My second entry for Mystii's Collection- this one is a LucyLorcan, with the prompt thousand.

Loneliness && Stale Mint Gum

bad news

right darling?

all about that silvery lip gloss

put on just so

and skirts pulled up

not quite too short

and you know that

you've got first dates

down to an art form

(not that there's ever a second date

or any t h i n g)

and the boys are just about

falling at your feet

with lust and like and a thousand shades

of absolutely not love

so dear,

how much longer are you

going to play this game

with all those boy's hearts

(not yours of course

never yours)

but maybe

you're going to get a taste of

your own medicine

(just wait)

it tastes like

blue eyes/black hair/mint gum

and it's name is

(a secret)

and for a little while

it's w o n d e r ful

(but don't they all start out that way)

and you and him

make it past

first date- second- third

and it's amazing

Merlin, you've never ever

been so happy

'til one night you tell him

I love you

like all those silly stupid boys

told you

and he looks at you

for a moment

blue eyes staring through yours

for a thousand

too long seconds

and then he kisses you

long and slow and lovely

and it's

not long enough

and you fall asleep

with the soundtrack of breathing and

a beating heart

lulling you to sleep

(for the first time in-

in forever)

and you dream that night

of a thousand nights

exactly like this one

you wake up to

cold sheets

no note

nothing except for

a pack of gum

and loneliness

so, little girl

looks like your medicine

tastes like

a thousand salty tear&&stale mint gum