xoxoxoxoxo xoxoxoxoxo xoxoxoxooxox
.
"What's so intriguing out there?" David asked as he moved up behind Julia who was standing in front of the kitchen sliding door.
"Just watching John, Teyla and T.J.," she replied with a wistful note in her voice. "Look how much fun they're having."
David followed her gaze and saw the three of them outside kicking the ball around on the lawn. T.J.'s happy squeals floated up to the house and were joined by John's deep laughter and Teyla's sweet chuckles.
T.J. was kicking the ball in every direction and the two adults were trying valiantly to keep up with him. David smiled when he watched the little family unit softly collide and tumble to the ground, clearly enjoying themselves.
He heard a sniff from in front of him and turned Julia around. Her eyes were damp and tears trailed a path down her cheeks.
"What's wrong?" he asked panicked.
Julia ran her hand over her cheeks. "I'm going to miss them so much. I've gotten used to John just always being around."
David gave her a sympathetic smile. "I know what you mean. I've been thinking along those lines myself lately. But I think it will be better now than it was before. John and I have connected again. And I know you've connected with Teyla as well as John. We'll make sure we keep in touch through e-mail, even though I know it could be a while before we actually see them again in person."
A few mores tears rolled down Julia's face and David groaned. "You know I can't stand it when you're upset. Just think about the benefits of not having John underfoot all the time. We can run around the house naked any time we want."
Julia shot her fiancée an incredulous look. "You know I'm going to hold you to that. Maybe we could even start now." She started unbuttoning the top buttons of his shirt. "One last time before we're an old married couple."
Julia finished David's buttons and took one last look at the small group still happily engaged outside. She gripped the hem of her top and pulled it over her head. As the shirt fluttered to the ground, she slid the zipper down on her skirt, slowly stepping out of it. She moved through the kitchen toward the stairs, wisps of clothing trailing behind her.
David took a deep breath gathering up her garments as he followed closely behind. One thing he knew for sure, life with this woman would never be dull.
.
.
xoxoxoxoxo xoxoxoxoxxo xoxoxoxoxxo
.
"You know you don't have to go tonight," John told Teyla as he walked into her room as she finished up dressing for the evening. She was wearing the pretty peach dress she'd worn at Easter.
"You do not wish me to accompany you?" Teyla asked confused.
"No, no, I meant to Julia's." John clarified. "I definitely want you at the rehearsal and dinner. Dave and Julia will be occupied with each other and the wedding plans and I don't really know the others all that well. I need someone to occupy me. You can do that, right?"
Teyla turned around in front of John and said, "You could occupy your time right now with zipping up my dress. I think it has caught on something at the bottom."
John reached down and fiddled with the zipper and pulled out the little piece of fabric that had gotten caught. But he didn't pull it all the way up right away. He allowed his fingers to stroke the silky skin of Teyla's back first.
Teyla almost purred and John knew he shouldn't tease himself with these sensations, especially since she wouldn't be sharing his bed tonight. He brought up that subject again.
"So you want to just blow off Julia and stay here tonight? You really don't need some fancy hairdo. You're gorgeous however you have it."
With her zipper up, Teyla turned around to face John. "Thank you, John. I am glad that my appearance pleases you. And I, too, would prefer to stay here with your arms holding me all night. But I fear Julia would be upset and tomorrow is a special day for her. And it will give you one last night with David. You may not see him for quite a while. You should speak and let him know how much your time here has meant to you."
John reluctantly nodded. "Yeah, I guess you're right. But maybe you could give me a little something to help me get through tonight without you."
Teyla's eyes sparkled. "I think I could possibly manage something."
Her arms reached up around his neck and her lips pressed to his. John pulled her closer and returned the pressure. He was right in not kissing her during her first visit here. She was addicting and he would never have been able to concentrate on getting better. He would have spent all day dreaming and remembering.
But now he remembered why he'd really come in here. He freed himself from her arms and picked up the square case he'd put down on the dresser when he'd first come in.
"I really like this dress but, you know, I think it needs a little something to finish it off."
He handed the velvet box to a puzzled and astonished Teyla. She flipped up the cover and her eyes grew wide then a little misty.
"John, it is absolutely beautiful! But there was no reason for you to get me a gift, especially one as exquisite as this. I did not bring anything for you."
"Sure you did. You brought me T.J. and yourself. That's better than anything I could have ever wanted or asked for. Besides," he added as he pulled the necklace out of the case and held it up to her neck, "even though we don't plan on blatantly advertising our relationship, I still want you to remember, every day, that your heart is connected to mine. I don't want you to ever forget that."
He moved Teyla so she was facing the mirror and he attached the clasp behind her neck. His arms went around her waist as she admired the piece of jewelry she now wore.
"Thank you, John. I will cherish it always; as I cherish you and your heart that you have given to me."
One side of John's mouth lifted up. "You've had it for a while, Teyla. You just didn't know it."
Teyla turned in his arms and lifted her hand to his face. "I am not sure that you were aware, either, that you had given it away."
John grinned. "Yeah, I've always been a little stupid in that department. You'll just have to help me out if I make any mistakes, okay?"
"I will be happy to. And I believe the first thing I will point out is that you have not kissed me nearly enough today."
John pulled her closer. "Always happy to fix that one."
His lips descended to hers in a way that was becoming increasingly familiar. A familiarity he would never get tired of.
"Tissin', tissin', tissin!" came a giggling voice from the doorway but by the time John and Teyla broke their embrace the owner of the voice had disappeared.
John grinned and moved toward the door, his arm still wrapped around Teyla's shoulder and his mouth near her ear whispering, "He better get used to us doing this since I have no intention of stopping once we're back."
His lips took another tiny nibble on her neck as they moved into the den. Teyla giggled from the ticklish feeling then halted abruptly.
Helen was sitting on the couch, a smirk on her face.
"Helen," John greeted, "Hi, I didn't realize you had already gotten here."
"Your brother let me in," she said as she pulled Torren into her lap for a snuggle. "This little guy's been showing me some of his toys and books."
When John, Teyla and T.J. had stopped at the rehab to share his good news of passing the Air Force standards, they had chatted about their plans for the week. Helen had offered to watch T.J. while John and Teyla attended the rehearsal so they wouldn't have to keep the boy up so late. John didn't really know or trust anyone else enough to actually stay with him.
"Okay, Pal," John instructed, "make sure you're a good boy for Helen. Mommy will be staying at Auntie Julia's tonight but I'll be back with Uncle Dave a little later. You'll probably already be asleep."
"He has pajamas in his room on the bed as well as a quilt and stuffed animal that he likes to sleep with," Teyla provided. "And he will make you read stories to him all night if you allow it."
"He's used to being with a variety of people on the base so hopefully he'll be fine but I think he's still kind of nervous that I won't come back. My cell, Dave and Julia's and the phone of the restaurant are on that pad of paper on the table."
"I'm sure we'll be fine. I raised a few children of my own. And this little guy is about the same age as my grandson. Don't worry about a thing, just enjoy yourself."
Dave and Julia entered the room and asked, "Are you two ready to go?"
John picked up Torren and gave him a big hug and kiss and replied, "Yep, all ready." He looked at the boy and reminded, "I'll be back in a little while, I promise."
He handed Torren over to Teyla who also embraced him with the reminder she would see him in the morning. She placed him next to Helen on the couch and moved to the door with the others.
"Say goodbye to Mommy and Daddy and tell them you'll be a good boy," coached Helen.
T.J. bounced up and down on the cushions and called, "Bye Mama, Bye Daddy! I be dood boy. I luh you!"
John wrapped his arm around Teyla's shoulder and responded, "We love you, too!"
.
.
xoxoxoxoxo xoxoxoxoxo xoxoxoxoxox
.
The rehearsal went smoothly with only a few things to iron out. The dinner was nice although the restaurant was a little too fancy for John. It reminded him of some of the places his parents would take them to when they were kids. And they'd be expected to behave and act like little adults. Although his Mom was usually somewhat understanding when John would start shooting small bits of paper across the room with his straw.
John pulled a tiny piece of his napkin off and started to wad it up really small. He actually considered flicking it in Dave's direction for a second but Teyla put her hand on top of his, stopping the action.
"You are not seriously considering doing what I think with that paper, are you?" Teyla accused.
John tried for the innocent look but Teyla had always been too adept at reading him. "I guess not. I'm just a bit bored."
He looked at the other members of the wedding party and their spouses or partners and saw that they were all engaged in conversations with each other, much of it what he considered the Country Club chat. He had never been any good at that.
"You got something to keep me occupied?" he challenged Teyla.
She moved her hand to his knee under the tablecloth and began caressing his leg. "Will this distract you enough so you are not bored?"
Her hand moved further up his leg and his eyes grew wide. "Definitely distracting. Not boring at all."
His hand snaked under the table and found her leg. It moved to her knee then slid under the hem of her dress then moved back up feeling the silky skin of her leg on its journey.
"Don't want you getting bored, either," John told her.
"With you near me I do not think that is possible."
They continued to caress each other under the table while carrying on a trivial conversation. Hopefully anyone else nearby would not realize what was happening under covers but John knew he definitely wasn't bored.
He did take a break long enough to call home and check on T.J. Helen assured him the child was fine but put T.J. on the phone to reassure him.
"We having fun, Daddy! But you tum home, soon, wight?"
John could hear the anxiety in T.J.'s voice and made it a point to reassure him.
"We're just finishing eating and will head back in a little while. But it's already past your bed time so why don't you get your jammies on and let Helen put you in bed, okay?"
The apprehension in his voice came through again. "I seep with you, Daddy? Pease?"
The request was softly spoken but it tugged strongly at John's heart. "Okay, for tonight you can stay in my room but you can't tell Mommy because she won't be happy, you understand?"
"Otay," he answered then Helen came back on.
"I told him he could sleep with me tonight. Teyla will be ticked if she finds out," John reported as he looked toward where Teyla was chatting with several of the bridesmaids across the room. Then he chuckled, "But she's deserting me and I think T.J. still has some fears from all the time I wasn't there. It's fine if you can't get him down. I should be back within the hour."
"Will do, Colonel," Helen assured him. "Don't worry about him. He's been fine. Asking about you a lot but still fine. Enjoy yourself and take your time."
"Thanks, Helen. I really appreciate your doing this. I wouldn't have trusted too many people to watch him."
John hung up and walked back to the table. Teyla looked up and inquired, "All is well with Torren?"
"He's still awake but Helen says he's fine. I talked to him myself and told him to go to sleep. I'm not sure he's gonna listen to me, though."
"He is still unsure of your presence in his life. It has been far too long since he last saw you. Once you return home with us, he will begin to feel confident again."
Teyla gave a half smile. "I am surprised he did not ask to sleep with you tonight."
John looked away, picked up his wineglass and drained the last of it. His eyes continued to roam the room until Teyla glared at him.
"He did ask and you said yes," Teyla guessed. At John's guilty face Teyla sighed.
"John, we cannot get into the habit of allowing him to sleep in our bed."
John liked those words, 'our bed' and he grinned. "Last night, I promise. Besides, it's not like you're going to be there to keep me warm."
Teyla's eyes were still narrow but she conceded, "I understand. And I am sorry I will not be there with you tonight."
Her hand touched his face. "Hopefully tonight will be the last night we are required to stay apart."
"I hope so, too," John moved closer and touched his lips to hers.
Dave and Julia walked over saying the bill was all set and it was time to leave.
Outside around the cars, John walked Teyla to Julia's and pulled her in for an embrace. His hand slipped into her hair and he kissed her thoroughly, wishing she wasn't leaving him for the night.
Dave had given Julia a brief kiss and then grabbed John by the arm. "Okay, time for that later."
John had just pouted but given Teyla a wave and got in Dave's SUV. The ride home was short and Dave was quiet. John wondered if he was nervous and decided to ask.
"Not really," Dave answered. "I just hope everything goes off without a hitch for Julia's sake. She's worked so hard on these plans for so long, I know she'd be disappointed if something happened."
"I don't know," John replied. "I think she really loves you and as long as the end result is being married to you, she'll be fine with it."
"Thanks, John, I appreciate the sentiment. That's kind of how I feel, too."
T.J. was asleep but was still on the couch. Helen figured John could move him to whatever location he desired when he got home. John thanked her profusely for all her help and saw her to the door.
He moved back to the den and carried T.J. into his room. No sense putting him in the other room when he'd probably wake up in the middle of the night and come looking for John anyway. Better to already be at the source. And John hated to admit but it was rather nice having the child snuggled against him. He chuckled. But if he had to choose he thought Teyla would definitely come in first.
After pulling the covers up over the slumbering child, John stood in the doorway just staring at him. He wasn't sure how long he stood there but he only came out of his trance when Dave stood by him.
"I noticed he called you Daddy a few times tonight," Dave commented. "How's that feel?"
John looked at his brother with a huge grin on his face. "Absolutely amazing. I wonder if Dad ever had that feeling with us?"
"I'm sure he did at some point. But maybe it's something you get used to and take for granted. He did love us, I know that. He just had a hard time showing us."
John stood looking into the room and memories floated through his mind. "Occasionally he did show us."
John ran his hand through his hair and gave a deep sigh. "I remember a few weeks after Mom died, I came in here. I don't know why, maybe to feel closer to her, I'm not sure. I just remember that I missed her so much I thought I'd never get over losing her. I sat down on the floor near the dresser."
John pointed his hand to the wall closest to him. "I was pretty messed up, really upset but I didn't want Dad to see me so I hid in the corner behind it. Dad came in after I'd been in here for a while. I don't know if he was looking for me or just needed to remember her, too. But he realized I was here and said my name. I stood up and tried to wipe the tears away figuring he'd be pissed that I was being so emotional."
John took a deep breath and Dave heard an audible swallow. "But you know, he wasn't upset. When I got near him he just said 'You miss her, huh?' I couldn't even talk so I just nodded and the damned tears came back. I couldn't stop them no matter how much I tried. Instead of getting mad, Dad just pulled me in for a hug and held me for quite a while. I just remember holding onto him like he was gonna go away, too. And as much as we'd had our differences, I knew I didn't want that."
John looked up at Dave and realized his vision was slightly blurry right now, too. He cleared his throat and finished. "You know when we finally pulled apart, Dad had tears in his eyes, also. He blinked them away pretty quick but told me that he really missed her as well and there was nothing wrong with that. I felt really connected to him at that point."
John looked down at his hands. "It didn't last long. I think a few weeks later I probably did something stupid and he was back riding my ass about it."
John just shook his head and gave a dry laugh. Dave put his hand on John's shoulder and said, "Thanks for telling me that. It's a nice memory."
He took a step back and said, "How about I buy you a beer?" He moved his thumb in the direction of the kitchen and continued, "It's my last night as a bachelor."
John took one last look at T.J. sleeping soundly in his bed and followed Dave. "Then how about I buy you a beer?"
John moved to the fridge, pulled out two bottles and sat opposite Dave at the kitchen table. He opened the tops and handed one to his brother.
"Here's to your last night of freedom," John toasted and they both took a swig.
Dave lowered the bottle and claimed, "Freedom is highly overrated. I'll take being chained to Julia any day over being miserable by myself."
"That's because she's an incredible woman. You're extremely lucky to have found her."
Dave nodded. "I know. It took a while but I did finally find the right one."
He looked closer at John and asked, "Do you feel the same way about Teyla?"
John smiled but it was a bit introspective. "I'm amazed that we've gotten to where we are but still a bit cautious for so many reasons. The first being my failing track record with women. But I suppose we'll see when we actually get home to Atlantis."
Dave heard the warm tone of John's voice when he said 'home' and it hurt inside just a bit.
"You know this is your home, too, John."
"Thanks, Dave," John replied not wanting to hurt his brother. "And I appreciate your letting me share it for the past six months or so. But it's really where I grew up, not quite home."
He took another sip of his beer and tried to explain, "After Dad and I had our last battle, I guess I felt a bit isolated from the world. The Military was the only place I'd really belonged in a long time. But even that wasn't ideal, especially since I'm not exactly the 'following orders' type. When I found out about my Ancient gene and was told they needed me on the expedition, I was kind of torn. I didn't really want to go to some unknown place that I might never come back from, but honestly, I didn't feel there was anything here to hold on to. I figured if I did disappear from the face of the Earth, literally, no one would even notice."
He looked at Dave apologetically but found his brother looked more guilty than hurt.
He continued on, "When I stepped foot in Atlantis I was scared but excited and looking back now I realize that for the first time, I felt like I was where I was supposed to be. I wasn't the first one through the gate but when I walked in and up the stairs, lights started coming on. Everywhere I stepped, lights that hadn't been on in thousands of years, came to life; like they were welcoming me back."
He looked at Dave again, wondering if his brother understood what he was trying to say.
"We were so busy the first year I never really had a chance to miss Earth. And it's not like I had a whole lot waiting for me here anyway. But when the chance came to return, I realized I would only do it if I could actually get back to Atlantis. I'd come to think of the place as home. The people I worked with, the people I'd counted on and thought of as family were there. I was actually needed and wanted there. What I did made a difference. I made a difference. And even with all the battles with the Wraith and other problems we've faced, I still think of it as home."
John looked back toward the den and thought of the little boy sleeping peacefully in his bed. "And now that Teyla and T.J. are a part of my life, I couldn't be anyplace else. They belong in the Pegasus Galaxy and I belong with them."
Dave was looking at John sadly. Mostly because he hated the fact that John had felt he had no one here on this whole planet that would have missed him. But the worst part of that was that John had actually been off the planet for quite a few years and Dave himself hadn't even realized. He felt ashamed and knew John had spoken the truth, in a way.
But Dave had thought of his brother, often. Not always in a good way, unfortunately. When Dad had started feeling guilty and regretful about the rift, Dave had been a bit jealous that Dad was focusing more on John than on him. What a stupid, arrogant way to feel. And he'd been resentful that John could just leave and do whatever the hell he wanted and still have Dad wanting to see him and thinking about him.
The shame grew stronger. But Dave had to remind himself too, that he'd also thought of John often and missed him. He'd missed the times they'd shared as kids. He wondered if John was okay, if he was injured, hurting, in need of help. He had honestly hoped John was happy in what he was doing. He'd wanted to fly for so long; Dave hoped John was enjoying the chance.
Maybe that was one of the reasons Dave had been so insistent about bringing John back here. He subconsciously wanted to make it up to John for all the negative thoughts, all the times he should have tried contacting him but hadn't and for making John feel like he didn't have anyone who cared if he disappeared off the face of the planet.
Dave looked at John and said, "I don't want you to leave, John."
He held up his hand when John looked like he was about to speak. "I know you want to, need to, have to, but I don't want you to. I hate to admit that I brought you here because I felt guilty and thought it was the least I could do. But during this time, I realized how much I missed you; and how much I really love you, John."
Dave took a deep breath, "You're my brother and I love you." He chuckled, "How's that for emotional stuff?"
There was no humor in John's eyes. They were dark and intense. He looked like he was trying to say something but nothing actually came out of his mouth. He took a few more deep breaths and finally spoke.
"I love you, too, Dave. And I appreciate everything you did for me while I was here, no matter what your original motivation was. I don't think I can ever repay you."
Dave nodded. "You already did. You gave me my brother back."
John did finally smile although it was somewhat melancholy. He moved his beer bottle to Dave's and tapped the top. "Cheers."
The brothers finished off the brew and lowered the bottles to the table.
John was the first to speak. "Well, all that emotional stuff just sucked the life out of me so I think I need to get to bed. And you've got a kind of important day tomorrow. You might want to be somewhat rested as well."
Dave just nodded and moved the bottles to the kitchen counter. The brothers stood staring at each other for a moment then John reached out at the same time as Dave and pulled each other in for an embrace. It was awkward at first but then turned into a sign of support and caring for each other. It didn't last long but they knew a connection had been made that wouldn't be severed by distance or time.
.
.
xoxoxoxoxox xoxoxoxoxox xoxoxoxoxox
.
"Don't worry, I've got the rings," John assured Dave for what seemed like the tenth time this morning. "I'm more likely to forget T.J. than these damn rings."
He looked down at the boy in question and finished tying his shoe. "Now remember, Pal, you've got to be really good while we're in church. No talking okay. I'll be standing up near Uncle Dave and you'll be sitting with Mommy."
"Where Mama?" Torren asked again and John felt a wave of déjà vu sweep over him between T.J. and Dave's constant questions.
"She's with Auntie Julia and we'll meet her at the church," John repeated as patiently as he could muster. "Now I need to finish getting myself ready so can you just sit here and read one of your books while I do that?"
John finished up his tie and checked again that the rings were in the pocket of his tuxedo. He made one last attempt at getting at least a few of the cowlicks to calm down but knew he was fighting a losing battle. He grabbed the bag he'd packed for T.J. and yelled up to Dave to move it.
Dave scurried down the stairs more than a little harried. He was lugging two very large suitcases with him. They were leaving for the honeymoon straight from the wedding and he was trying not to forget anything.
"Where's that list Julia gave me?" He called out to John.
"It's right here," John responded with the paper in his hand. "And we already crossed everything off the list except those two suitcases. So are we finally ready to go? Julia made me promise to get you to the church on time and threatened me with bodily harm if I didn't."
"Okay, I'm ready, I'm ready," Dave chanted. "I think."
"You are!" John insisted and took T.J.'s hand and settled him in the car seat.
John got Dave settled in the back room of the church and went off with Torren to see if Teyla and the women had arrived yet. He could hardly do his job as best man if T.J. was running around beside him.
The limousine was just pulling up and John waited until all the women had exited the vehicle and moved to the little room at the back of the church. He found Teyla by process of elimination. She was the only one not wearing a pink bridesmaids dress. Well Julia wasn't either but the bride stood out on her own merit.
John moved toward Teyla, admiring her loveliness. The dress was emerald green with gold beads and trim around the waist and a swirling pattern on the bottom. It had thin straps, a deep V neck and a very low back. John's breathing started becoming heavier when he thought of dancing with her in his arms and his hand sliding across the golden skin exposed there. Her lithe arms were bare and her upswept hair showcased her long elegant neck. His tongue peaked out to touch his lips at the thought of kissing that part of her.
When she saw John, she smiled and her eyes radiated her affection for him.
"Mama!" Torren called out and all eyes turned to him.
Julia looked relieved when she saw John. "You made it here, good. Everything's okay, right?"
John kissed Julia on the cheek and reassured her. "Dave's all settled in the back, everything is going right according to your well laid plans. And you look amazing by the way. One look at you and Dave may want to ravish you right there on the altar."
Julia's eyes twinkled, "And wrinkle my dress, I don't think so." She chuckled then thanked John for taking care of Dave this morning.
"My pleasure."
John turned toward Teyla and moved in close. "You look incredibly beautiful, too."
Teyla was about to answer him when he grinned and asked, "D'you do something different to your hair?"
As that was the whole reason for her not being in his bed last night, she just rolled her eyes at him.
"It's pretty but I have to admit I like how it looks when you just wake up in the morning."
A few of the bridesmaids oohed over that comment and a few were still doting on Torren. They'd gotten him a little suit, also, complete with bow tie and suspenders and he looked adorable.
The wedding planner came hustling in and told them they should start getting ready to go down the aisle as most of the guests were just about seated and the mother of the bride was currently being seated.
She looked at Teyla and said, "Oh, we don't really have time to have someone escort you down the aisle and then get back here. Can you just go down the side to your seat?"
Julia was about to object when John offered, "I'll escort them down. I need to get up to the front anyway. Make sure Dave hasn't fainted yet."
He offered his arm to Teyla and took Torren's hand in his other. He'd forgotten how long this aisle could be but he walked down proudly with his family on either side of him. When he got to the front pew that Teyla was sitting in, he leaned down and kissed her lips briefly before she moved in. Torren lifted his arms and made a small whine so John kissed him, too and gave him a stern, "Be good!" before he moved to stand beside Dave at the altar.
Dave looked at him apprehensively and John assured once again, "Yes, I have the rings." He then patted his pocket one more time just to be sure.
The ceremony was beautiful and both Julia and Dave glowed with happiness. John was glad. After their little talk last night, John needed to be sure Dave would be okay without him. He almost chuckled at that thought. Dave had been doing fine without him for quite a few years. But now John felt a little more connected to his brother and just needed to be sure.
John tried to get out of the receiving line after the ceremony but Dave just pulled him to stand next to him. This was so not John's thing but after a while he got a kick out of Dave introducing him to all the guests. Dave was proud of him and excited to have him there. It came across loud and clear in his voice and the way he said his name to everyone. It felt pretty good after so many years of being the outcast.
Teyla stood quietly behind the wedding party observing this custom, attempting to keep Torren corralled and under control. It was not an easy task. He had managed to stay quiet during the ceremony although he had attempted to get John's attention on more than one occasion. Teyla had shushed him and reminded him he needed to stay silent. A few times John had actually turned around and given her son a wink, letting the boy know he knew he was there.
Teyla looked down now and realized Torren was no longer near her. She looked up and sure enough he was sidling up to John and wrapping his arms around John's leg. John was in the middle of greeting someone but at the touch on his leg he looked down. He reached down and scooped the boy into his arms and gave him a playful kiss. He continued speaking to the couple in front of him and Teyla saw them reach up and greet Torren as well.
John kept T.J. with him until all the guests had gone through and they made their way to the SUV that he was driving to the Country Club since Dave was riding in the limo with Julia.
"So how does that compare to an Athosian wedding?" John asked conversationally.
"It was quite lavish and extravagant," Teyla observed. "However the words of promise to love and cherish each other have the same meaning as those we speak during the Unity Ceremony of my people. The message that 'two shall live as one' is similar to our words that unite two people who wish to pledge their soul only to each other. Not all the couples of my people choose to make this commitment due to the possible danger we face from the Wraith. Although I sometimes wonder if many do not use it as an excuse to move on if they become bored or unsatisfied with one they have chosen to lie with."
John slid a sideways glance at Teyla. "I always wondered why you and Kanaan never made it official. Is that why? Because it's not typical for your people to enter into marriage or …unity?"
"Kanaan never brought up the subject of being united with me and I did not wish it either. I was committed to him because we had a child together but I knew there was only one whom I could pledge my soul to."
John maneuvered the vehicle into a parking space at the Country Club and put it in park. He looked up at Teyla expectantly and asked, "Is is too much to hope that the person is me?"
Teyla unbuckled her seatbelt and reached across to touch John's face. "Yes, you are the only one who has ever touched my soul. I felt it very early on in our relationship. I was hopeful you felt the same way. For very long I feared you did not."
John reached up and covered Teyla's hand. "I'm sorry, Teyla. I felt the connection right away, too, but I'm just too stupid to comprehend that I should have done something about it. It wasn't until after you told me you were pregnant that I even realized I'd completely blown my chance. And then it was too late."
He reached for Teyla's other hand. "You kept asking if I was mad at you for not telling me sooner about your pregnancy. I wasn't mad at you. I was mad at myself for completely blowing any chance I had of being with you. Unfortunately you got the brunt of my anger and I'm really sorry about that. Will you forgive me?"
"I will always forgive you, John. I do not think you have it in you to intentionally cause me pain."
"Thanks, Teyla," John replied then his eyes grew mischievous. "Always forgive me, huh? So I can go out drinking with the boys and come home hammered and you'll still forgive me?"
Teyla threw him the 'don't push it' look and said, "We will discuss this further when we are back on Atlantis."
"Mama, Daddy, we doe in now?" came Torren's voice from the back seat.
John squeezed Teyla's hand and told him, "Yep, we're going in."
They spent the first half hour in the back gardens taking pictures of the wedding party and then the family. Julia insisted the photographer take a bunch of pictures of just John, Teyla and Torren, also. Torren was not one for sitting still but they managed to get a few, especially when Hannah, Julia's niece, stood next to the photographer and waved.
Torren and Hannah managed to entertain themselves running around the gardens while the rest of the pictures were being taken and they sat next to each other during the meal. Teyla unfortunately was unable to sit near John as he was at the head table. She found herself with the other 'in-laws'; Tessa's husband Paul and Joey's wife Veronica. Paul was very nice but spent much of his time trying to get Hannah to eat her meal.
Veronica on the other hand kept staring at Teyla and Torren like they had two heads. Every now and then she would ask some really bizarre question that Teyla was unsure how to answer. Teyla just smiled patiently; yes, she was human, yes, her blood was red like everyone else's, no, her people did not have advanced technology that could make them walk through walls, no, she had not been fed on by a Wraith but yes, she had seen one up close, no, the flowers in her hair were not hiding antenna.
The ordeal was interrupted when John stood up at the front of the room and clinked his glass with his fork. All eyes turned to him. Teyla knew he had to make a toast and that he was a bit nervous about it.
"So I guess I'm supposed to say something nice about the bride and groom. For Julia, that's easy but Dave, I've been wracking my brain for a while."
A chuckle rang through the room and Dave glared at him. "Okay, just kidding. Seriously, Dave and Julia are a great couple. I wasn't sure anyone would have the patience to put up with him and his over-organized, structured life but apparently Julia likes a challenge. She not only puts up with his workaholic ways but actually makes him stop and smell the roses from time to time. And she's the only person I know who can actually put him in his place, and make him think he wanted to be there to begin with."
A few more chuckles rang through the room and Dave actually had the grace to blush. "I've had the opportunity to see this couple real close up for the past six months. As some of you know I've been living with Dave for some time trying to recover from a pretty severe injury. I know it's not really what Julia signed up for; the future brother-in-law under foot while you're trying to be romantic with your fiancé. But I have to say thank you, to both of you from the bottom of my heart. I never heard a word of complaint while dealing with me. And I'm not a very cooperative invalid so I appreciate all the patience you had."
"Julia, you've become like a sister to me and I'm ecstatic that now you really are. Welcome to the family. I couldn't have asked for anyone nicer in our lives. And Dave, you picked out a winner. She's amazing and don't ever forget that. Hold on tight and don't let her go because if you do something stupid to lose her, I'll come back and beat the crap out of you."
"Okay, I've been talking for way too long now but I just wanted to let you know that I love you both. Be happy!"
Julia wiped away some of the moisture that had pooled in her eyes and gave John a big hug. Dave also stood and pulled John in for a quick embrace. The band started up and Dave and Julia were led over to cut the cake.
Veronica started up with her asinine questions again and Teyla felt her patience wearing thin until John came up behind her and kissed her cheek.
"I just have to do the first dance with the Maid of Honor, Tessa, then the rest of the dances are all yours."
Teyla held onto John's hand a bit longer as her eyes pleaded for him to be quick. Luckily the rest of the guests all stood around the wedding party as the bride and groom started their first dance. Teyla moved away from Veronica and toward Josie who'd been sitting at the next table over.
"Did you enjoy the wedding?" Josie asked then reached down and ruffled Torren's hair.
"Yes, it was lovely. I am very happy for David and Julia. But I am sorry I will not get to see them more during my visit here."
"But you'll be with John. I think that's even more important. He's missed the two of you quite a bit."
"As we have missed him," Teyla responded. "But we will have him back and my heart sings at the prospect."
Josie smiled at the beautiful imagery then noticed the necklace around Teyla's neck.
"Is this the heart that's singing? It's lovely."
Teyla smiled and touched the hearts. "John gave this to me yesterday. He says they symbolize our hearts and how they are connected to each other."
"Who knew he had that little romantic streak in him." Josie chuckled.
The dance ended and John headed in their direction. Josie touched Teyla's arm.
"I won't be in much this week but I'll make it a point to say goodbye before you go back."
Josie looked at John and ordered, "Take your woman out and dance with her. I'll keep an eye on this little guy."
John looked down at Torren who was holding hands with Hannah and spinning around slowly on the dance floor.
"Looks like he took your advice, too. You're sure you don't mind?"
Josie just gave Teyla a little push in John's direction. John didn't need to be told twice. He threw a thanks in her direction and folded Teyla in his arms.
"I am not quite sure how your dances are done here on your planet." Teyla looked around at the other couples on the dance floor.
"You just hold onto me. That's all that's required."
John placed Teyla's left hand on his right shoulder, slid his right hand around Teyla's back and picked up her right hand in his left to hold it near his other shoulder. Then he began to sway to the music.
"Just follow my lead. I promise I won't do anything fancy."
John pulled her in closer and put his lips near her ear. "Dave was always the one who could do the fancy footwork. My parents made us take lessons so we'd look presentable at the Debutante Balls. But I just couldn't be bothered. But if I'd had someone like you to hold, maybe I would have paid more attention."
"I think you are doing just fine," Teyla complimented. "Certainly as well as most of the other couples out here."
"I don't really care about the other couples out here," John breathed heavily into her ear. His hand roamed over the soft, smooth skin of her back. "I just care about us."
His lips skimmed her cheek and moved toward her mouth teasing it with small little kisses.
Her eyes moved up to his. "Should we be doing this right here?" Teyla asked concerned.
John looked around. "The lights are low and the dance floor is crowded. And most people are looking at Dave and Julia anyway. I think it's okay to sneak a few kisses."
"If you say so," Teyla responded in a low throaty voice.
Her lips returned to John's and they continued the dance with their lips brushing against each other. John figured he should take every opportunity he could to hold Teyla. Once they were back on Atlantis their opportunities would be limited.
He stilled planned on being with her and eventually he hoped to be able to have their relationship out in the open but he knew they needed to keep things subtle at first. But even when everyone knew that they were together, he knew kissing Teyla out in the open wouldn't be wise. He and Teyla both needed to be absolutely professional at all times.
But no one from Atlantis was here now so he kept his lips nibbling softly on hers.
"The song's over John," Dave chuckled lightly from next to the couple still swaying to the rhythm of their own music.
John and Teyla reluctantly broke apart and Julia, tucked neatly in Dave's arm, chastised him.
"Leave them alone. I think it's sweet that they're so focused on each other they don't even realize the music stopped.
As she said this the band started another song; this one a bit faster. John swung Teyla round in a wide circle and instructed, "Just move to the beat."
Torren hopped over to them and started clapping along with the music. John grabbed his hand and swung him around as well.
They danced for a few more songs then John spotted his aunt and uncle across the room and said, "I promised my Uncle George and Aunt Mary they'd get to meet you and T.J. while you were here. He's my mother's brother and his two kids are here also."
John took her hand and lifted T.J. into his arms as they walked toward his relatives.
"They got the impression that we were married and I didn't have the heart to tell them otherwise, or that T.J.'s not actually mine. Is that gonna bother you if they don't know the real truth?"
Teyla squeezed his hand. "Those are just technicalities. They are just different words for family and I truly believe we are family."
John pulled her in close to his side and kissed her cheek. "You're amazing Teyla, you know that?"
"Yes, I know," she replied cheekily.
The older couple saw them approach and big smiles grew on their faces.
"John, I was wondering when you were going to introduce us to your beautiful family," Aunt Mary commented.
"Sorry, Aunt Mary, we got carried away with a few dances."
"I'll say you got carried away," Uncle George flicked his eyes in the direction of the dance floor indicating they'd seen Teyla and John kissing.
"Now George," Mary scolded, "these poor kids have hardly seen each other in what … almost six months? I think a few chaste kisses on the dance floor are perfectly acceptable. Don't mind him. Now I'm Aunt Mary and you must be Teyla. David told us a bit about you and of course we saw the broadcast. George nearly blew a gasket when he realized where you'd been for the last six years, John."
Teyla shook both of their hands and replied, "It is an honor to be here. I am happy to finally meet some of John's Earth family. And this is Torren John." She indicated T.J. still in John's arm.
They both smiled approvingly and George said, "I gotta tell you, John, I was a bit surprised when I saw how good you were with kids on that news report. But I suppose none of us know what kind of a Dad we'll make until after it happens, eh?"
"No, sir," John answered. "Teyla seems to think it's because I still haven't grown up myself."
Teyla tried to paste an innocent expression on but failed miserably. "I never actually said that."
"But you were thinking it," John added and looked at T.J. who had started squirming in his arm.
"Daddy," T.J. whined and wiggled some more.
"I think someone needs to answer the call of nature." He looked at Teyla, "I'll be right back."
Mary assured him, "We'll take care of her, don't worry."
She steered Teyla to sit at their table right behind them and started asking some questions about life in Atlantis. Teyla told them nothing more than had already been shown on the TV but they didn't seem to realize.
Their children, Keith and Carol, and their spouses arrived back at the table and were introduced as well. They also had a million questions and Teyla tried her best to answer them. John returned with Torren and greeted his cousins as well. They began catching up on what had been going on in all their lives and Teyla just listened and smiled. John seemed relaxed with these people. He may not have seen them in many years but apparently the rift between he and his father had not extended to this part of the family.
Mary had been watching Teyla as she watched John. "You love him very much, I can tell," she said softly so no one but Teyla could hear. The others were laughing loudly over some old memory and Mary was right next to her.
"Yes, I do," Teyla replied solemnly. "Very much. It has been quite difficult with him away for all these months. It has broken my heart to see Torren so sad without him. We communicated with videos and e-mails but it is not the same. John can calm Torren with just a touch and one cannot do that over a computer screen."
"No you can't," Mary agreed. "But he's holding him now. And it's wonderful to see a father showing so much love for his child."
Mary looked at John who was talking quietly into the boy's ear. The child settled in his lap and rested his head against John's chest.
She returned her gaze to Teyla. "What first attracted you to John? Was it the hair?" she joked.
Teyla laughed. "Not really, although it was an interesting sight. He had on some night vision goggles and it was sticking up even more than usual. But I think it was the crooked smile and the mischievous twinkle in his eyes that had me intrigued from the beginning; though it was his bravery and dedication to his people that won my heart over for good. I could not find a more honorable man or a truer friend if I searched the rest of my days."
"I'm happy to hear that," Mary said. "Beth, his mother, always worried about him, more so than David. She knew David was happy to go along with whatever his father wanted him to do. But John was her free spirit. She was afraid that Patrick would try and clip his wings and keep him from soaring as high as he could go. She knew if he was given the right opportunity, he could reach unimaginable heights. She'd be thrilled to see that he has."
"I am quite sure both his parents would be proud if they knew all he has accomplished," Teyla stated.
Mary agreed and they looked to where John had been sitting but his chair was now empty. Carol told them John had taken a walk since Torren appeared about to fall asleep.
Teyla said it was lovely meeting them all and excused herself to go find John. She moved throughout the ballroom but was unable to locate him amongst all the festive guests. After about fifteen minutes of looking she found Tessa, who motioned for her to follow.
"This is too cute, I had to get the photographer to take a picture." she told Teyla as they walked down a short hallway to a small sitting area.
There in a large wing chair was John. Both Torren and Hannah were in his lap, one on each leg, and they were asleep; all three of them. John's head rested on the wing of the chair and the 2 and 3 year old rested against him.
Teyla beamed at the sight. She and Tessa moved a few feet away.
"Julia said she didn't think he'd slept very well lately because he was worried he wouldn't get reinstated to active duty. I guess maybe it caught up with him."
Teyla nodded. "Yes, it has been a very large concern of his for a while. Now that he has been given his command back and we are here with him, I am hopeful he will rest easier."
Tessa looked at the two children. "Those two sure hit it off. I was wondering if you'd like to get together some time before you leave so they can play. We could do the park or the lake or just stay at the house. I know Hannah would love it."
"I believe Torren would enjoy it as well. I will speak with John, when he is awake. I do not see why he would have a problem."
"Good, and hey, if Torren was interested and would stay, maybe we could even take him over night. Give you and John a chance to have some free time alone. That's not always easy with a little one."
Teyla sighed, "Yes, last night I was with Julia and our first night here, Torren insisted on sleeping with John. He has been a bit apprehensive since John's absence."
"I can see why. But it kind of puts a crimp in the romance, huh?"
Teyla just nodded and looked again at John and the children. Tessa encouraged her to come back to the ballroom and leave the 'kids' to sleep. Teyla followed her and spent the next half hour learning some of the dances the people of this planet do. She found she could do them well and was thoroughly enjoying herself.
She was gyrating to an incredibly fast song when she turned around and saw John standing on the edge of the dance floor, his eyes intent on her swaying body. She danced in his direction until she was standing right in front of him.
"I nod off for a few seconds and you become a Country Club party girl." John ribbed her.
"Tessa taught me some of your Earth dances. They are quite invigorating. I have enjoyed them. But where is Torren?"
John nodded to where Josie sat with T.J. and Hannah jumping around on the floor in front of her, trying to emulate the adults who were dancing.
Teyla pulled John onto the wooden floor with her and attempted to get him to move as the others did. However, he simply put his hands on her hips and moved slightly in the direction she was moving, his eyes never leaving her form.
A half dozen more fast songs were played and John did his best to keep up with Teyla. Every now and then T.J. hopped nearby with Hannah close behind. They seemed to be having fun. John hoped all the rigorous movement would make the boy sleep well tonight.
The fast music finally ended and a slow song started up. John pulled Teyla in closer and said, "Now this is more like it."
Teyla's arms wrapped around his neck and they moved their faces close. John's hands caressed the exposed skin of her back and her hands ran through the short hair at the back of his head. Their lips were but a breath away from each other's, teasing and taunting.
After a few more slow songs and holding Teyla this way, John's breath grew ragged and he growled softly, "God, do you know what I'd like to do with you right now?"
"I know what I would like to do but I am interested to hear what you are thinking."
John groaned then moved his lips closer to her ear. "I'd like to slowly remove this gorgeous dress and kiss every inch of your delectable body. And if I continue to tell you what else I have in mind, I'm gonna lose it right here on the dance floor. I'd have to drag you into a closet and ravish you right now and then all my plans would be down the tubes."
"Being ravished in a closet right now does not sound like a bad option," Teyla sighed deeply.
"I have better things planned for tonight," John promised. "But I think it's almost time for out little present for Dave and Julia. The guy from the band is giving me a nod."
"It is a good thing," Teyla observed, "Because if we continued to dance this way for much longer I fear I would have dragged you into that closet myself."
John leaned down and kissed the tip of her nose. "Keep those thoughts. Maybe we can try it later this week."
He took her hand and led her over to the small stage as the band leader announced that they had a little something special for the bride and groom. Dave and Julia were brought to stand in the middle of the dance floor. A microphone and two stools were put on the floor right in front of the raised platform.
John and Teyla walked over and John picked up his guitar that he'd tucked in with the other musical instruments. They sat on the stools and John put the guitar in his lap.
Dave and Julia looked curiously at them.
"Teyla and I figured you already had enough china and silverware, so we got you a little something different," John quipped. "You said it was your favorite song, Julia, so I hope we do it justice."
John started strumming the strings and Julia put her hand up to her mouth in surprise when she realized what song it was.
John's deep voice and Teyla's higher one rang through the hall.
"You fill up my senses, like a night in a forest, like a mountain in springtime, like a walk in the rain, like a storm in a desert, like a sleepy blue ocean. You fill up my senses, come fill me again."
Julia's eyes started to mist as John and Teyla continued.
"Come let me love you, let me give my life to you. Let me drown in your laughter, let me die in your arms. Let me lay down beside you, let me always be with. Come let me love you, come love me again."
John knew he had done this as a gift to Dave and Julia but as he sang the words he looked intensely at Teyla. He knew the words showed her how he felt as well. They finished up the repeat verse and looked at Dave and Julia who looked stunned.
John had barely put the guitar down when Julia walked over and gave him a huge hug. Dave was doing the same thing to Teyla.
"That was amazing!" Julia enthused. "Best wedding gift ever. We loved it! Thank you so much."
Julia moved over to embrace Teyla and John found Dave in front of him. They shook hands and Dave slapped John on the arm.
"Thanks. That was really great! And it was exactly the right gift; definitely better than china or silverware. I know Julia and I will always remember it. And you know if this whole Atlantis thing doesn't work out, you could take this show on the road. You might be able to make a living from it."
The band took a short break then announced they would be doing just one last set before the happy couple made their way to their honeymoon destination. Dave and Julia made their last rounds saying goodbye to all their guests then ducked into another room to put on their going away outfits.
When they came back and clung to each other on the dance floor, John started to feel a lump grow in his throat. This was it. This was the last time he'd see his brother and his new sister in who knew how long. He found the thought made him sad.
The music ended and Dave and Julia moved through the crowd to their vehicle. John had made sure everything was in there that they needed and knew it was time to really say goodbye. Teyla gave them both a hug and they planted a few kisses on T.J.'s face as well. Julia held onto John for quite a while and tears glistened on her face.
"Thanks for putting up with me," John said. "I know it couldn't have been easy having me around all the time."
"It was my pleasure," Julia told him sincerely. "You make sure you come and stay with us the next time you come back to Earth okay. And send videos as often as you can."
"We will," John promised. "Take care of Dave, okay. Don't let him fall back into his uptight ways. He's a pretty decent guy when he chills a little."
He moved back and saw Dave staring at him. John just smirked when he knew Dave had heard what he'd said. They moved a step closer but neither made a move to do anything.
John swallowed hard and said, "I really suck at saying goodbye."
"So don't say it," Dave returned. He pulled John in for an embrace and John held on tight. The memories of his Dad holding him came flooding back and just like that time, he didn't want to let go.
Dave squeezed him one last time and said, "I love you, John, don't forget that."
John back away slightly and replied, "I love you, too, Dave. Take care of yourself."
They stared at each other for a few more seconds then he and Julia moved into the car. Teyla moved closer and put her arm around John's waist for support. He pulled her in tight and touched his lips to her hair in thanks.
The crowd dissipated and John and Teyla spent the next hour making sure everything was picked up that needed to be brought back to the house, returned to the rental store or brought to some other location. Torren and Hannah danced and ran around the large wooden floor while the adults schlepped items to the numerous vehicles.
Finally everything seemed to be accounted for and they were ready to leave. They slipped Torren in his pajamas in the hopes he would fall asleep on the way home. Luck was with them and he did.
The sun was just setting when John carried T.J. inside and tucked him snugly in his bed. He said a little prayer that the child would stay sleeping the whole night. He had plans and they didn't involve a two year old.
Teyla slid her shoes off and deposited them in the room with Torren then stepped into the hallway to see that John had abandoned his, as well as his coat and tie. John peeked through the small opening in the door they'd left slightly ajar.
"Out cold, I hope."
"Yes, let us hope. He only had that small nap with you in the middle of the day. He should remain sleeping for the night."
John pulled her in closer and whispered, "Now I wonder what we could do?"
His lips lowered to hers and whispered across them as well. Teyla's arms looped around John's neck and the flames in them leapt like they'd been doused in gasoline. Lips and hands moved in frenzied exploration. John moved her until her back was against the wall and pressed his body tightly to hers. Teyla started writhing and moaning in pleasure and John felt his control nearly slip. He wanted to take her right here, lift up her dress and just slide inside.
But he couldn't do that, not to Teyla and especially not on their first time. He'd had plans. Stop and think; what were they? She muddled his mind so much he'd almost forgotten.
He pushed himself away and panted, "Ten minutes, just give me ten minutes, okay"
Teyla looked confused but John just kissed her quickly and promised, "It'll be perfect."
Teyla took the time to use the bathroom and freshen up. She had just walked out when John returned and led her through the house to the front family room. Her eyes widened in surprise when she saw the fireplace lit and a dozen or more candles flickering through the room. In front of the fireplace were a small quilt spread out and a bottle of wine and two glasses that rested on the hearth. Soft music played in the background.
John led her to sit by the fire and poured the wine, handing her a glass.
"This is all part of your plan, I assume," Teyla inquired as she took a sip.
John took a sip also and replied, "Yes, I wanted it to be perfect and this is perfect. Just how I wanted it."
A small memory made its way through John's mind and he paused. Teyla noticed and looked at him quizzically.
"Just a sense of déjà vu. This scene is familiar. It's not that it happened before it's just…"
John shook his head and smiled. "When we were trapped in the rubble of Michael's building I was in pretty tough shape. Before I regained consciousness and realized what had happened I was having a … dream, I guess you would call it. It was kind of like this."
"And was I there?"
"Yeah," John nodded. "You and I were sitting across from each other, dressed nice, enjoying a glass of wine. I was telling you this was just what I needed and you were telling me how much you enjoyed the time we had when it was just the two of us. You thanked me for rescuing you and said you never gave up hope because you knew I would come for you. But then I didn't remember rescuing you and eventually woke up under a pile of rubble with a foot long piece of metal in my side. I liked the dream better."
"I can imagine you would. And you did eventually rescue me, for which I am eternally grateful."
John took a few more sips and asked, "How grateful?"
He put the wineglass back on the hearth and eased closer to Teyla.
"Very grateful," she replied.
"Grateful enough to dance with me again?"
He pulled her up and moved her wineglass to the hearth also. His arms slid around her and he swayed to the music; his hand moving over the silky skin of her back. Only now they weren't on a crowded dance floor with too many curious eyes watching. It was only the two of them.
Teyla's arms skimmed up John's chest to drape around his neck. She gave a small tug and his head lowered enough for his mouth to capture hers. His tongue plundered inside and she returned with an assault of her own. Breathing became ragged and hands roamed in exploration.
John's lips wandered from her mouth to her throat and ravished that area as Teyla's hands clutched at his head and little whimpers erupted from her throat. John's hand floated across the area his lips and tongue had explored and when they came to the thin strap of her dress, slowly pushed it aside. His other hand followed suit then slid to her back to ease down the zipper that was responsible for holding it all up.
With the zipper undone, the dress slithered to the floor leaving Teyla standing in front of John in only a triangle scrap of lace. John's breath caught in his throat at the perfection he saw and the pleasure was almost painful.
"Oh, God, Teyla!" his voice came out raspy. "You are gorgeous!"
Teyla's stepped out of the dress and her eyes grew seductive. "I am glad my appearance pleases you. But I fear you are over dressed for this occasion."
Her hands unbuttoned John's shirt and he shrugged it off his shoulders. But when she lowered them to his belt he groaned out loud. Her hands made quick work of the belt, button and zipper. She knelt down in front of him to lower the garment to the floor and slide it off his feet.
His breathing grew harsh as she ran her hands up his legs and caressed the bulge in the front of the boxers she'd left on. He wasn't sure he'd last very long if she continued doing what she was doing. And he wanted this to last. Forever, if possible.
He pulled her up and glued his lips to her again. Hands now explored in a whole new realm. Nothing was taboo and sensations were at maximum height.
Finally, John's legs could barely hold him anymore and he lifted her up and lowered her to the quilt, laying her next to him.
"Do you remember what I said I wanted to do after I got the dress off you?"
Teyla could only nod; the desire inside her ready to explode. Her hand reached up to touch John's face and she gave him an approving smile.
John levered himself above her and lowered his head to her lips once again. They only stayed briefly then moved to her neck, shoulder and down one arm. They made their way slowly back up her arm and down the other arm then moved down toward the golden mounds anxiously awaiting his arrival.
They explored the valley in between first then traversed the incline to reach the erect peak. His tongue stroked and caressed the hardening nub then his mouth devoured and suckled until Teyla's cry filled the air.
"John!" His name from her lips spurred him on and he lavished the other peek with the same attention as the first. Her breath quickened even more and her hands clawed at his back and buttocks bringing him closer to the edge.
He moved back slightly and gazed at the heaving chest of the seductress who had him under her spell. But this was one spell he didn't want to break. His lips lowered again, this time to her stomach and they teased and traversed over the taut terrain, navigated her navel until they reached her hip and the slim ribbon holding the lace in its location.
He continued to leisurely explore past her hip, down her leg and back up, his nose teasing the area protected by the fabric. The other leg had a turn then John moved back to study the fabric impeding his ultimate goal.
But Teyla had other plans as well. She sat up and ran her hands over John's chest.
"I believe it is my turn for exploration."
John's eyes turned almost frightened, unsure how much more he could take.
Teyla touched his cheek and assured him playfully, "Do not worry, I will be gentle."
John could only groan. Teyla indeed was gentle as she moved around John and touched him, caressed him on his back, legs, chest, and shoulders, down to his navel and then lower.
She pushed aside and lowered the fabric of his shorts unleashing his manhood and showing her exactly the strength of his desire. Her strokes were also gentle but John wanted to be a bit more active in this so he pulled her in close and rolled over so he was above her again.
After a quick kiss, his hands reached down and removed the last obstruction then he sat back slightly and parted her legs around him. When Teyla raised her arms above her head and looked at him with an impish grin, he almost went over right then. His hand slid into her soft folds and found her slick and wet and more than ready for him.
But he wanted her writhing a bit more before he finished it so he allowed his fingers to play and stroke and glide in and around and about. When her hips bucked and she cried out his name again, he knew it was time. He leaned down and covered her mouth with his and slid into her moist, waiting center.
The sensations were overpowering and he had to pause for a second before moving inside her. But move he did. He started out slow but found the need inside building at unparalleled levels. Teyla's hips were moving as well. Thrusting up and back in an opposite rhythm to his.
The intensity was escalating and John could feel himself moving closer to the edge. And he knew Teyla was right there with him. A few more thrusts and he could feel the explosion pushing him right over the edge, into the freefall back to earth.
"John!" was ripped from Teyla's throat as her body convulsed in pleasure.
He felt himself sag against her and quickly rolled to his side pulling her close to him. They held each other tight and it was several minutes before their breathing slowed enough to even think about speaking.
"That was incredible! You are incredible!" John said as he looked into her smugly satisfied face.
"I must admit it was quite enjoyable," Teyla said her breathing still a bit deep. "Perhaps we could partake of that experience again, once we have had sufficient time to recover."
John moved so they were both facing the fire, his arms tightly wrapped around her. "I like your way of thinking."
He pulled the edge of the quilt over both of them and relaxed in her nearness. Surprisingly they carried out Teyla's suggestion much sooner than either expected.
.
.
xoxoxoxoxox xoxoxoxoxox xoxoxoxoxox
.