New chapter time! Yay! This chapter I had planned out so it didn't take me that long other than it is one of the longer chapters so it took me awhile to type so anyway hope you enjoy! P.s…. this may be my last chapter I am not sure yet… Anyway please R&R thanks! Oh shout out to Momo16 and Zo… you guys are amazing! I couldn't write without you guys!

Chapter 11

Morning Angel!

I hear Patch say in my head, but I really didn't feel like talking.

I go to the kitchen and fix myself some breakfast, cereal works.

I have been in a weird mood ever since I had that dream without Patch, and it felt like I was going to have nobody when I turned old, and I didn't want that.

Are we still on with our picnic?

I had totally forgotten about that.

"Yeah, I guess."

You okay?

I drop my spoon into the bowl and it makes a loud clatter.

"Yeah, I'm fine." I say, even though I wasn't.

You don't seem so fine.

"Patch, just drop it okay!" I yell into the air.

Angel?

I could tell I had hurt his feelings, I wanted to run away, but I knew that wouldn't keep Patch out of my head.

I find myself looking at the floor, "I had a dream, of my- our baby." I correct myself quickly, even though I saw it as only me taking care of the baby, "you weren't taking care of her, it was just me, and then I was on a porch all gray-haired and what not, and I had nobody."

Angel, I will always be with you.

"I know you will, but it was just a really depressing dream." It makes me want to sacrifice myself… for you I add in my head, if he would have known that I was going to sacrifice myself, he would kill me… literally. I needed to change the subject. "We still on for the picnic?" I ask.

Yeah, there is no way that I am backing out of it.

A grin forms on my face, but then I realize something.

The other message that I didn't listen to last night was still sitting on the machine, unheard.

I clicked on the button that would let me listen to the message.

"Nora Grey? Is this Nora Grey? You do not know me, but I need to tell you to watch your back, wherever you go make sure you know your surroundings, make sure you know the safe way out." Then the message ends.

"Patch, did you hear that?" I ask him, kind of feeling stupid asking if he heard something and he didn't.

Hear what?

Okay… I feel like an idiot.

I recite what I heard on the answering machine, and Patch stays quiet the whole time.

Its okay our picnic is safe.

"You sure?" I ask, because to be honest I didn't think it was safe.

Absolutely

I washed and dried by dishes, and after that I took about a twenty minute shower so that I would be excited about my picnic with Patch… well not really Patch but Patch's voice.

When I get done showering I dry off and pick out a sun dress for Patch and I's somewhat date. I look at the clock and find that it is almost noon.

Are you ready yet?

Patch jokes in my head. I get out a picnic basket, while starting to stuff food in there.

You don't need to do that.

"What do you mean? We can't have a picnic without food."

Everything is taken care of.

I was about to ask, but I thought maybe it should be a surprise.

I went outside, and realized it was the perfect day out, it was nice and warm, not usually likely in Coldwater. Maybe Patch was right, we really didn't have anything to worry about.

Once I get in the Jeep Patch tells me where to go, and everything, I love that he was so gentle with it, if I would miss a turn he wouldn't yell at me like a GPS would.

After about an hour of driving and five wrong turns we finally get to where Patch wanted me to be.

Patch guided me to cliff that had many blooming flowers, fresh cut grass and a perfect sea-side view, I looked over the edge and it looked like we were about 200 hundred feet above the water.

To my surprise there was a picnic basket with a red and white checkered tablecloth next to the slope of the cliff.

"Patch how did you do this?" I ask looking down at the beautiful view and scenery with the picnic, he couldn't come down to Earth to do this so that's why I was wondering.

My love for you over weighs what Rixon did.

Wait did he just say he came down to Earth?

"You were on Earth?"

No I had one of my friends do this. But I would definitely do this if I could.

He was just so sweet, Patch through with a lot of trouble to do this.

I sat down on the plaid white and red checkered tablecloth, and opened the basket.

Inside the basket was a turkey sandwich with no pickles and mayo. I smiled at the thought that he cared to remember my favorite sandwich. Also, inside were two slices of watermelon, lemonade, and grapes.

"Patch this is just so perfect, if only you were here."

I wish I could be with you Angel, I really do.

Right then I heard something move around in the trees behind me. I looked around, "Patch is anybody here?" I ask, which I really shouldn't have, bears were known in this part of the woods.

Angel

I put my hands up in surrender, "Just checking."

Angel, I really enjoyed this.

"I did to Patch, just if—" I didn't want to finish the sentence because it would make Patch feel sad that he wasn't here.

Just what?

"If only you were here." I say looking down to the water about 200 feet below.

I am here

"But not physically Patch, I mean I love you with all my heart and everything, and I know that hearing your voice is better than not hearing or seeing you at all, but it's just I want you here- with me-right now." I say looking down at the water and then something hit me.

Until a human sacrifice is made. Those words echo throughout my mind. I look down at the water.

I would kill myself for Patch, but did I want to do this now? Then I heard the weird noise from the bushes again, and I felt like I was being followed. My eyes were swelling with tears.

"Patch, I love you." I say.

I love you too Angel.

I look down at the water, I could feel my body move but it felt like I had no control of it. I could feel the wind through my hair as I was traveling down the side of the mountain.

I was soaring through the air like an—

Angel!

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