July 6, 2013
Eli,
Even in such a horrible situation you would point out how many times I cursed. You are unbelievable.
I also want to point out that I called you Elijah because: one, that's your name; and two, I was very upset with you! Not anymore though. Like I wrote before, I'm not going to mention how upset or mad or sad I am. Don't worry about me. Just stay focused so you'll be safe. Please.
One question though: Do you honestly believe I won't wait for you? You're crazy, Greens. Do you honestly believe I'm just going to forget about you? Go on with my summer care-free and worry-free because I don't have a boyfriend anymore? If you wanted to break up you could've just said so before leaving. Other than that. No. I won't forget about you. I'll be waiting for you, always, don't doubt that. I love you... and your idiotic decisions.
I love you so please, please be safe, I can't stress this enough. Don't do anything too stupid (Notice I say "too" because I know you'll still make questionable decisions.) Just make sure to come back to me.
By the way, where are you? I mean, your mom gave me this address to write letters to, but I'm pretty sure you're no longer in Canada or this continent for that matter. So what do I do now? And how soon do you get my letters? Notice the date and tell me.
I miss you so much already. Just yesterday Adam was planning a BBQ and he was going to put you down to bring your amazing dip, but then we realized you weren't here anymore. I cried. I can't believe I'm spending my last summer here without you.
Love you and miss you and always thinking of you,
Clare
p.s. I was trying to be a bit more romantic. That's why I signed my full name. I should've figured you weren't going to like it, Elijah.