So...Hi there everyone. Sorry about my general disappearance recently. College (A-Levels are taking over my life) and generally people keep distracting me. But anyway enough about that malarky. THANK YOU SO FLIPPING MUCH FOR THE REVIEWS...I recently looked through all of them and they are just all so lovely :')
(also, sorry about how short this is, I really wanted to get something up so here's a bit of a filler)
I DON'T OWN SKINS.
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I can't sleep. I haven't been able to sleep at all. Em nodded off ages ago, out like a light bless her. Me on the other hand, I can't even bring myself to close my eyes. I'm scared. Scared that she'll disappear. Scared that I'm never going to see her again. All in all I'm pissing myself.
I told Emily that we could handle this, but I don't even think that I believe that fully. I love her don't get me wrong but she's going to be in London. That's over 2 hours away from Bristol. I've even checked on google maps and there are over 16 instructions as to how to get to London by car. I know 2 hours doesn't sound too bad, but I can't even drive so if I wanted to walk to London it would take me nearly 2 days. 2 FUCKING DAYS. I'd end up crawling most of the way. Also, I fucking hate trains with a passion and my mum will refuse to take me there on a regular basis, the only other way of getting there would be on a coach, but I don't have money, so basically I am fucked when it comes to going to visit.
"Naomi what the fuck are you doing?" I'm slightly shocked by her voice, I've been sitting in complete silence on my window sill for the last hour just watching the world pass me by while she slept. I then smile to myself, still looking out the window but hearing the apparent tiredness present in her voice. It's understandable as it's about three in the morning and she only actually fell asleep 2 hours ago. I finally allow myself to look over to my bed and see her lying there, wrapped up in my duvet, her hair all over the place her eyes fixed on me. The word that first comes to mind to really explain her appearance is 'adorable'.
'Hmm?" Well Naomi, I must say that was quite the articulate response.
"Why are you sitting on the window sill?"
"I couldn't sleep." I watch her push herself up from my bed, untangling herself from my duvet, slightly struggling with getting her foot untangled from the duvet that she's completely wrapped up in. She finally escapes the duvet and stumbles off the bed grabbing a t-shirt off of the floor and pulling it over her sleepy form. She looks at me again, rearranging her t-shirt so her modesty is covered and then rubs her eyes with her fists with a yawn, trying to remove the remnants of sleep, failing as she just looks even more tired than she did before. I smile warmly at her, feeling unshed tears filling my eyes slightly. When Emily's in London I won't be able to just sit and watch her sleep, or smile at how adorable she is when she's just waking up. I quickly turn away from Emily and look out of the window again, watching the world go by. Just doing anything to distract myself from the inevitable.
I feel Emily's arms snake around my waist, her chin resting on my shoulder. I finally allow myself to relax into her arms, feeling her near me. Feeling the closeness instantly easing any anxiety inside me. I let my head swing back and rest on her shoulder, she presses her lips lightly against my exposed neck, dropping small kisses over the skin and speaking against my skin.
"Come back to bed please?" I ignore her question completely and allow my brain to go into overdrive.
"I love you Em."
"I love you too." She speaks against my skin again, I can feel her lips moving in their perfect Emily way.
"You don't understand Em, I love you. I don't just 'love' people all willy nilly. It's just something I don't do and now I've fallen for you...literally considering the amount of times I've fallen over in your presence." I laugh lightly and feel her lips curve into a smile on my skin. "And to be fair, I'm meeting your parents today and if that's not love then I obviously have no clue what is." I feel Emily nudge my back a bit in a playful manner and I can't even hold in the laughter. I finally turn round and face her, laughing as I do and she's pouting at me but that's soon removed when I capture her lips with my own. Her hands move from my waist and cup my face gently. I pull away from her and look at my sleepy Emily looking at me, her eyes full of love.
"Em. You need some sleep." I smile at her and she looks over to the bed and then back to me, looking a bit torn between going back to my warm bed which offers her sleep and comfort or staying with me, who offers fuck all at the minute in comparison to the bed. She obviously doesn't really want one without the other. Then her face shows an expression of realisation.
"Come with me?"
"Em, I'm not tired, I just want to sit here for a bit."
"Not to bed you ditz."
"Why am I a ditz? What are you on about?"
"Come to London." What?
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