A/N: Okay so its chapter 5! It's a bit calmer than the others.

Its also a bit shorter too.

I'm seriously sorry about the long wait. I'm not gunna lie, I've just been lazy.

What's happening between Shinra and Izaya?

Read and find out~!

The climax is drawing close!

Again, mild Yaoi.

Enjoy~!

Shinra shifted uncomfortably as he began to wake.

He tried to roll and get comfortable, but warm arms wrapped around him and pulled him close, his back to the other's chest.

"Mmm…Shinra hold still…"

Izaya mumbled sleepily and nuzzled the back of his head.

"The sun is coming up…" Shinra replied.

"Roll over…"

Izaya let go and allowed the other to face him before pulling him close again.

Shinra happily buried his face in Izaya's neck and snuggled up to him.

Shinra loved to cuddle.

To have the warmth of someone else wrapped around you.

But he especially loved to cuddle with Izaya.

Izaya kissed his forehead and chuckled.

"My, my what a love triangle we have…"

Shinra's cheeks flushed and he snuggled up to the other more.

He'd known about the love triangle for a long time.

Shizuo had fallen for Shinra not long after they'd met.

Shinra had loved what Shizuo was.

Admired the strength and fury kept up in his body.

He was totally acceptant of Shizuo for what he was.

He'd always forgave him for hurting him or punching him.

He'd say things like. 'It's okay, you needed to vent.' Or 'That's what I'm here for.'

Or sometimes he would get upset and put the blame on himself and say 'I must have deserved it.'

After Shizuo met Izaya though, he became more and more violent and aggressive.

Shinra loved it and would even try to have people aggravate the other for when Izaya would show up.

But Shinra got in the way during one of their fights, and took a street sign to the head.

The two actually thought he was dead.

He was in a coma for about a week before he came too.

He instantly proclaimed forgiveness to Shizuo then apologized for getting in the way.

Shizuo replied with a punch to the face and a long, long rant about how it wasn't his fault.

They almost had a relationship, but then Shinra dropped out of high school to take up and illegal medical job.

Shinra on the other hand, had fallen for Izaya after a few years in middle school.

Something about the sadistic nature of him had attracted him, though none of it was direct towards him.

Except for one time when Izaya had tried to kill him, but that was in the past.

Izaya was always kind and often even showed affection towards him.

They had a small ongoing relationship.

Now Izaya, he fell for Shizuo.

He was a powerful beast.

A beast in a human body, and a sexy one at that.

Izaya wanted him.

To control him.

To taste his anger.

And bathe in his passionate fury.

The thought of that beast made him want it.

So it was a love triangle.

Shizuo to Shinra.

Shinra to Izaya.

Izaya to Shizuo.

"Why don't we just have a three-some and get along…" Shinra bluntly mumbled.

Izaya blinked and looked down at him.

"My Shinra how dirty~!"

"It could work…"

"Yes, but who would be fucking you~?"

Shinra blushed and hid his face.

Izaya snickered and groped his butt through the thin boxers.

Shinra gave a squeak and arched forwards.

"Izaya!"

"Moan for me~"

"I-Izaya!" He buried his face and whined.

"So cute so cute~" Izaya giggled.

Shinra huffed and pulled away to sit up and stretch.

"You pervert…"

He took his glasses off the nightstand and slid them on.

Izaya shoved him forwards and slipped shadows around his wrists to bind them to the bed.

Shinra squeaked out a gasp and turned his head to look at him.

Izaya smirked and pulled Shinra's lower half up higher, massaging his butt gently.

"I-Izaya…?" Shinra shifted nervously.

"I want to play with you~"

"I-I have to go to work Izaya…"

Izaya hesitated, then pulled back the shadows with a pout.

"Fine…So where are you going to tell him?"

Shinra sat up and blinked at him. "Hn?"

A smirk crept onto Izaya's face.

"That you're a Kamaitachi too~"

Shizuo snored like a monster as Celty watched, slightly disturbed.

'The only thing more disturbing is Izaya's girly giggle…' She thought.

Shizuo would be hungry, maybe she could make him something.

She eyed him and tried to figure how much he could eat, and she figured it was a lot.

So she went into this kitchen and started cooking whatever she thought he would like, making a large meal for the beast when he awoke.

She carried the two plates into the living room and thought about how this could possibly taste good.

Shizuo and Shinra had always told her she cooked great, which made no sense because she had no sense of taste!

She paused to think about it then shrugged it off and set the plates on the table.

She knelt next to him and gently nudged him.

Shizuo grumbled and shifted.

She paused then made a feather out of shadows, body trembling with silent giggles.

She debated about getting shaving cream, then quickly decided it was NOT worth it.

She tickled his nose with the feather, watching him growl and swat at it.

She stopped when his breathing changed, watching as he took a large swift breath and sneezed, jolting him awake.

"Guh…Un…?"

He looked over at Celty, who had quickly made the feather disappear and was sitting with an innocent posture.

"Oh…Hey…." He mumbled groggily.

She picked up her phone. 'Good morning Shizuo. I made you something to eat.'.

He blinked at her, then the plates. "Oh...Thanks…"

She held one of his arms and helped him sit up, admiring the muscle in his arms.

She pulled back. 'I wish Shinra was in shape'

He snickered and nodded at the hidden compliment. "Yea, he's pretty scrawny…"

She handed him a plate then planted herself in the chair.

He ate quickly and made a bit of a mess, not even noticing the taste.

Food was food, and he was starving.

He nearly broke the plate as he put it down and started on the second, managing to make even more of a mess this time.

Celty watched food fly and trembled with giggles.

Shizuo paused to look at her, and she quickly waved her hands to detour him and went into the kitchen.

He blinked, shrugged, then went back to stuffing food down his throat.

Celty wet a soft washcloth and came back, sitting next to him and softly turning his head.

Shizuo blinked curiously and swallowed his mouthful.

She trembled slightly then carefully wiped his face clean, every bit of food erased.

He smiled then leaned back against the couch.

"I get how Shinra understands what you're feeling…"

She waited, expecting him to say what she was feeling right then.

"…But I sure as hell don't." He ended bluntly.

She shrugged after a bit then tossed the cloth on the empty plates, leaning back to relax next to him.

They sat, waiting in silence, before she started to type.

'Shinra loves me. He just knows.'

"Ah…He's so cute like that…" He smiled.

She held up her phone. ' *smiles* '

He blinked stupidly at it before bursting out with laughter.

Izaya snickered at the reporter on the T.V.

"Apparently, the body of a recently killed man, Orihara Izaya, has gone missing from the hospital." She put the microphone to a police officer's mouth. "What can you tell us from what you've found?" He cleared his throat. "There are no signs of forced entry, and the victim's DNA was found all over the door. Investigations are currently underway."

Izaya turned off the T.V.

"Ahh…humans are so fun…I wonder what will happen when they see me on the streets~!" he giggled.

Plopping down in his chair, he noticed an email pop up, easily noting the email address.

"Masaomi Kida…"

He opened the messaged and grinned.

'Is it true? Are you dead? Or is it a publicity stunt? What happened?'

Izaya's grin changed to a smirk as he typed his reply.

'I'm fine, I faked my death. Worried about me Kida-kun~?'

He waited for a reply.

…

The message popped up.

'of course not. But how did you do that? I want to do that! w'

' Well if you pay me I would set it up…'

…

' you'd just knock me off after taking my money'

'now I wouldn't do that~' He spun around happily in his chair.

"Maybe I could get people to pay me to help them die…then report them to the police before they do it…I like that!"

He started typing to Kida again.

'bring me some sushi'

…

'get it yourself.'

Izaya pouted and spun in his chair again.

"so mean…"

He got up and walked around his desk a few times, pausing to watch Namie come in.

She blinked at him.

"Surprised I'm alive~?" He twirled.

"No, just that you're not dead." She went to her desk.

"That's the same thing."

"It isn't."

"It is."

"Did you get fucked by Heiwajima yet?"

Izaya grit his teeth and his cheeks flushed at her bluntness.

"I told you I hated him…"

"uh-huh"

she stacked some papers and continued to focus her attention away from the formerly dead informant.

Izaya's scowl was soon replaced with a grin, and he plopped happily into his chair.

"Fucked your brother yet, Namie~?"

She turned and scowled, now her cheeks red.

"Shut up…"

she quickly grabbed her things and slammed the door shut on her way out.

"I love you too~" He chimed and turned himself to a game of online chess.

"I love all humans…"

It had been about a week since Izaya had attacked Shizuo.

So by now his body was mostly healed.

Shinra had stopped by daily, Tom had checked in a bit, even Kasuka had called again.

Fixing his bowtie in a mirror, he smirked triumphantly at himself.

He was good enough to go back to work today.

He was happy.

Tom knocked twice, then let himself in and called from the living room.

"Shizuo lets go."

Turning his head towards the voice, he grabbed his things and walked out.

His cigarettes in his pocket, his sunglasses in his vest.

He walked out and nodded at his boss.

"Yea, lets go."

The day went smoothly.

They had gotten to 6 people on Tom's list without problems.

Shizuo was in a calm and relaxed mood.

"You haven't smoked all day. Good mood Shizuo?" Tom asked, his fingers playing with the keys in his pockets.

Blinked behind his tinted shades, he smiled a bit.

"Yea. I'm glad to be out again."

"I'm glad you're back"

"yea"

Their search for the 7th man dragged along until sunset with no luck.

"We'll get him tomorrow." Tom yawned, looking at his watch.

Shizuo was staring off, his eyes fixed on a poster of Kasuka as the star of the newest movie.

Tom smiled and pat his shoulder.

"Going to the premier?"

"Yea"

"Good. Maybe he can sneak some time with you."

"Yeah…"

Shizuo slid the end a cigarette into his mouth and cupped his hand around the front as he lit it.

Even with no wind, it was just a habit.

He took a long drag, then exhaled heavily.

"That's the price of fame Shizuo…"

Shizuo took another drag.

"Yea will if someone dares to say I'm his secret lover again…"

His fingers twitched as he resisted a deep urge to punch something.

Tom shifted away slightly.

"right…I'm heading home."

"Ah, see you."

"See you tomorrow Shizuo. Stay out of trouble."

"yea."

Shizuo watched as his boss walked away.

He put his hands in his pockets and walked to the park, just a short walk.

He basked in the red glow of the setting sun, sighing contently as he sat on a bench near the fountain.

He flicked his cigarette down and softly ground it out with his foot.

"So you do that normally, Shizu-chan~?"

Shizuo's body went rigged and his hands curled into tight fists.

But a sudden rush of something made him stay still.

Was it fear?

"Izaya…"

With a chuckle, the informant walked around the fountain to face his bartender toy.

"You look well~"

"No thanks to you" Shizuo growled.

Izaya smirked.

"Heh. I figured you would apologize for killing me. Or, at least to Shinra~"

Shizuo glanced at him.

"Why Shinra?"

Izaya grinned.

"Because you love him~"

Shizuo glared.

"And? Not like you do."

"I see…Well you should rethink it."

"What do you mean?"

"He's been lying since high school~!"

Shizuo stood, glaring down at Izaya.

Giggling, the informant hugged him.

"Ah~ Shizu-chan you're so cute~!"

Shizuo grabbed the hood and yanked him off.

"Get away."

He pushed the other way and walked off, leaving the informant stunned.

Why didn't he throw the bench at him?

"Bye then Shizu chan~! See you soon~!"

Shizuo didn't even hear.

He was storming right for Shinra's.

Izaya's voice echoed in his head.

He's been lying since high school~!

Maybe Shinra had dropped out because of him.

Maybe he was hiding something.

Maybe…

Hope bubbled in his chest, making his heart beat fast.

Maybe…

Maybe Shinra loved him…

He blushed and looked stupidly at the door in front of his face.

He'd spaced all the way there.

It was Shinra's door.

He knocked loudly and waited.

Shinra felt the vibrations in the floor and blinked, slipped the headphones off and tilting his head.

He cheerfully hopped out of his chair and skipped to the door.

"Helloooo-….Shizuo?" He blinked up at the other.

Shizuo gently grabbed his shoulders and pushed him back, stepping in and shutting the door with his foot.

"Shizuo?" He sounded a little surprised now.

Shizuo took a deep breath, his fingers digging lightly into the doctor's shoulders.

Slowly, he pulled the other into a kiss.

Shinra's face dyed red, his eyes going wide at the contact.

"M-mmm?"

He didn't know what to do.

Shizuo was kissing him!

Flashbacks of High school came back to him.

He refused to kiss back, refused to give him false hope.

Shizuo growled at being ignored and pushed him back to the wall, pinning the thin wrists in one massive hand.

With a small gasp, Shinra looked up at him.

"Shizuo…?"

"Izaya says you're lying to me about something. That you've been lying since high school."

His grip tightened around the wrists.

For a moment, the doctor looked confused, thinking over what the blonde had said.

When he realized, he pressed himself back and looked away from the other's eyes.

He tried to pull away, but the hand tightened and made him stop.

"Talk"

"No…"

"Talk!"

"No!"

Shizuo glared at Shinra's defiance and that he challenged him by raising his voice.

"Shinra…" He growled and squeezed tightly, making the smaller man shift and whine.

"Shizuo that hurts…"

"Good"

Another firm squeeze and Shinra bit his lip.

Another and he bit harder.

The next made him cry out.

"Th-they're going to break!" He struggled a bit, tugging and trying get his wrists free.

Shizuo lifted him off the ground, making the strain even more painful on his wrists.

Shinra nearly screamed as he kicked at the blonde, pain pulsing in his wrists in time with his heartbeat.

With each kick Shizuo held tighter…

and tighter…

until suddenly Shinra froze at the sound of cracking and snapping.

Shinra's head fell forwards as he cried in his pain.

Shizuo had felt the bones break and grind against themselves as gravity pulled the rest of Shinra down a bit.

It sickened him.

He quickly put the man down and tried to look, but shadows wrapped around his arms and pulled them behind his back.

He gasped and looked around for Celty or Izaya but none were around.

Shinra lifted his head slightly and watched as his wrists repaired themselves, mending back into place visibly through the skin.

Shizuo was horrified and tried to pull back, but the shadows were around his legs now too, forcing him to stay in place.

"I'm not doing it Shizuo…"

Shinra lifted his head and wiped his eyes, having the shadows release him.

"I'm the first Kamaitachi…"

A/N:Hokay then well…

Next chapter is the end of it all.

Just warning you now if you don't like unhappy endings, don't read.

But if you've started wont it just suck to not finish it~?

Just saying now, I was in a very depressed mood when I wrote this, and its not my style at all.

I don't even like how I spaced it.

No clue why I did it.

Anyways might as well inform you a little of the final chapter then.

Chapter 6 is deception and captivation. Shizuo's strength becomes nothing. Izaya's got a soft spot for Shinra. It gives him even more motivation for his final plan. There'll be some disturbing things, leading up to a climatic end. You'll see~

It'll be a biggun.

~Tidal