Lilly whispered huskily into Miley's ear.
"Ohh do you now," Miley grinned.
"Mmm-hmm," Lilly smiled. "But I could show you better than I can tell you."
"Oh can you," Miley yelped as Lilly picked her up and sat her on the kitchen counter.
"Ohh Lilly," Miley moaned as Lilly slowly started to suck on Miley's pulse point.
"Lay down," Lilly whispered into Miley's ear as Miley obeyed her orders and positioned herself on the hardwood counter.
Lilly straddled Miley's hips as she slowly peeled off her shirt, and went to take off her bra.
"Wait let me get that," Miley grinned as she unhooked Lilly's bra and threw it on the floor.
"OHH L-LIL-L-LLY" Miley stammered as Lilly ground her knee into Miley's center.
"AHHHHHHHHH," Sam screamed as he stumbled into the kitchen.
"Oh geez Sam," Lilly stated as she scrambled to find her shirt and Miley fell off the counter from surprise. "Why don't you try making some noise when you walk into a room?"
"It's not my fault you guys can't keep your pants on when you're alone for more than one minute."
"Good Morning," Jared smiled as he walked in behind Sam.
"Since when do either of you wake up remotely past twelve," Miley asked picking herself up off the floor as Jared shrugged.
"Well I smelt food. I didn't except to walk in on a 24 hour hump-a-thon going on in the kitchen," Sam smiled sitting down at the kitchen counter waiting anxiously for his breakfast.
"Well I made pancakes and bacon if you're hungry," Miley stated walking over to get her morning coffee.
"What no eggs," Jared asked sitting beside his brother.
"Well there would have been but your mother here distracted me."
"Geez mom could you keep it in your pants for ten minutes," Jared smiled.
"You do realize I have nothing to keep in my pants right," Lilly grinned.
"Just when I think you can't make this conversation anymore awkward you pull it off," Miley grumbled above her coffee cup.
"That's what I'm here for baby," Lilly smirked. "Speaking of which we have something to tell you guys," Lilly beamed pointing at Sam and Jared.
"What's that?"
"Your mom and I are getting remarried today," Lilly radiated causing Miley to choke on her coffee.
"YOU ARE," Sam and Jared glowed.
"When are you guys going," Sam asked.
"I was planning on around five," Lilly smiled. "I have to pick up something."
"What's wrong with you ma you look terrified," Jared asked. "Are you sick?"
"N-no," Miley stuttered. "I'm just sooo…happy," Miley lied.
As the day went on Miley avoided Lilly as much as possible and was utterly relieved when Lilly disappeared for a couple of hours. Sooner or later though they left to get their marriage license and Miley started to have a minor panic attack in the car.
"You hot babe?"
"What," Miley asked.
"I asked if you were hot," Lilly smiled. "You're sweating bullets. Do you want me to turn the air on?"
"Oh no I'm fine. Hey maybe we shouldn't do this today. I mean I really don't feel good, and I'm getting a headache- " Miley started but was soon cut off by Lilly's lips on hers as they hit a red light.
"Look at me. I know you're nervous but we've done this before. You trust me don't you," Lilly asked as Miley slowly shook her head. "Good. Now I'm not going to mess this up again. I love you, and I actually have been meaning to ask you something."
"W-h-hat," Miley stammered.
"Well I actually wanted to….I wanted to have another baby," Lilly rushed.
"Ohh…."
"See I knew you would think it's a bad idea."
"No no no no no I actually think that's a great idea," Miley smiled getting an excited squeal from Lilly.
"You've been squealing a lot lately," Miley giggled.
"Well what can I say I guess you make me very happy," Lilly grinned leaning over giving Miley a quick kiss on the lips as the light turned green.
"Hey here's an idea," Miley grinned. "Why don't we just go now?"
"No silly were getting married today," Lilly grinned. "Having my baby. What a lovely way of saying you love me," Lilly sang.
"Who said I'M having our baby," Miley asked questionably.
"I have ways of making you see things my way," Lilly smiled as she sat her hand on Miley's thigh.
"Just because that worked with Jared doesn't mean that's going to work for me," Miley moaned slowly losing control as Lilly's hand got closer to her center.
"Are you sure about that," Lilly smirked landing her hand right on top of Miley's center receiving an excited moan from Miley.
"Were here," Lilly grinned hopping out of the car.
"You are such a tease," Mile screamed after her stepping out of the car.
"Come on I can persuade you into carrying my child later," Lilly grinned.
"Hello how may I help you," the receptionist asked.
"Hi I would like to apply for a marriage licensee," Lilly grinned.
"Names please?"
"Lilly Truscott and Miley Stewart."
"Lil I really need to tell you someth-," Miley started.
"Ok and when do you plan on divorcing Mr. Ryan," she asked.
"What," Lilly asked.
"It says here that Mrs. Stewart was married to a Mr. Jake Ryan on October 03, 2005."
"We got divorced on August 13th," Lilly stammered. "You got married not even two months after we got divorced."
"Lilly it's no-," Miley started.
"That's why you've been acting all crazy today. You've known all along that you were married to that dickface and haven't said anything all this time?"
"Lil-"
"No don't interrupt me. You have had me practically begging on my hands and knees for the past week to get you back because I thought all of this was my fault when it was yours."
"I know Lil I'm sor-"
"No you're not sorry. You don't know how it feels to be sorry. You didn't fall in love with someone nineteen years ago and then make a total ass of yourself when you tried to win her back only to figure out that she fell in love with someone else while you were at home crying yourself to sleep every night with a nine year old and a eight year old asking why you're always crying and how come mommy doesn't love you anymore. No you didn't buy an eleven thousand dollar ring to surprise someone because you were both broke when you gave them their first one and just wanted to start over again. No you're not sorry," Lilly rambled bursting into tears and briskly walking to her car, Miley quickly on her heels.
"Lilly just let me explain," Miley begged.
"You have one minute before I get in this car and never speak to you again," Lilly bellowed.
"Ok. After we got divorced I started drinking a lot-," Miley started.
"What you never drink," Lilly cut in.
"Hey don't waste my time," Miley grinned getting an un-amused look from Lilly.
"Not funny? Ok. Well after we split I started drinking a lot and then one night I was in Nevada for a conference and I ran into Jake and we started talking and got totally wasted so then one thing led to another and we got married. I was so freaked out the next morning that I left caught the first flight home and never talked to or saw him again. I never thought I would get married again and if I did that I would worry about it then," Miley explained.
"Did you have sex with him?"
"What?"
"You heard me? Did you two fuck each other," Lilly yelled impatiently.
"What? No we were so drunk that once we got back to his hotel we passed out. Lil I'm so sorry," Miley apologized as she went to touch Lilly's shoulder.
"No Miley don't touch me," Lilly snapped. "And don't call me Lil. You lost that right when you married that asshole," Lilly stated getting into her car. "Get in the car."
"No I think I should just walk home."
"It's six miles and it's starting to rain."
"No I can walk I'll be fine," Miley sniffled.
"MILEY JUST GET IN THE FUCKING CAR. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE SO DAMN NOBLE ALL THE TIME JESUS CHRIST," Lilly screamed causing Miley to jump. "Look just get in the car please," Lilly asked wearily as Miley slowly climbed in the car.
"You never say Jesus Christ you always say cheese and rice," Miley whimpered.
"Well I never knew you were married and lied to me about it for five years so I guess there is a lot of things we don't know about each other isn't there," Lilly insulted as they rode back home in silence.
As Lilly dropped Miley off at her house Miley turned around to say goodbye but Lilly was already gone. As soon as Lilly left she drove to the nearest bar.
"Hey Lilly," the bartender James smiled.
"Hey James I didn't know you worked here," Lilly smiled at her college friend she hadn't seen in years.
"Yep I just started. How's the wife?"
"Divorced and re-married," Lilly sighed shrugging off her jacket.
"Oh I'm sorry to hear that," he frowned genuinely concerned.
"Yeah so am I. Can you get me ten shots of tequila?"
"Uh you never were one for drinking Lil," James protested.
"Yeah neither was my wife but let's see where drinking get's me," Lilly smiled downing her first shot James sat in front of her.
Some hours later an extremely worried James was trying to pull a drunken off of a nearby table as she started to pull her top of while dancing to "I Love Rock 'n' Roll."
"Ok Lil I think you've had enough," James complained as he steadied Lilly on a bar stool. "Where's your cell phone."
"In my pocket," Lilly slurred as she burst into a fit of giggles handing James her phone.
Miley lay in her bed failing miserably at falling asleep as she couldn't stop the tears from running down her face. She heard her cell phone ring in the distance and jumped out of bed at the thought of Lilly calling. An immense smirk stretched across her face as she couldn't flip her phone open fast enough.
"Lilly?"
"Uhh no this is James," James answered smacking Lilly's hand away as she petted his face.
Miley instantly hung up the phone as the wrong idea popped into her head.
Picking up on her keys Miley shuffled down the stairs as tears slowly slid down her face.
"Hey ma where you going," Sam asked looking up from the television.
"Out," Miley sniffled.
"Where? Wait mom what's wrong," Sam asked getting up from the couch as Miley slammed the door shut and went to her car to travel to the oh-so familiar place that was more like her home a mere five years ago.
"H-hello," James asked flipping the phone shut. "She hung up on me," James said astonished.
"I want another drink," Lilly slurred.
"No you want to go in the back and lay down," James smiled picking Lilly up bridal style.
"Ooh James are you trying to take advantage of me," Lilly giggled tugging on James hair.
"Ok why don't you let go of that vice grip you have on my hair," James winced, "and lay back here and try to take a nap before I get off and I can take you home."
"I think I would like it more if you took advantage of me," Lilly chuckled.
"Don't tempt me," James grinned as Lilly snorted in laughter. "I'll see if I can find you a blanket it gets chilly in here."
"Or you could just keep me warm," Lilly winked as James walked back over to her and knelt down next to Lilly's ear so she could feel his breath on her neck.
"Don't start something you can't finish," he huskily whispered.
"Who said I can't finish it?"
"Oh I'm sure you're fully capable of doing anything you want to. I just won't let you do something you'll regret later. I love you too much," he grinned giving her a soft kiss on the forehead. "Now I will be back later," James smiled standing up walking to the door. "I have beaches to sex and Piña's to Colada."
"Bye Jameson," Lilly giggled.
"Bye Lilleyson," James laughed converting back to their old college nicknames.
As James walked out he noticed a familiar brunette sitting at a bar stool.
"What can I get for you Miss," James asked trying to figure out where he knew her from.
"I will have three shots of whiskey, and five shots of vodka."
"That's a lethal combination. I would expect something a little softer from someone as beautiful as you," James grinned.
"I'm not a big drinker," the brunette explained. "Tonight I'm just drinking too forget."
"Well they say you either drink to forgive or to forget" James grinned. "What are you forgetting tonight?"
"I just probably lost the person that knows me the best for good because of a stupid mistake I made five years ago."
"How long have you two known each other," James asked as he watched his customer down another shot.
"Nineteen years eight months and twenty five days," she answered.
"Wait would this person you're talking about happen to be a blonde," James asked the pieces finally clicking into place just in time to see Lilly stumble out of the back room.
"James where's that blank-," Lilly stopped as she noticed Miley sitting at the bar.
"Lil," Miley gulped as Lilly grabbed her keys out of her pocket and bolted out the door.
"She can't drive she's wasted," James panicked as he grabbed his keys off the counter behind him and started to walk around the bar.
"No I got her," Miley interrupted sprinting after Lilly.
As Miley started her car she saw Lilly's headlights disappearing from view. Stepping on the gas Miley turned out of the bar just in time to see a massive semi run a red light and Lilly's black Audi R8 bounce off the pavement and crash into the sidewalk. A shiver of terror ran through Miley's spine as she threw open her car door and sprinted over to the damaged car.
"LIL. LILLY," Miley screamed as she knelt down in front of the driver's side door.
"Mmm M-Miles," Lilly groaned as Miley noticed blood trickling down Lilly's face.
"Lil you're going to be okay," Miley commanded as she pulled out her cell phone calling 9-1-1 informing them of their predicament and their location.
"M-Miles Miley," Lilly stuttered as she took in a deep breath.
"I'm right here Lilly. I'm not going to leave your side," Miley convinced as she tucked a strand of hair behind her ears.
"Miles. I-I'm not going to make it," Lilly coughed grunting as the ache in her ribs intensified.
"Lilly don't talk like that. You're not going away."
"The way I'm bleeding combined with the alcohol in my system I should be gone soon. I want you to promise to take care of Sam and Jare for me. I need you to be strong for them."
"I can't make that promise to you Lilly because you're going to be fine."
"Damn it Miley why do you always have to be so stubborn. Just promise me okay," Lilly groaned.
"Okay Lilly I promise."
"And Miles," Lilly started.
"Yeah Lilly."
"I love you. I have loved you for nineteen years and I have never stopped," Lilly grinned.
"I'm so sorry I lied to you Lilly. I don't know what I was thinking and it was just a mess and I can'-"
"Miles…Miles…MILEY," Lilly interrupted. "It's fine."
A calming silence overtook them as they sort of silently apologized to each other again.
"Miles."
"Yeah."
"We would have had some cute kids wouldn't we?"
"We already have two at home."
"Not those monsters," Lilly laughed. "I always wanted a little girl."
"And you will Lilly. I promise you that you will," Miley started to cry.
"Can you sing to me Miley? Your voice always calmed me."
Without hesitation Miley started to sing.
"So nice to see your face again
Tell me how long has it been
Since you've been here
You look so different than before
But still the person I adore
Frozen with fear
I'm out of love but I'll take it from the past
I'll let out words cause I'm sure It'll never last
And I've been saving
These last words for One last miracle
But now I'm not sure
I can't save you if
You don't let me
You just get me like I never
Been gotten before
Maybe it's the bitter wind
A chill from the Pacific rim
That brought you this way"
"Do not make me think of him," Lilly started to sing along.
"The way he touched your fragile skin
That hunts me everyday
I'm out of love but I can't forget the past
I'm out of words but I'm sure it'll never last"
"And I've been saving," they started to sing together.
These last words for One last miracle
But now I'm not sure
I can't save you if
You don't let me
You just get me like I never
Been gotten before
Like I never been gotten before
So nice to see you face again
But tell me will this ever end?
Don't disappear
And I've been saving
These last words for one last miracle
But now I'm not sure
I can't save you if
You don't let me
You just get me like I never
Been gotten before
Like I never been gotten before," they ended together.
"I love you Miles," Lilly whispered scratchily.
Suddenly paramedic sirens could be heard in the distance.
"See Lil I told you you'll be fine," Miley smiled looking over at an extremely pale and incoherent Lilly.
"Lilly," Miley asked. "LILLY…LILLY," Miley screamed as the ambulance pulled up leaving Miley in hysterics.
Songs Used In This Chapter:
Joan Jett & The Blackhearts-"I Love Rock 'n' Roll"
Slash Feat. Adam Levine- "Gotten" (Definitely one of my new favorite songs. I can't stop listening to it!)