Taiko: fwwweeeeeeeeeeee! I got Road-chan (my laptop) back! Just gotta love persistence and luck. My dear loving mommy got me the new wall charger!

Kanda: che. How unlucky for me.

Taiko: oh stop complaining.

Allen: ...

Taiko: okay~ well Kanda's rrrreeeeaaaaaalllllllyyyyyy OOC in this chaper o.e

Kanda: didn't help you wrote this chapter in a hurry and on the spot instead of sticking to what you originally planned.

Taiko: eh. shut up.

Allen: Taiko-chan doesn't own man and never will.

Taiko: warning: violence~ and cursing and other stuff w NOW TO THE CHAPTER!~

Chapter 6 Kanda's chapter~

I woke up exactly at four in the morning like normal. Only this time it was different. I woke up in a different room and to the sounds of soft cries. Glancing over to my, I looked over to my side at where the other bed and my roommate were. It came to no surprise when I saw the crystal clear tear drops running down the moyashi's sleeping face. What did surprise me was how much pain seemed to be twisted in the stupid moyashi's sleeping face.

My heart drop. It just wasn't right. The moyashi looked so innocent yet to have so much pain woven into his face like that, it made me just want to hold the kid close.

'What the hell was I just fucking thinking?' I mentally slapped myself. 'This fucking idiots getting to me.' A sigh escaped my lips as I looked at the moyashi again.

I got up and walked over to the moyashi wiping away the tears. "Why are you crying?" I whispered quietly looking at the moyashi.

Almost as if to answer my question the moyashi whispered something. "Mana… Don't go… Please don't go…" Another tear slipped through his closed eyes.

'Mana? Who's Mana?' I wiped away the falling tear drop. Another thing that bothered me was why someone would leave the moyashi. It just seemed so wrong.

I, again, mentally slapped himself. 'Stupid fucking moyashi!' I thought as I death glared at the moyashi who had seemed to stop crying. 'What are you fucking doing to me?' I mentally cursed the moyashi and I stood only to find that I couldn't stand all the way up. Something was pulling on my arm keeping it down.

Looking down to see what held my arm in place, I found the stupid moyashi holding onto and snuggling against my arm.

"….." I tried to pull my arm away, to no avail. I didn't want to wake up the moyashi and deal with his whining, so instead I let out sigh, sat down and started meditating, leaving my arm in the moyashi's hold.

I had been meditating for about 3 hours before the moyashi began to wake up. A light blush found its way across my cheeks when Allen snuggled more against my arm. 'What the hell?' I thought feeling my face heat up just a small amount.

"Damn moyashi." I cursed under my breath. The grip on my arm loosened and I quickly pulled my arm away. A small sound of protest slipped from Allen's lips as he began to open his eyes.

"Tch." I quickly stood and practically ran to the bathroom to avoid any question from the moyashi. It would be way too awkward.

The moyash finally shook himself fully away. "Kanda?" He called but I was already in the bathroom, fully content to take a shower and ignore the moyashi for the time being.

"Che. Baka moyashi." I growled as I striped and stepped into the shower. I turned on the water, checking it after a few seconds before flipping the switch up so it would become a shower. 'We're going to that stupid museum today. Che. How boring.' I thought as I cleaned myself. I couldn't help but glanced at the arm the moyashi had been holding for the past three hours. 'I'll get him to tell me what the hell's wrong later after we sneak away.' I thought as I made plans to pull the moyashi away and go somewhere else less crowded. It would be easier to talk alone.

After 20 minutes I got out of the shower and dried myself. Wrapping the towel around my waist, I walked out. Allen was over by the window staring out at the ocean with a distant look on his face.

"Oi, moyashi." I called getting the his attention. The moyashi, upon seeing me almost completely naked, turned a bright red.

"Put some clothes on, BaKanda!" Allen yelled as he turned his back to me trying to hide the blush.

Of course I saw the blush and couldn't help but let a smirk grace my features. "What's wrong moyashi?" I snickered. "We're both men. There's no reason to blush like a women." I implied as I watched the moyashi's reaction.

"My name is Allen and I am not blushing like a woman you ass!" Allen screamed as he turn back around and began to death glare at me, until he once again saw my amazingly built chest and the smirk on my face that was far closer than what it had been a few seconds ago.

I don't know why, and probably never will know, but I moved closer to the moyashi. Our faces we're a few inches apart and the blush that was on the the moyashi's face lost all anger as his eyes widened and the blush turned a new shade of red. 'Cute.' Was all I thought as I closed the distance and claimed the the moyashi's lips with my own.

Allen's eyes widened more. He jumped back and nearly into the window that probably would have flown open letting him fall to his death if not for my arms stopping him and pulled him back into the kiss.

I deepened the kiss not really realizing what I was doing. 'Sweet… The moyashi tastes really sweet…' Was the only thought that filled my head as I felt the moyashi kiss back shyly.

My tongue flicked out of its own accord and licked at the moyashi's bottom lip making him gasp. I took the opening and slipped my tongue into the moyashi's mouth and exploring the wet and sweet cavern. Rubbing our tongues together caused the moyashi to let out a soft moan. There was a small feeling of tightness under the towel. That's when I realized just what I was doing and pulled away quickly.

The moyashi looked up at me with those semi-hazy gray eyes. His eyelids we dropped, half closed. A deep red blush was visible on his face. A string of saliva was connecting us. The moyashi was panting hard while I, on the other hand, was panting softly.

A sudden panic took over me. Everything that just happened played over in my head. I let go of the moyashi and ran for the door. "I'm going to breakfast!" I shouted as I yanked some pants on and grabbed a random white shirt that I would put on, on the way to the cafeteria; I pulled the door opened and grabbed a key card. I hurried out of there and down to the hotel cafeteria, leaving Allen completely confused I was sure.

By the time I got down to the cafeteria I had myself under control again. I got into the line waiting patiently to get my food. Sadly enough I should have know that the peace and semi-quiet wouldn't last. The usagi came running up, his roommate following quietly.

"Yuu-chan!" He yelled at he tried to jump on me and hug me. Thank god for the trays from the cafeteria being strong enough to withstand the usagi's hard head hitting it. "Ow! Ouch! Ouch! Yuu-san! That was mean!" He whined gaining the attention of others nearby as he sat there on the floor holding his head.

"Tch!" I ignored the usagi. I wasn't going to bother with him this morning. Not after what happened. I need to figure out what to do about the moyashi. So I just walked, ordered and got my food. I could feel the look of wonder on the usagi's face as I did so.

"Kanda, what's wrong?" He asked sound completely serious and for once actually using my last name instead of my given one. I still ignored him and headed over to an empty table.

"Kanda!" He called after me. Next thing I heard he was telling his roommate and friend that he'd catch up later. I heard him rushing to order his food, grabbing it up and running after me. "Kanda! Talk to me! I'm your best friend."

"You're not my best friend." I denied knowing there was a little truth to it. 'Well he is known for romance shit right? Maybe the usagi can help me out.' I couldn't help but speculate. "Tch. Let's go eat somewhere quiet, usagi." I said know that he'd pick up on what I was trying to get across.

"All right." He said following me out to back of the hotel where the little garden was. We sat in a small picnic table that was probably known for lovers or some stupid shit like that, not that I give a shit. "So what's up, Kanda?" The usagi asked before taking a bite into his toast.

"I kissed the moyashi." There was no point in beating around the bush. He'd have probably found out from the moyashi himself or Lenalee anyway.

He blinked. Once. Twice. Three times. Each time his eyes widened a little more. It looked like excitement and … triumph? "I knew it!" He laughed and huge idiotic grin became plastered on his stupid face.

"What the hell are you talking about?" I growled darkly glaring at him. Of course the grin on his face didn't falter; the damn bastard was use to my glares by now.

"I knew you like the moyashi! I mean you even went out of your way to ask about him and if he was okay!" Lavi practically yelled until I punched him on the arm.

"Keep it down, usagi!" I growled darkly, obvious having an effect on him this time. I eat some of my sobi angrily.

"Okay sorry! But really, Kanda. I think you two make a cute couple and it's hard to deny that you don't like him now that you kissed him." The usagi stated, for once showing off his high IQ.

"It was just an impulse!" I claimed, it was true and everyone had impulses. They never really mean a thing.

"Kanda, you always control your impulses when you have them and the only type of impulses you ever have are ones to beat someone." Lavi stated looking at me with a completely serious face. I visibly twitched. There was no denying that. Everyone knew I didn't have impulses like that.

I let out a sigh. "So you're telling me that I like the moyashi?" I couldn't help asking seriously. I defiantly didn't and wasn't going to admit it. No matter what the usagi had to say on the matter.

"Yes." Lavi stated after eating a bit more of his breakfast.

'This is bullshit.' Was the only thing that ran through my head. I could date any girl in the school, other than Lenalee, so why the hell would I want to date a boy? Lavi might be bi but I certainly wasn't.

"You never date, much less look at any girl. So why not give guys a try?" The usagi said as if hearing my thoughts. Like hell I was going to give it a try. I had an image to keep up and dating a moyashi like Allen was completely out of the question.

"Tch. Baka usagi you don't know what you're talking about." I stated with a roll of my eyes. I'd just forget the kiss had happened and ignore the moyashi the rest of the trip. It shouldn't be that hard.

The usagi let out a sigh and just shook his head.

"What?" I growled narrowing my eyes at him.

"I know you, Kanda." He said looking me straight in the face. "Ignoring him isn't going to help." Damn it! How the hell is he reading my fucking mind?

"Tch!"

"Come on Kanda! Are you just going to make both of your lives hell over this?" The usagi asked giving his own glare at me. He was fucking glaring! At me of all people! "I know he fucking likes you already so why don't you just be the bigger man here and admit it!" The moyashi liked me? How the hell would he know?

"Tch. What, the moyashi told you he liked me or something?" I retorted with a glare back that far outmatched his.

"No he was whispering you name in his sleep when I slept over. There was a major blush on his face too." The moyashi… whispering my name in his slept? Was the fucking rabbit high or something?

Of course I rolled my eyes. "Che. Baka usagi."

He let out a frustrated sigh. "You'll have to admit it at some point." He stated after finishing off the last of his food.

"There's nothing to admit." I quickly said before finishing off the last of my sobi. It defiantly tasted bad because of the conversation. Being told that you're in love with the moyashi would make anyone sick.

"You're such an ass, Kanda. You're fucking impossible." The usagi claimed as he stood taking his tray and leaving. It's not like he was the first to say something like that to me but I felt a small twang of something I guessed was guilt in the pit of my stomach. Either way. I'm not going to apologize to him. That's just against my nature. So instead I followed him back to the cafeteria to get rid of my tray and dirty dishes.

When we walked in the first thing we both noticed was the pile of dishes on a table with the moyashi stuffing his face with food like normal. That was until he looked up and saw me. His eyes widened and his face turned a deep red before he went back to eating all his food. The blush never left his face.

"Come on. That's a shy blush, Yuu-chan." The usagi stated with a grinish smirk. It made me want to punch him again.

"Tch." I dropped my tray and dirty dishes into the slot for them. So what if the moyashi was blushing. I didn't, don't and won't ever like a guy, much less the moyashi.

The usagi let out a long sigh. "Hopeless." I heard him whisper under his breath. I decided to ignore it and walk over to my roommate. The usagi ran over to hang out with his friends. The moyashi visibly tensed when I sat next to him, saying nothing. He just continued to eat.

Lenalee came running up, greeting both of us and having a small conversation with the moyashi as they both ate. It wasn't long till we all left and went to the museum. Everything was going perfectly. The moyashi didn't say anything about the kiss and neither did I. The moyashi did seem to blush whenever he looked me. A few people saw and gave questioning looks but no one dared to ask a question when I gave them a warning glare, if I even had to. It wasn't like many people in the school cared about the moyashi to begin with. That's what tends to happen when you have a weird looking kid with a scar of his face and a blood red arm in a school where all anyone cares about is their looks and being fucking popular. School is really so stupid and petty.

The rest of the day went by quickly with no problems what so ever. It wasn't till me and the moyashi got into the hotel room that the problems started.

"K-Kanda…" The moyashi's meager voice called.

"What moyashi?" I responded keeping my back to him. I didn't want to look into those eyes. Something told me I wouldn't like what I'd see and that I'd break me down and bring out a soft side that I didn't even know I had!

"T-This morning… W-Why did you kiss me?" Allen asked most likely fidgeting like a scared little kid. He probably figured I'd throw him out the window or something. Quite frankly that would have been my normal reaction.

"What kiss?" I denied turning around looking at him with the coldest emotionless eyes I could give.

He eyes widened in disbelief. His bit his lip then looked down at his shoes. "So you're just going to pretend it never happened?" He asked weakly, his voice was heavy with sadness. I did my best to ignore it.

"Tch. Whatever you're talking about was probably a dream of yours." I answered back heading towards him and passing him to go to the shower. I just hoped he'd let it go but that wasn't my luck.

I could see how he was shaking in obvious anger. "So you're just going to pretend it never happened? You know what Kanda, I really hate you!" He yelled as he whipped around and glared at me through tears. I turned and faced him again. "You're always complaining about you're foster father and brothers! You talk about them like they're a curse and now you're fucking around with my feelings! You're such an ass! You have so much and complain! At least you still have something! You keep reminding me that I have fucking nothing and now you do this! Is it your mission in life to make me commit suicide or something?" The moyashi screamed through his tears of anger and pain as I was left there in shock. Next thing I know he's running to the door yanking it open and runs out without even taking a key card. As I stared at the door as it closed is saw a flash of red run past going after the moyashi.

'Must be Lavi…' I was able to think through my shock. "Still have something." Those words keep repeating in my mind. He had nothing… That's right… It did seem like he was living alone when I took him home when he got jumped. Did that mean he didn't have parents? Had he had a foster father and family that had just abandoned him like a puppy in the streets? Maybe they had died.

I sat down on the bed. I just sat there taking everything it. My body felt heavy. I felt like I was going to throw up. Over all I felt I need to find the moyashi and just hold him and wipe away those tear. The feeling of needing to apologize to him came over me. I really was an insensitive jerk. I hurt him so much without even knowing it. I wasn't use to this, being able to hurt someone so easily. Sure I'd made plenty of people cry but none had ever gone as far as to mention the thought of suicide. That's what really got to me. I didn't want the moyashi to die. That was the last thing I ever wanted yet it seem I was practically about to cause it.

I was yanked out of my thoughts when Lavi came back in, the door must not have closed all the way. Anger was clearly written on his face. What I didn't expect was Lenalee to follow. The uncharacteristic look of pure hate and anger directed towards me making me want to run. There was nothing more scary than Lenalee when she is pissed.

"I hope you're fucking proud of yourself Kanda!" Lavi screamed his face completely red. I'd never in all the years I'd known him seen him so damn angry. "He's gone! I lost him! Allen's gunna get himself into trouble out there and all cause you're such an ass!"

Lenalee walked up to me and slapped me. My face turned to the side as the stinging sensation started. A jolt of anger ran through my body and I was about to get up and do god only knows what to her when she started screaming too. "I can't believe you Kanda! Allen actually trusted you and ignored all your insensitive comment every fucking lunch and then you do this to him!" There we're tears of anger streaming down her cheeks when I turned my head back to look at her. "Why are you always such an asshole?"

Another burst of anger wheeled up in me. I was being fucking yelled at by two people for doing something that I hadn't even known I was doing! I stood glaring at the two. "Well how the hell was I suppose to know that I was hurting the fucking baka moyashi if no one fucking tell me anything? Well?" I screamed back.

"Maybe if you paid attention you would have seen the hurt in Allen's eyes! And his fucking name is Allen, damn it!" Lavi yelled at me. He wasn't going to back down and that pissed me off. I might not be allowed to hit Lenalee but I could sure hit him. So I did. I landed a punch with left hook. He fell to the ground a bit of blood sliding down from the corner of his mouth.

I took the chance to get away when Lenalee bent down to help him. "Kanda!" She screamed as she looked up, Lavi in her arms, as I grabbed a key card and stormed out of the room. Outside in the hall a bunch of other students were looking out their door whispering to one another. My anger flared. "What the hell are you looking at? Mind your own fucking business!" I screamed stomping down the hall to the elevator. Everyone quickly disappeared behind their door followed with the sounds of the locks going on. Not that I cared. If I wanted to get into one of those rooms it wouldn't be hard to break one of those stupid chain locks.

Once I was able to sneak out of the hotel I began looking for the moyashi. "Where the hell would I go if I was crying?" I asked myself out loud as I tried to get into the moyashi's mind. The first thing that came up was the beach that I'd taken him to the day before. Part of me doubted that'd he would have been able to find his way there. After all they were always joking about his horrible sense of direction. But whatever. That was my guess so I'd check there first.

As I walked through the woods I used the small amount of moon light to find myself to the beach. Once I was out in the opened I was greeted with the sound of crying softly. I looked over to my left to see the moyashi sitting in the sand, hugging his knees and crying into them.

"Mana, I don't want to keep walking forward. I want to be with you. Go back to the happy times." He whispered so softly I was just barely able to pick up on what he said. He was also hiccuping.

I felt like I was just punched in the stomach. I walked quietly to him. "Moy-Allen…" I called as softly as I could as I kneeled down next to him.

The hugged his knees tighter. "What you're not going to call me moyashi?" He asked coldly through another sob. His small body was shaking in the moonlight. "Why are you here?" He hissed. He wasn't going to forgive me easily. I already knew that though. I was just relived to find he was here and not have to worry about running around this huge city to find him or his body. That thought made me shutter.

I let out a sigh and pulled him into my arms. He immediately started struggling. "Let me go Kanda!" He screams echoed around the rocks sounding the beach. I still didn't let him go instead I held him even tighter. After a few minutes more of struggling he started crying hard again but this time into my chest. The warm tears seeped into my shirt. "Stop playing with me. You've done enough." Allen whispered quietly.

"I'm sorry." I forced the words out of my mouth. It was just two words but it was so damn difficult to get out.

Allen looked up and stared at me with those tear filled eyes. I looked away. It was the first time I'd ever apologized to anyone. Hopefully it'd be the last.

"Come on. We need to go back before the teachers start flipping out about us being gone." I said looking out at the water. The moons reflected nicely are on the calm waters of the beach. There wasn't much noise other than the lapsing of the waves and the sniffling of the moyashi in my arms.

I felt the grip on my shirt tighten and the moyashi's head bent down to hide his face again. "Do you really mean that?" He quested softly.

"I never say anything I don't mean moyashi." I answered as I looked down at him from the corner of my eye. His grip tightened more. Knowing him, he was biting his lip again.

"This and that kiss… do they mean nothing?" Referring to our position, it was hard for me to deny that I didn't care about the kid. That didn't mean I fucking loved him though!

I let out a soft 'che'. "I care about you." I stated plainly know that if I didn't say it he'd going back to sobbing and talking about killing himself. I didn't want to have to deal with that kind of annoyance.

The moyashi looked up at me and I looked back down at him. There seemed to be a little bit of happiness in these gray eyes of his. That made me a bit happy myself. Not that I would ever show it. What happened next I didn't expect at all.

Allen moved up and kissed me. This time it was me whose eyes we're wide with shock. But even then I kissed back. It just felt so right… Allen's eyes closed as he leaned into the kiss deepening it. I pulled him closer and soon found my own eyes closed as I enjoyed the kiss. It wasn't long till we both pulled away panting softly for air.

"We should head back." Allen said with a soft smile eliminated by the moon light. I nodded. He let out a soft sigh as he wiped his eyes of tears. "I'm sure we're both going to be in trouble." He stated with a sigh and he slipped out of my arms and stood.

"They'll be more focused on me…" I said as I, too, stood. By now the teachers had noticed the commotion and had talked to Lavi and Lenalee. I'd be lucky if I didn't get suspended for a few days. Tiedoll was going to kill me with boredom and long as hell lectures on how I shouldn't hurt others and how I should keep my anger in cheek. What fun that would be.

"H-Huh?" The moyashi gave me a confused look as he followed me towards the forest to head back.

"The usagi and Lenalee made a big commotion after you ran off… I punched the baka usagi."

The moyashi gasped but didn't say anything. I figure he didn't know whether to be angry and yell at me or to be worried for some stupid reason. The walk was fairly quiet on the way back. That was until moyashi tripped which ended with me catching and carrying the idiot all the way back because he was obviously tired. He snuggled close to me, falling asleep, and once up to our floor Komui was there waiting outside the door. I sighed.

"I'll be out right after I put him in bed." I stated as I opened the door easily balancing the moyashi in one arm and using my free hand to open the door. Komui nodded and waited. I threw back the sheets and put the moyashi in the bed only to find his gripping me shirt. "You really like to cling don't you?" I sighed out as I pried his hands off my shirt.

When I walked out Komui motioned for me to follow him. We went down stair to the corner of the lobby and sat. "Normally after something like that the student is forced to stay with a teacher and will be punished back at school on Monday but Kanda, you got lucky. I know what happened but neither Lenalee nor Lavi told anyone else. Lavi's covering for you about how he got hit. You should consider yourself lucky I was able to talk the other teachers into believing I sent you two out to get me something." Komui said with the most serious face I had ever seen from the guy.

"So I'm not getting punished?" I asked. I was about to head off to college, hell I already had a few scholarships to chose from, this would make them all disappear.

"No you're not. You should thank my little sister and Lavi. You have some great friends if they're willing to go so far to cover for you." Komui stood with that last sentence said and left me. I sighed in relief and sat back there for a minute. I'd thank them tomorrow morning.

I headed back to the room to find the moyashi crying in his sleep again. I let out a sigh and wiped the tears away. "Baka moyashi." I whispered and then I heard something I didn't expect from the moyashi.

He opened his eyes a bit. "Sleep with me, BaKanda?" The whisper came. For a second I thought he was just sleep talking but looking into those eyes I could tell he was conscious about what he was asking.

"Fine…" I looked away a bit. My face heated up a bit. I heard him move over and I slid into the bed next to him.

He hugged me and quickly fell asleep again. I stayed awake for a bit longer, stroking his hair gently. I had a lot of things to think about but I didn't really feel like it right now. So I relaxed myself and fell asleep before I even knew it.

Taiko: okay so yeah. I hadn't planned on making their relationship move so fast... Hell i hadn't even planned for Kanda to kiss Allen. He was suppose to find out about Allen's past instead in this chapter.

Kanda: yet here I am acting all fucking nice and sleeping in the bed with the moyashi in the story.

Taiko: e.e i know. Hell this whole trip was suppose to be a quick one to two chapter thing that brought you two a small amount closer... not into a relationship.

Allen: Well it's done now.

Taiko: yup~ and i still think the chapter came out pretty good for me writing it :D ohhhh and I would love for everyone here to go check out a story titled "To Hell and Back" it's a story me and my girlfriend are writing together kindda. Well either way it's a good story. My girlfriend is the one writing it so it isn't crappy writing like my stories. So go check it out :D

Tschau~