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Together By Mistake Together for Love.
Italics and bold are telephone conversations or conversations that are heard in the distance.
Italics are thoughts.
In this story the characters are all human.
Disclaimer: I own nothing, Steph Meyer owns twilight and Livia Scofield Miller owns This plot, all I did was translate it.
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Chapter 4: Jealousy. (2010)
I walked over to where my brother stood, and tried to kick my brother out of my room, but he was stronger than me that my push didn't even move him a centimeter from the room.
"Get out of my room!"
He didn't say anything, but he did continue to look at me like we had never seen each other. I started feeling uncomfortable, very uncomfortable; I went to my closet and put on my bathrobe. That simple gesture made my brother snap out of his Trans and react; he backed up towards the door.
His behavior was starting to worry me. I had never seen him act in such a weird way.
"What is the matter with you?"
"Nothing, you look really beautiful."
"Thanks to moms clothes." I started taking off the earrings and necklace and put them on my desk. "How was it with Leah?"
"We have a date on Friday."
"Excellent." I said with attitude. How I hate that girl.
"I am sorry for leaving you behind."
"Nothing happened. I actually had a fun night." I picked my hair up in a high pony tail and sat on my bed. "I also have a date with Seth on Friday."
"Oh…"
"I want to go to sleep."
"Ok."
"Leave." I said as I didn't see my brother moving. "Jacob." I warned.
"Yea, best I leave. Good night." He looked at me one last time and finally he left me by myself in my room.
I changed my clothes and put on my pajamas, and threw myself on the bed. I couldn't sleep that night. I was too busy worrying about my brother's strange behavior. I had never saw him like that. And he had said that I looked beautiful, something he had never told me before. He probably took something. He had lost his mind.
My alarm clock started to go off after I only fell asleep thirty minutes ago. I got dressed without really paying attention to the clothes I chose, and I walked downstairs to the kitchen in where Jacob was having breakfast. I took a piece of toast he had on his plate and went to the fridge to look for some milk. The whole time I felt like I had eyes glued to my back.
"What you looking at?" I said taking a drink of milk directly from the carton.
"You have a bad look on your face."
"I couldn't sleep." I started eating the piece of toast and sat down next to him. "You look like you're well rested."
"I look it."
"Let's go, were still going to be late."
I took the keys to the car and went to the driver's seat. Jacob came a few moments later, and when he got into the car I started driving off at full speed towards the college.
The day couldn't be even more boring. I think the only class that was averagely decent was Doctor Masen's class, that day it was only an hour long. Even though he was young, Thirty five years old, the girl next to me had told me that he was a professor, a very professional doctor and very experienced. He was the best professor there from all the professors who taught there; on top of that he was very attractive. All my female class mates were going crazy for him, and they called me weird for not being like that for him. But I couldn't. Inside of me I felt like that would be really weird.
During the trip back home, Jacob didn't look at me. That simple gesture had hurt me, and a lot, but I intended on being strong and act like his behavior didn't bother me.
When we got home I went to my bedroom, got my laptop and went to the garden, where I started typing the notes I had took that day, although I stopped after ten minutes. I couldn't stop thinking about Jacob and his behavior. Something was happening with him and it had to be really serious, because he always told me everything. He was my best friend, my only friend.
I left my laptop and my notes in the garden and went towards my brother's room. I called for him from the door, but there was no response. He was acting like he wasn't in there, although he couldn't lie to me. When I called for him the first time I heard him lower the volume on the television.
"Jacob?"
He continued not to answer.
"Jacob I think we should talk."
He still acted like I wasn't there.
I kicked the door and yelled 'asshole' and went back to the garden.
I didn't go back into the house until my mother went to look for me. She looked worried and I didn't miss that a bit. Her kids, who have always been together, now couldn't even look at each other. It's that it wasn't my fault. It was all Jacob.
We sat down at the dinner table and ate in silence. Our parents looked at us, they would look at Jacob than at me, without saying a word, but when I got up to go to my bedroom…
"Sit down." My father said he looked really angry.
I sat down at the moment, scared. Jacob looked shocked, but my mom's appearance was calm.
"At this second you two are going to tell us what is going on in this house."
"Nothing is wrong with me." I murmured keeping my eyes on the table.
"Jacob…"
"Dad nothing is wrong." He said, even though he didn't even believe that.
"Moron." I murmured, but not low enough and everyone heard me.
"Renesmee watch your mouth." My mother said, talking for the first time. "Now honey tell us what is going on." She talked calmly, but I noticed that she was nervous and worried.
"Nothing is wrong with me; everything is a thing of this kid. Every since last night her has been really weird. And it hurts that he doesn't even look at me." I said when I finally got my voice.
I saw from the corner of my eye that Jacob looked at me, but then I lowered my head again.
"Seth isn't good for you." he said in a tone I couldn't identify.
"Excuse me?"
"I don't want you to get near him again."
What was missing.
"But, how dare you?" I exclaimed, standing up on my feet. "You are no one to tell me what I have to do with my life!"
"Don't get near him."
"Do I tell you what you should do?" I was no longer talking I started shouting. "Do I forbid you from being with that whore Leah?"
"Don't insult Leah!" he said talking in the same tone.
"Please! Everyone knows that she throws herself to any living thing!"
"Shut up!"
"Inclusive she also likes girls."
"I told you to shut up!" he said raising his voice.
I had never heard him raise his voice at me before, and I got scared. I sat back down in the chair feeling like my head was spinning. My parents looked directly at Jacob. I started to feel my eyes burn, and the tears started to spill down my cheeks. Jacob also sat down and his eyes boarded into me.
"I am not going to stop seeing Seth, I like him and I am going out with him tomorrow." I said how I could; I already felt a strong pressure in my throat. Like if an invisible hand was on my throat strangulating me. "And I don't care if you fuck Leah…"
"Renesmee." My mother interrupted me, scolding me for my vocabulary, but I didn't listen to her and I continued to talk.
"I don't care what you do with her, because I know that is how you're happy." I said drying my tears with a napkin. "May I be excused, please?"
"Yes of course you can." My father said caressing my hand.
"Thank you." I got up from the table and shuffled my feet towards my bedroom. I let myself fall onto the bed and began to cry, and I didn't bother in not making a noise.
I could hear how my parents scolded Jacob for having yelled at me. I covered my ears with my hands trying not to hear them, until I fell asleep, tired of crying.
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I woke up the next day really early. I got dressed with wide pants and my Lakers jersey. I grabbed my things and took a muffin from the pantry and left. I was going to go walking to school. It was an hour away from my house, but I didn't care. I needed to be by myself.
When I already had about half an hour walking, I felt like a car was getting near. I got out of the way so the car could go by, but it didn't go in front of me. It actually started slowing down and stopped at my side.
"Nessie?"
I looked to my left without stopping, but I stopped in my spot when I saw who it was.
"Nessie get in the car."
"No."
"Please. Get in the car and we will talk."
"Jacob I want to be by myself."I started walking once more, I felt how the car started moving slowly following close behind me. "Please."
The car stopped and a short moment later I felt a larger hand over mines.
"Forgive me please." He said hugging me delicately. "Forgive me for yelling at you."
I couldn't respond. I already had started crying. I hardly cried and this was the third time I did it in less the twelve hours.
"I am sorry." He said caressing my back. "It's that…"
"It's my fault." I said separating myself from him. "I shouldn't have said those things about Leah."
"I already know that Leah is a bit… liberal."
"Ok… good, Jake, I…" I dried my tears and I walked back a couple steps. "I am going to class."
"Get in, I'll take you."
"No. I'll go walking."
"But…" he made an intent to grab my hand, but I moved away from him.
"Please." I begged. "We'll see each other mid day, ok?"
"Ok."
He hesitated, but at last he got back in the car and drove off. I got to class ten minutes late; I got to the door shyly and went in. Everyone turned to look at me, Mr. Cullen gave me a half smile and then continued with the class like nothing had happened. I sat in the seat farthest away, and the two hours that passed, I didn't pay attention to nothing.
"Ms. Black?" a voice said next to be and startled me.
Doctor Masen sat next to me and caressed my cheek, drying my tears. I looked at his face and noticed he was worried.
"Nessie are you ok?"
"No."
The Doctor hugged me, hugging me the way only my father could when I wasn't feeling good, while I wet his shirt with my tears.
I don't know how long we were like that, but when we left the classroom I felt a lot better. Doctor Masen brought me to his office and made me some tea.
"I am sorry about what happened." I said taking a sip from the tea.
"You don't have to say you're sorry. You're having a bad day." He sat down in his chair while he drank some of his coffee. "Maybe you should go back home and rest. I will take care of advising your professor."
"Doctor Masen, why do you do this? You have more than fifty students per class. You don't have to worry about me."
"I am going to be sincere with you." he stood up and brought his chair next to me. "When I first saw you in my class trembling from the nerves, you reminded me of my ex wife."
"Oh really?"
"She too is very shy. Also, you physically look like her. She also has fair skin and brown eyes." I started feeling nervous when I felt his hand over mine caressing it. "Sorry, I am making you uncomfortable."
"No it's that… I don't know." In reality, it didn't make me uncomfortable, I felt bad for him, to see the sadness in his deep green eyes.
"I had a daughter, that's why I treat you this way."
"I am sorry." I said realizing he was talking about the past, like he didn't have his daughter anymore.
"Nothing happened." He smiled sadly and stood up again.
I did the same, and returned the hug that he gave me when I needed it. He stood still. It was clear that he was surprised. Without really knowing why, I gave him a kiss on the cheek, the way I did with only my friends or the people I cared for or loved.
At that moment the door to the office opened.
"Nessie, are you ok?" Jacob said that was now paralyzed in the door.
Doctor Masen backed away from me, and grabbed his cup of coffee and walked out of the office with a thank you and a smiled, which I didn't doubt in responding to. Jacob closed the door of the office, but he didn't move.
"What are you doing here?" I said sitting once more in the chair.
"I had a break and I came to see you. But since I didn't see you with your class mates, I asked a girl and told me you didn't look good and that the professor brought you to his office.
"Yes that's how it is."
"So, what were you doing hugged up with that guy?" I raised my eyes and I saw how he was squeezing his hands into fists. "Where is your professor?"
"He just left."
"When?"
"Just now." I said confused. But he just saw him. I stood up and I grabbed one of my brother's hands, he was shaking uncontrollably. "Jacob, what is wrong with you?" I started getting seriously worried for him.
"Nothing, I was just worried about you." He lifted his free hand and tenderly caressed my cheek, causing a chill to go through my body. "Let's go home."
"I still have two classes."
"You need to rest, Monday you can catch up."
"Ok…" I surrendered.
"Let's go." Jacob stretched with strength my hand and dragged me to the car.
He drove fast, but we didn't go home. We went to the park, the place we used to go to when I was sad, only Jacob knew that.
Well this was a crazy chapter, They fight and make up. Awww those crazy kids don't know what else to do. Jacob and his Jealous ways. Still have to love Jealous Jake cause he is yummy. Super Sexy wolf to the rescue! Yum!
