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Strixkin walked down the hallway towards Xemnas's officce. She had just completed yet another mission. It had been in Hollow Bastion, and she was glad it was finally over. Goiing to Hollow Bastion had stirred up too many memories, leaving her very irritable, ans having to repot it to xemnas made it even worse. This whole day was just turning out to be a drag. When she finally reached his door, she walked right in, not bothering to knock. They didm't get along too well so she never bothered using any manners around him. "I'm here to report my mission." She said nonchalently. "And how did it go?" he asked raising an eyebrow. "It was a success, mission complete. Can I go now?" she replied. Xemnas began to look annoyed. "Fine, whatever, just get out of my sight and don't cause any problems." Strixkin laughed at this comment as she walked out the decided to head down to the kitchen to grab a snack, but shortly stopped walking when she hear voices coming from the room ahead. She snuck closer and hid against the wall, attempting to eavesdrop. Shed coudn't make out who it was, but it sounded like flirting. She peered around the cornerto see Cebexcar reading a book comfortably in a chair. When she looked around even further she saw Axel sitting next to roxas on a couch that faced away from her. She then thought it might be fun to scare the shit out of them and began to walk towards them, but froze in her tracks when she saw Axel lean in and Kiss Roxas. She couldn't beleive what she was seeing. She felt her eyes grow wide and her body begin to shake with anger and shock. She watched as everyone jumped when she said, "What the hell is going on here?" Both Axel and Cebexcar said "Oh shit!" in unison. She then grew even angrier and turned to her younger sister. "You knew about this? Why would you two keep something like this from me?" she closed her book and told her to calme down while Axel got up fom his seat and walked towards her. He attempted to put his hand on her shoulder but she backed away saying, "Don't touch me! I think I understand now. You never came back because you were having too much fun on brok back mountain! Well who needs you anyways asshole!" She then turned andwalked away, ignoring the small crowd of curious organization members watching from the hallway. She heard Axel calling out to her, asking her to stop, but instead she quickly stepped through a portal.

She stepped out onto the top of the clock tower in twilight town. She sat down pulling a leg clost to herchest, hugging it tightly, while letting the other dangle off the ledge. She lowered her head making her bangs fall over her eyes as she let a few tears escape. She couldn't understand why they would do something like that. She couldn't even trust her only family anymore. She didn't know what to do, so she just sat ther for a few hours and the tears stoppd flowing, she continued to sit there, looking out towards the city. She enjoyed the slight breeze that ruffled through her hair. Then, even though he'd been absolutely silent, she felt Axel's presence behind her. "Why?" she asked, "Why couldn't you tell me?" "Why does it matter?" he replied, "We don't have hearts so we can't feel any emotion. I don't understand why you're acting like this. It's impossible to get upset or depressed. Got it memorized?" Strixkin suddenly stood up and said, "Memorize this you ignorant fool. You don't know anything." She then jumped and doce of the building. She could hear Axel cry "NOO!" just bwfore she dove through yet another portal.

She wound up landing in ocean water. She emergede to see destiny islands in front of her. She'd only been there once for a mission, but she enjoyed it there. It was a nice, peaceful place that helped calm her nerves. She began to swim towards the beachs, using the incoming waves to gain momentum. She sat down in the sand and watched the sunset. As it grew darker, it also begin to grow colder outside. Once she could see her own breath in the air, she decided to finally go back to the castle and make some hot chocolate. She portalled into the kitchen and quickly got to work. She was sitting on the counter, happily drinking her hot chocolate when Dyxlia walked into the room. "Holy crap! I found you! Axel and Cebexcar have been extremely annoying because of you." she told her. "I don't care," she said coldly, "They can go fall in a ditch for all I care." Dyxlia suddenly grabbed her arm and pulled her off the counter, almost making her spill the scalding drink everywhere. As she dragged her down the hallway she told her irritatedly, "Just because you're pissed at them, doesn't mean the rest of us have to suffer with their annoyingness. Now, your going to go in there and fix this, because nobody's going to put up with anymore of this bullshit." She then threw her into a room where Axel and Cebexcar had been sulking, and locked the door behind her. They looked up, but only continued to sit and sulk, expecting her to run off yet again. She walked to the other side of the room and grabbed a chair, then placed it across from them and sat down. "I'm listening." she said in a slight montone. They both looked at her, then at eachother, shock ckearky written all over their faces. "Well what are you waiting for? I'd like for an explanation." After a moment Cbexcar leaned forward and said, "We just couldn't tell you ok? We knew you would react this way." Strixkin only laughed. "Bullshit!" she said,"You know me better than that, I know you have a better reason than that, so why would you try and lie to me even more than you already have when all i want is the truth?" "Look," Axel cut in, "I just...I just couldn't disappoint you ok? You've always talked down on this sorta thing." She took a sip of her drink, then let out a large sigh. "You know i wa only joking aroun. You know I never meant any of those things I said. Even if they weren't jokes I wouldn't have disapproved and you know that. Fine, I guess i won't ever get the truth will I? To think I actually believed that could trust my own sibblings. I guess I should've known better." She then stood up and walked to the door. Remembering it was locked, she kicked it open. She turned to Dyxlia and asked, "Hey, want to go do somethind fun?" She agreed, and they walked down the hallway. "So what do you want to do?" she asked as they walked further and further down the hallway. Dyxlia thought for a moment then said excitedly, "Let's go see what Mar-Mar is doing! I think he's supposed to be hanging with Dem-Dem!" "Sounds fun!" she replied with a smile. Just then, she noticed Larxene headed their way. As she passed, Strixkin casually threw hew hot chocolate all over her and continued to walk with Dyxlia, both laughing hysterically.


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