HELLOR! :) So here is the next update. Thanks for all of your lovely reviews and all the people who have favorited and all that Jazz. Basically I'm off tomorrow. But I may be updating later also. SO keep an eye out :)
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"I've fallen for you"
I can't even believe that those words came out of my mouth so god knows what Emily is thinking right now. It's not disbelief that I see. All I see is pure happiness. The smile I get is so genuine and her eyes are full of warmth. She snuggles back down with her head leaning on my chest comfortably and laces our fingers together.
"I fell for you the minute you shoved that t-shirt on my head but right now I'm sleepy and so are you probably so I think we should get some well earned snoozing." I can feel her smiling against my chest. Nothing else needs to be said now. Everything is perfect the way it is. I mean yes I'm scared shitless of this, cos I still don't know what this means apart from the fact that we both like each other. It's so fucking confusing. Sitting here with Emily snuggled up on my chest is all I need right now. We both slept soundly for the rest of the journey.
Effy woke us up just before we reached our destination. Fucking hell I sound like a sat nav. Everyone was still completely sound asleep and I had a drozy Emily still clasping my hand tight with her hoodie still drowning her small frame.
"You two should probably detach yourselves for a bit, unless you want everyone to see whatever this is before you two even know." She smiles slightly at us. She's not being a bitch. For once Effy is being genuinely nice and looking out for us.
"Thanks Eff." I look at me and Emily's hands entwined happily and I really don't want to let go. I look back up at Emily sadly, she raises her free hand and traces my jaw line with her fingers.
"It'll only be for a bit. Anyway, it's more fun to admire from afar." And with that I feel a bit more comfortable. We detach ourselves and I try to just get a bit more sleep before we arrive and are swamped by small children. Emily leans back down onto me and also drifts off into dream land. It's innocent enough. No hand holding, just leaning. Leaning is fine isn't it? Fuck when did this become so complicated. Only a recently it seemed so simple. We both have actually fallen for one another, but we still don't know what that in itself entails at all.
"Right off the bus everyone! Hurry the fuck up!" Fucks sake why is my mum always the one that has to wake me up in such a horrible manner, can't I just be slowly woken up instead of being abruptly removed from my sleep. Everyone scampers off of the bus quite quickly, well apart from me and Emily who are just too fucking lazy to move any faster than the speed of an elderly man with severe arthritis, well maybe it's just me who is too lazy as now Emily is grabbing my hands trying very hard to pull me up.
After spending a grueling 10 minutes battling with mighty mouse Fitch I just give in and allow her to pull me up off my chair and drag me off the bus. All of the children are there and upon seeing me they scream my name. Emily just laughs behind me as I'm dragged off by the screaming children. This is probably Cooks doing that these children are attacking me as he is laughing his fucking head off and pointing at me.
"Come on Naomikins let us retire to our boudoir." Cook throws me a cheeky wink while I just give him the classic eye role. He knows it well so he will know that I am not moving from this spot that I am currently occupying.
"Naomi I will carry you if I have to." As if he would actually pick me up and carry me to the room.
"You're not going to carry me."
"Oh is that so Miss Campbell?" He starts moving towards me.
"Yes that is so, you are not carrying me Cook." I put my hands forward trying to create some kind of barrier between me and him so he will be unable to pick me up, but this seems to just encourage him and he just continues to move towards me.
"You may not be happy about the room arrangements love but suck it up. Come along." And with that I feel my feet leave the safety of the solid ground and I'm flung over Cooks shoulder. Of course I fucking struggle but it's useless he's just laughing like a fucking lunatic.
"Cook put me the fuck down!"
"Language Campbell."
After being literally carried to my room and had my bags thrown into my bag I was finally able to slip away from Cook and have a good old chat with my mum. Now when I say 'chat' what I really mean is a fight with her about this fucking ridiculous room arrangements. Why the fuck would she put me with Cook and Emily with Effy? How does any of that make sense! I mean really Emily has never spoken to Effy before in her whole life. The only people she really talks to at work is either me, Gina, or JJ, or her sister. Really it would have made more sense for Emily and Katie to be together wouldn't it? So why in gods name is she sharing with Effy? And another point why am I with Cook? This is so royally fucked up.
My mum is staying in her own cabin. Good for her. I'm not knocking this is fucking important!
So I go in and there she is just doing some environmental shit probably.
"Mum! Do you want to explain to me why the fuck I'm sharing a room with Cook?" Her eyes meet mine. This is like fucking clash of the titans. Both of us are surprisingly similar. We don't give a shit. We're outspoken. Basically we are 'Campbell's'...the name says it all really.
"Calm dow..." Oh no, she's not getting a word in about fucking potatoes this time!
"No Mum, and on another note why the flying fuck is Emily sharing with Effy? Those two have never even spoken to each other. Wouldn't it have made more sense to put me and Emily together? Not Me and Cook!"
"Naomi would you be so kind as to shut your mouth for a minute?" Fuck it. "Finally. Fucking hell I think you've gone and burst my fucking ear drum."
"I'm not discussing something so ridiculous with you. You're used to communal living so I'm sure you can manage living with Cook for a few days. Now fuck off love."
"Has anyone told you what a right fucking cow you are?"
"Plenty of people. Now off you go."
"Fucks sake, this is fucking ridiculous."
"Mumbling to yourself again?" My head shoots up and are met by the most beautiful big brown eyes that I have ever seen. The only eyes that can completely distract me from anything that i try to concentrate on. The eyes that have had the ability to calm me in any situation. Emily. Looking gorgeous, if slightly bedraggled, but we are in a forest, it's not like it matters what we look like. I think she is the only person who can actually pull of the bedraggled look. She's still got that hoodie sitting on her shoulders, hiding her perfect shape from the world.
"I'm quite the mumbler." I throw a wink her way and she just grins at me.
"Obviously. So what are you doing out here?"
"I could ask you the same question." I raise my eyebrow at her, typical Campbell.
"Well I came to talk to Gina about the room arrangements, I don't get why I'm with Effy, I've never even spoken to her and she keeps looking at me funny and honestly, it's fucking creepy."
Thank fuck she is thinking exactly the same thing as me!
"That's all?"
"Well and of course, I would rather share my room with you."
"That's what I thought." I move towards her a envelop her small body. It's good to be close to her again considering I've had to spend the whole day having sexist abuse hurled at me from Cook. Yes I'm a fucking feminist at times. Emily breaks out of the hug and looks at me like she has a question on her mind, but she knows the answer. She's fucking psychic.
"So you never answered my question. Why are you here?" Oh I see how it is.
"Oh you know, just fancied a walk." I stretch my hand out to her. She spends some time just looking at it. Yes I want to hold her fucking hand. Is that so fucking wrong? After deliberating what's going on Emily takes my hand happily but not before muttering:
"Of course you did."
I walked Emily back to her room and we said our goodbyes. I then toddled back to my room taking a few stops along the way. I found this one spot. It's beautiful. Trees surrounding it, with a bit the lake running through it. So freely. No boundaries, water can just do as it wishes. If there is land in the way then it just erodes it away and goes straight through. Water always tries to find the quickest and easiest route to larger expanses of water. To being happy.
I've been sitting next to the river for fucking ages now. Just thinking. Everything seems so perfect right now, I kind of have my girl, we haven't really spoken about being a couple or anything. I don't want to think about it. Whenever I feel like I'm in a relationship of any kind I just want to run the fuck away. I hate feeling "owned" by someone, like I'm their fucking property. Everything in my head has been turned upside down since I knew Emily. I thought I knew everything. I thought I knew what I wanted. That being along is fine. I can be happy alone. I thought I was happy alone. But Emily has revealed that actually I wasn't happy. I was fucking miserable. I thought I had it all. I thought the world was my fucking oyster. But one person has changed that completely. My phone vibrates in my pocket, completely breaking the silence around me and scaring the shit out of me.
Emily: Good night Naomi xxxx
I let my head fall backwards and puff out all of the air in my cheeks. What the fuck is going on Naomi?
"Naomikins how are you diddling my beauty?" I jump out of my fucking skin, dropping my phone in the process. Well that's going to be fucked for a few days. Regaining my composure I turn to the only person who calls me Naomikins.
"Jesus Cook! Why the fuck are you sneaking up on me?" He's just got a cheeky grin plastered all over his face.
"Why are you sitting alone in the woods just asking for someone to sneak up on you?"
"Touché."
"Don't you mean touche love?"
"Yeah, touche." I give up. I really do. I have no energy to be a sarcastic bitch right now.
"Do you mind if I sit Blondie?"
I tilt my head towards the empty space of ground next to me to indicate that he can indeed sit down.
"Do what you like Cook."
"Come here." I slowly fall into Cooks arms next to me and relax. I'm so fucking lost right now. Emily, as much as I like her, has fucked up my head completely. Cook and me sat like this in silence for god knows how long. I've missed being able to just sit with him. He doesn't expect anything from me, he just lets me be me for a bit. Or at least be who I think I am.
"It's that little red head aint it?" I nod.
Cook gives me a light kiss on my forehead and I just feel slight tears fill my eyes. What the fuck is going on with me? First I like someone and my head gets completely fucked up and now I'm fucking crying.
Cook lifts my head so that my eyes meet his own.
"Naomi, love fucks you up, but it is the best feeling in the world girl."
"You love her."
"Nah I don't love Emilio mate."
"No Cook, Effy. You love her."
"But she doesn't love me. But your Emily does."
"Wha-"
"No. Come on Blondie, you should have been in bed ages ago. You're grumpy at the best of times but when you're tired you're like fucking...Godzilla or some shit." Cook stands up and bows at me like he's from Pride and Prejudice or some shit. I oblige though, and take his hand allowing him to pull me up. Sadly though I have the mouth of a fucking sailor.
"Fuck you." I wink at Cook and he just grins his own cheeky grin back.
"Fuck you right back love."
I thought it was about time for a bit of Naomi/Cook.
Let me know how you think this is going :) possible update later. If not It might be wednesday when the next update happens :( sad times.
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