Here is the next chapter and I hope that you all will like it.

I hope to read what you all think of this I have a couple of more chapters written and a few planned and I hope to have a chance to written them soon.

Chapter 8 Summer talk

I have decided that I should talk to Summer before I talk to Alex again. Talking to Summer can be a bit hard cause I know that this might cause some trouble. I just hope that she can keep her mouth quite for awhile and don't blab about this to Seth and if she does that I know that both my mother and Ryan will know. Wait why do I care what Ryan thinks, I know that I don't care about what he thinks. When it comes to my mother I know that she will be reacting a bit too much as first but then she will calm down I just hope that I'll be the one that tells her about Alex.

"Coop! I have been trying to call you and text you like forever and you don't even send me a text telling me that everything is okay."
"Take it easy Sum." I tried to calm her down just a bit but it wasn't working, which is normal.

"And that is not all I have Cohen and Ryan and if that wasn't enough I have Taylor Townsend here with me." Summer continued to babble.

"Summer Roberts breathe." And when I said that I could hear how she took a few deep breaths and all was good she needed someone to vent to. I should have known.

"Okay, all good. So have you seen any hot Hawaiian boys or maybe girls?"

"Not really."

"Marissa Cooper, what does he look like? Cause you know that you can't lie to me."

"Well, there is this blond that is an amazing surfer and that I'm going to be working with for at least six months on the boat." I told her and I didn't correct her when she had said he, I didn't want to deal with that at this point. Not just yet but I knew that I was needing to tell her that I had run in to Alex and that we were going to spend some time together but not just yet.

"Oh, I like. So any more details about this blonde?"

"Well, I'm not sure on what to say." That is the truth honestly. I don't know what I should tell Summer.

"Okay so let me ask you some questions and then you answer them. That sounds good right Coop."

"It does, and I'll try to answer them as good as I can."

"First one where is this person from?"

"Los Angeles."

"Good, good, that means that you could keep in touch after all of this. Eyecolor, I mean I know it's a blonde."

"Blue." Okay Marissa keep it together don't space out one Summer now then she would really know that something is going on and that it's more than a little fling."

"I know that you have had a thing for what shall we call them, rebels is a good enough word so is it a rebel."

"That is a though one, I would say so on the outside but on the inside this person is really fragile. And at the same time this person is one of the most well behaved and really polite."

"Okay so you keep saying person that must mean that this is a girl."

"I can confirm that."

"So name?"

"Alex."

"Alex?"

"Yes, Alex."

"Alex as in girl Alex, Seths' Alex, ex-Alex and Bait Shop Alex."

"Yes, yes, yes and yes. It's the same Alex."

"So how are you holding up?"

"Pretty good considering the circumstances."

"That is good so that is why you haven't called me back I assume."

"Yeah that is why and it has been a lot to think about. But the good thing is that we talked about all that happened and all of that and now I don't know what to do next."
"I need you to tell me more."
"well as I said we talk and I just thought that is was for the better if I let her decide when she is ready to talk and let her make the next step when she feels that she is ready for that."

"That sounds like a nice thought but have you ever thought about that she might just be a bit nervous about all of this. I'm pretty sure that she didn't know that you were going to be at this boat when she decide and sign the contract."

"I know what you mean so what you are say is that I should talk to her again and then let her decide what she wants to do?"

"Yes."

"Just so you know you sound like my dad."

"I do?"

"Yeah he told me that I should talk to her to and try to fix this before we leave tomorrow afternoon. But somehow I don't think that I can fix this before that."

"Marissa, just listen to me."

"Okay."

"Talk. To. Her." Was all that Summer told me, why does my friend not listen to me. I can't talk to her.

"I can't do that."

"Marissa you can do that, show her how much you have grown and matured since you split."

"Aaaah. Summer I hate you." I said and I was frustrated at this point.

"No you don't I know that you love me."
"Yeah, you are right."

"Was there anything else?"
"Yeah one more thing and this is really important, so you need to listen closely."

"Okay, got it listen closely."

"I don't want you to tell anyone about Alex being on the same boat as I am. Understood?"

"Yes."

"Good, can you repeat that for me?"

"Yes."

"And?"

"I won't tell anyone about you and Alex hooking up."

"Summer Roberts! That is not true."

"Okay not now but before you know it, it will be happening cause I know that you won't be able to be around Alex in a bikini without drooling."

"Whatever Sum. I should go now. I really need to talk to both Alex and my mother. I just can't wait to tell her about this. One more thing, don't tell Cohen. Well you can tell him that I talked to you and that is all."

"Okay, bye love you."

"Love you too Sum. And I promise that I'll talk to you soon again."

"Great, can't wait for that call. And then you can tell me all about you and Alex."

"Summer I mean it stop. But if anything should happen I promise that you'll be the first to know about it, deal?"

"Yeah deal. I need to go, Cohen is here."
"Say hi to him from me and say hi to Ryan too."

"Say hi to, ah, you know who you need to say that to."

"Right bye."

"Bye."

That was the end of my conversation with Summer and I knew that this might not have been the best thing to do but at the same time I needed someone else opinion to and that was what Summer were there for she are after all my best and there for I should be able to go to her about these things but Summer and advice isn't always the best combination.

At this moment I have talked to two different persons and they are both saying the same thing. That I should be talking to Alex about this. Why, must this be so hard for me? I haven't done anything to deserve this more than being an idiot about two years ago but that is life and that is something that I have to learn to live with.

So I'm at this point, I needed to talk to two more people before we leave port tomorrow and one of those people are avoiding me like I was the plague or something like that and that is someone that I'm going to spend a lot of time with. I do know that I'm repeating all of this but my mind is like a one way track at the moment and the way is get Alex to talk to me and then we will see how that will progress. I know what I want to happen.