I smiled as I opened the door for the next group of people to come in. I was stuck with the door job for the first thirty minutes. I checked my cell phone, it had been the first fifty minutes and I couldn't see Yuka anywhere.

I began to mess with my bra. I had put the key that Yuka gave me in there because my skirt didn't have any pockets. I sighed and started to space out thinking about how much I wanted to dance. I had already had two glasses of wine. The roomed seemed to tilt a little bit but other than that it was pretty fun.

Maybe it was just because I didn't want to be standing by the door all night or maybe it was because I was a little tipsy. Whatever it was I got this bright idea to leave the door unlock so anyone could let themselves in.

I ran over to the dance floor and finally found Yuka. We had a dance off. A huge circle formed around us and soon everyone was trying to be in the spot light. I could tell all the guys were watching us and I was eating up the attention.

After a while, Yuka shouted over the music, "gotta go." And she left me alone.

The party seemed to grow larger and larger by the second. Before long I was squeezing through people trying to find Yuka, Hayate, or at least somebody I knew.

"Hey," I heard a voice shout over the music. I turned around slowly to make sure the world wouldn't start tilting one way, making me fall over. When I was finally facing the person that made the voice my heart fluttered, it was Hayate.

He smiled down at me and held out a beer, "Want one?"

"Sure," I shouted back while grabbing the beer. I led him over to the sofa in a different room where it seemed to be a little more quiet and less people around.

"You know, I was supposed to be the one that found you." I smiled taking a swig of the beer. It tasted horrible but it seemed to fill my chest with warmth so I kept drinking it.

"Well you know I'm known for finding the hottest girls," Hayate said with a smirk.

I think that it was the beer that gave me the confidence to reply jokingly, "I am hot aren't I."

He didn't answer just looked around the room. I followed his gaze my mouth slowly opening up in horror. The whole house was trashed.

Hayate laughed, "I feel bad for the losers that has to clean this place up."

Anger flushed through me followed by embarrassment. Yuka and I were going to be the losers cleaning up this place. "Yah," I replied quietly.

There was an awkward silence between us. This was not going how I planned. "Uh… do you want to get us some more stuff to drink?" I asked.

Getting up, he smiled, "Sure." There was something in his smiled that kind of scared me.

I sat alone twiddling my thumbs wait for Hayate to come back, actually, more of hoping he would come back. Some girl slammed on to the couch followed by a guy, they were making out.

"Whoa Yuka," I said sort of jokingly, sort of serious, "you want to take that upstairs."

She glared up at me and stood up taking Katashi with her, "Come on, let's go somewhere where there aren't little loner wannabes around," she said cruelly. Her speech slurred and it wasn't that bad of an insult but that didn't stop me from feeling horrible. She stumbled away with Katashi at her heals.

A few minutes later Hayate came back with four beers and two shot. "For us," he smiled.

At first I was unsure about drinking all this I mean I was already a little tipsy. This would make me majorly drunk. Then I realized that I wanted to get drunk I wanted to not care what anybody said about me. I was with Hayate now.

I grabbed the shot and gulped it down. It made me feel great inside. I scooted over to Hayate cuddling up against his chest. He put one of his arms around my shoulder comforting and the other handed me a beer. As I started to drink it I relaxed more. The beer didn't taste horrible anymore it actually tasted good.

Hayate and I made fun of everyone, the girls that tried to squeeze themselves in a dress way to small for them, the people wearing things from ten years ago, the loners, and the people that were just plain ugly. I mean I know it may sound mean but if they wanted to they would change what they looked like. They could make themselves cool like me.

I took nothing seriously anymore. Everything seemed to be hilarious. I wasn't being myself and I didn't even care.

I tried to take a drink of my second beer but was surprised to find that it was all gone. I turned around to face Hayate. Without warning, he pulled me into him. Our lips met. We kissed each other fiercely. His hands started to work up my skirt. Want filled me, I wanted him all of him but we had to be alone.

I pulled away as a remembered something. Hayate looked as if he was about to pull me back into the kiss.

I started to talk my tongue seemed to stumble over the words, "Key a I've got." Hayate looked confused so I pulled out the key from my bra. He smiled up at me as if I were a goddess.

Together we climbed up the stairs. We laughed as we stumbled around unable to keep our balance for the world seemed to be spinning twice as fast as it usually did.

Finally we made it to the room. It took me a few tries to get the key into the hole but when I did I was able to turn the lock easily.

We both ran to the bed and hopped on, a second later our lips met. We pulled each other together. I could feel Hayate's tongue on mine. We rolled so that Hayate was on top of me, not once did our lips part.

I felt his warmth on me. I wanted more of him. His lips left mine and went down to my neck. While Hayate was busy with that, I began to unbutton my shirt. I was glad that Yuka had picked this shirt out for me.

Hayate followed my lead. In a few seconds I was only in my bra and underwear; Hayate only in his jocks.

I lay on top of Hayate. His bare hands followed the curves of my body. I shivered with delight. I felt Hayate's hands begin to push themselves under the thin strap of my bra.

I was filled with excitement until the door opened.

"Go the hell away!" Hayate yelled

Angrily, I lifted my head to see who was intruding. It was a boy our age maybe a year or two older with long silver hair and beautiful golden eyes. He had a plain kimono on that was deep crimson red. "Kagome?" the boy asked.

It seemed as if I was feeling thousand different emotions at once. My memory shot back at me and all I wanted to do was to run up to Inuyasha and hug him, kiss him. I was so relieved that he was here. But the expression on his face brought me back to reality. I had almost had sex with someone I didn't even love. I had just made out with a person that a barely knew. I had just betrayed Inuyasha.

Every time I thought of his name it brought a wave of pain in my head. I didn't care. I needed to talk to him keep on seeing him.

I started to get out of the bed, "Inuyasha." I whispered tears streaming down my face.

He began to back out of the door way. I took another step forward trying to ignore the fact that the world threatening to knock me off balance. Inuyasha ran.

"No," I shouted. I ran after him, down the stairs through the middle of the party. I could hear people whistle as I ran past. I realized I had almost nothing on but I didn't let that stop me. There was no way I was going to forget.

I walked out into the backyard looking for him. I saw a movement far away in the trees; a flash of red. I walked over to it. My stomach was doing flips, my head was killing me, and my tears were blocking my vision but I kept moving towards the red figure.

I stopped ten feet away and fell to my knees unable to stay up. I looked into his eyes and saw nothing. I knew he was hiding his pain from me. Why was I the one crying?

"Inuyasha, I'm sorry." I knew that didn't help at all. I looked up at him to see him turn and run away.

"Inuyasha!" I screamed, "bring me back!"

And with that said I turned around and threw up.