Hey all Kittenz here again. Sorry it took so long no insperation. Well i hope you all had a good summer. Please read & review. Anyway here's my Bestie Kai with the disclaimer.

Kai: Look She Don't Own Shit. Now this contains hints at yaoi and extreme Cloud torture. (evil cackle)

Cloud: Why do you hate your bug squisher Kai.

Me: Well before this gets out of hand on with the story it is in the first person view of Cloud Strife.

Looking back I wonder would things be diffrent knowing what I know now. If I knew we were never ment to be would I be able to change my own fate? I don't think I could because I was young then and I was trying to prove who I was. But oh how I wish I could for I do exist now why I may not know but here I stand with my own life and my own heart I intend to live it to what I can and hold my stance on this holy ground. Dispite all agenst me I shall try to go on with what I have planed. Not allowing those hateful people to win. For once the have won they have control of me and I can't allow that not now nore ever.

Looking out the window I seen to me what was a lovely site a light drizzle of rain with the sun peaking out from behind the clouds creating miniture rainbows among the falling water drops. Smiling I get up to start my day, which includes waking the man in my life and my two hellish wait wait I mean sweet and loving twin boys.

I opened the door of my bedroom only to be bombarded by said little boys. Luckly l managed to land on my butt only slightly hitting my head on the footboard. All my years in SOLDIER could never prepair me for the tortures of what I must handle now parenthood.

Two pairs of saphire blue eyes which rival my own, and they had a beg to them. Oh please no don't let them beg cloud you fold to easly.Ii thought to myself. "Daddy," My chestnut brown haired son wined. His dirty blonde haired twin finished "We're hungry." SHIT! is the first thing I thought I can't wake Leon he'll have my head but I'm no cook well how hard can it be I just follow the directions right? RIGHT? "Make us somethin daddy" The two young beg blue eyes shining,

"Ok kids lets go to the kitchen." I say getting to my feet. The kids were about to scream yay but, I turn and give them the age old shhh gesture which they egerly mimiced both to me and each other.

Once in the kitchen I set to finding my loves recipe book. Which seems it would be easy but the kitchen is his domain and is often not kept in a specific order. He knows where everything is but the rest of us are lost without a clue and no way to buy one. After searching for twenty minutes I have found the object of my quest. "Sora," I look to my brown haired son, "get daddy the flour ok?" Sora smiled ear to ear lightling his eyes up more then before, and ran to find where his 'mother' hid it for the week. I set to locating the other ingredents not an easy task. "Roxas, where does your mom keep the vanilla flavor?" He drops down onto all fours, makes me take 3 steps to my left and finds it in the couboard under the counter. Why does he keep it there I mean really now, Wait, I'm not going to ask.

The first attempt I put too much salt. the next too much vanilla. the third was actually pretty good so I stuck with that one. Next was to cook them. "Ok now to cook them... oh great no no." I said looking at the stove it was gas and all I've ever used was eletric. I go to walk away and awake my love only to come across two pairs of stunningly beautiful begging pouty eyes. so being the sucker I am I turned back around and tried to cook. The first I wrote off as too high heat, the second was left on too long. By the fifth one my children were laughing at the fact that I've burnt all thus far. By attempt 15 my blonde son roxas piped up and commented, "Mommy never makeded em black before. Is it a daddy way of cooking?"

"No Roxy sweetheart, the fire was too high for as long as they were on the stove." All eyes in the room turned twards the hallway and saw none other then mommy dearest Squall Leonheart standing there. "Cloud step away from the stove and go open some damn windows it smells like smoke in here gaud." I pouted and stepped to the side as my lovely Squall took to fixing my mistakes.

Once I opened the windows and turned a fan on facing out to blow the smoke out. He made up a fresh batch of batter and called me over. "Cloud love, If you want to learn to cook properly get over here." Scared for my life I stepped to my wives side. He shows me what to do and before I know it I'm doin a fair job as to the fact that Leon is no longer pouting at my sorry attempts.

After breakfast we all sat and played on the Wii which Leon insisted we get. I think he's a videop game addict. Yet here he is getting his butt kicked by some blonde chick on Naruto Clash of Ninja Revolution Three. Then before this he was being todally owned by the terrible twins. "Hey Squall, you suck at this game," I'm only teasing but he doesn't really take it that way. "If your so tech savvy Strife, why don't you beat Deidara the blonde haired bitch for me." He looks at me, I take the controller. Without trying, and a ton of button mashing I todally own the chick. "There Le-Le she's dead." I smile at Leon and he glares at me with pure hate in his eyes. "I hate you." Is all he managed. The children who were watching In aw look at me and in stereo say, "Daddy that's a boy." Like I'm suposted to know this I don't like this crap. I still feel like an idoit thoe.

The rest of the day was simple and by the end the kids were out cold. Once they were put to bed Leon and I went to our room and popped in Silent Hill. Horror flicks were our vice and we rarely get the chance due to my work scedule and the kids.

Then Leon begins to kiss my neck lightly and slowly works his way to my lips. As our kisses became more intense he laid half-way on top of me. Shortly after we both lost our shirts and Leon was working on my pants the door opens slightly then closes. Leon looks at me, "What was that?" I respond, "It was probally the cat." "The cat can't open a door Cloud." My love was unconvinced. "But Le-Le we have left the door open a hair and the cat's walked in before." I explain. his retort was a simple 'Leon Responce' as we call them, a grunt of agnolagement. The blankets russled slightly and I reasured my love again, "I told you it was the cat" He again uses another 'Leon Responce' and leaves it at that.

Then you hear a soft voice we almost didn't hear it, "Mommys Iz had a bad dreams I'm gonna swleep, in heres wif you and daddy otay? Thank you" Some how he manages to squrm in between Leon's and my chests.

I tried to sturr up the mood again only for my love to say no. I try to presure him a tad and he replys, "Not with a child in the bed." "Why not?" I asked being the dumb male I am. He looks at me dumb founded, "Um... How about the fact that it's WRONG?" "Damn it Squall! I'm gone for a week on a job, and we can't even have a little fun?" I know I've just fucked up as to he looks at me and with fire in his eyes he mouths 'Fuck you Strife.' I know when I've lost so it's called suck up time. "I'm sorry love please forgive me." I have my bright saphire blue eyes show emotion for once, His smokey grey's look to meet mine they look tride and true. "Fuck you cloud I said goodnight"

He rolled over and held Roxas tight. So I walked into the bathroom turned on the cold, undressed and jumped right in. "Damn that's two nights in a row damn children."

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