Hi guys, I'm soooo sorry this update took so long, I've had a busy week preparing for my English presentation. It went towards my final grade so. :) Luckily I got an A* in it so it was all worth it, but I'm back now so updates hopefully should be more frequent.
Also I have been thinking of switching from just Rachel and Finns point of view, maybe a Becca and Zack point of view, this chapter has one from Pucks, tell me what you thought, if you don't like it i won't do it again :)
I don't own glee...
"Ohh my god, Finn can't be here, everything was just getting sorted!" Rachel thought to herself. She had finally managed to find something in life she was good at without rejection, and now he's come in to ruin it all. How would she ever face him, after all that's happened between them? Could they just move on and forget the whole thing? She didn't think so, neither of them were the type of people that just let things go. As he ran out the room, she felt so much regret, how could she ever be so cruel to him. But in all honesty, he didn't ring her either. He could have easily picked up the phone and called her. He was just as to blame for it all as she was. Even with that knowledge she still felt terrible, seeing him, seeing him run of, it made her heart ache. He looked just like that sixteen year old boy she fell in love with. He looked so vulnerable, so destroyed. To think that just the sight of her could do that to him. She hoped it was because he still had feelings for her and not out of total resentment.
"Miss, excuse me miss?" Becca asked, trying to get Rachel attention, but she was totally zoned out at the moment. "MISS!" She shouted at her.
"Ohh sorry, yes Becca," She asked.
"Would you like to carry on with the lesson, or explain to me what's happening? I'd prefer the second option." She told her.
"Becca, I told you, you're a student it would be unwise to..."
"Ohh come on miss, we are out of school hours, and it's not like I have anyone to tell really. Also I think it would do you some good to tell someone." Becca interrupted her.
"Ok fine, let's go back to my office and I will tell you," Rachel told her.
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Finn ran straight to the bus stop, he didn't stop the look back at all. He didn't want to think about that he just ran away from, who he just ran away from. What was she even doing at McKinley? How long had she worked there anyway? All Finn knew was the further away he could get from her, the better, he couldn't think about her without feeling depressed, let alone see her or talk to her. Yes, he understood that their problems weren't all her fault; they were just as equally his. But that still doesn't take away the fact that he still loves her. Things in his life had just started to seem good, and who knew that his first day at his new job would end like this. The bus pulled up to where Finn was standing, he paid the driver and went to sit right at the back away from any of the other passengers. He rested his head on the seat in front of him staring out the window, and just remained like that for the whole ride. When the bus reached his stop, Finn slowly got up and walked to his apartment. When he got in the apartment, he slammed the door out of frustration.
"Hey man, calm down, what's got you in a mood?" Puck asked.
"She's back," was all Finn said.
"Who's she?"
"She she!" Finn said, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
"Berry?" Puck said.
"Yes, Rachel, she works at the school as a music teacher!" Finn said.
"Since when, I've never seen her," Puck claimed.
"Well, she's never been the most social of people has she, and a while I think," Finn told him.
"What are you going to do?" Puck asked him.
"I don't know, I don't think I'm ready to talk to her again," Finn confessed.
"Want me to go talk to her tomorrow?" Puck asked.
"Yer man that would be great, thanks," Finn said.
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"What do you want to know Becca?" Rachel asked, worried what may be about to happen.
"Why did Mr Hudson run off, all you told me was that you two used to date but it didn't work out when you moved to New York? Why did he run off?" She asked.
"Well, it's a little bit more complicated than that, we dated for ages, years, also two actually. We were high school sweet hearts, totally in love; he was the first boy I'd ever fallen for. We had plenty of drama but that's irrelevant. Everyone was sure we would end up moving in together and starting a family, I was as well. That's all id ever dreamed of as a teenager, starting a life with him. The problem was I was very like you as a teenager, driven and talented, and my fellow classmates, just like yours ridiculed me for my drive to succeed. Finn sometimes found that hard, he always wanted to be popular and worried what people thought of him. Our relationship was hard, him being the Quarterback of the football team and me being the glee geek everyone made fun off. But we got over those problems, Finn learned not to care, and eventually he stopped playing attention to what people thought of him, since he cared for me so much. We broke up once, after a few months of dating. We both found the time separated extremely hard, and we longed to be together again. It wasn't long until we were. But not even our short time apart could prepare us both for when i moved to New York. I was so happy; id achieved everything I had dreamed of, to get into a good university and work towards getting on Broadway. Finn was over the mood for me, but unfortunately he didn't get into a university. He applied to go to NYU with me, we had it all planned out we would get an apartment together and live our dream life in New York, but that never happened. He stayed in Ohio and if moved off to New York. We stayed in touch via the phone and webcams but it just wasn't the same, he was trying to save up for a plane ticket to New York to come and visit me, and hopefully get a job there maybe. His incapability to hold down any job didn't really do him any favours. He never earned the money to visit me, and when my school work got hectic, I didn't have any time to ring him. He could have easily phoned me, but I guess we both thought the other had moved on. But I never did, I still love him, I haven't had another strong relationship since Finn, sure there have been dates and boys, but he has always had my heart. I hope by his reaction just then he feels the same way." Rachel said, confessing more to Becca than she had to anyone. She hadn't even told her father's this much. Rachel eyes started to water, as she thought about all they could have had, and all she had lost.
"Ohh wow Miss, I shouldn't have asked, I'm sorry," Becca apologised, seeing her teacher was upset.
"No Becca you were right, it has helped me telling somebody, I'm thankful you were here to listen." Rachel told her. "But I do think he should leave our lesson her for tonight, I'm not really in the mood."
"I understand miss; I'll see you next time." Becca said, collecting her bags and stopping to look at Rachel making sure she was ok. "What are you going to do miss, about Mr Hudson I mean?" She asked.
"I have no idea, probably avoid him; I don't want to start any drama." Rachel told her.
Personally Becca didn't understand her teacher, if she loved him so much why didn't she just go make up with him. But Rachel knew that they had too much to sort out to just get back together over night. After Becca had left, Rachel collected her sheet music and got her thing's from her office. After a long drive home, Rachel crawled straight into bed, where she cried herself to sleep.
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Puck walked through the halls Thursday morning, students parting to the sides of the corridor as he walked past.
"Hell yeh! This is why I love this job!" Puck thought to himself. "I'm aloud to be badass without getting into trouble." He wasn't horrible to the students, they all liked him, they just knew not to get in his way or they would be in trouble. Puck hadn't forgotten what he promised Finn the night before, he would go talk to Berry before school started. All he had to do is find her office. He searched the halls for a student he knew, preferably a footballer. Puck spotted Zack getting a book out of his locker.
"Hey, Zack, come here a minute." Puck said.
"Am I in trouble Mr Puckerman?" Zack asked.
"What no, I was just wondering where Miss Berry the music teachers office is?" He told him.
"Ohh, Its just down that corridor sir," Zack said, pointing in the right direction.
"Thanks Zack," Puck said, putting his hand up so he could fist bump him. This was a common thing for the football players to do with Puck so Zack responded by touching his fist to Pucks.
"See you later sir," Zack said, going back to his locker.
And with that, Puck walked down the corridor to find Berry's office. The smell of sugar cookies wafted through his nostrils as he neared a door, which had the name Miss Berry on. He didn't bother to knock and just barged straight in.
"Hey Berry, fancy seeing you hear!" Puck said, Rachel looked shocked as she looked up from her lesson plans for that day. Rachel had to blink a few times; just making sure her eyes weren't devising her.
"Got something in your eyes?" Puck said.
"Erm, no, what are you doing her Noah?" She asked.
"I just thought I'd come see how my old pal was, since we both work here and all, may as well catch up."
"What do you mean old pal? You hated me; the only time we got along was when we had our short make out sessions?" Rachel said. "And wait you work here?"
"Ohh my god, you're still annoying," Puck informed her, "and yes, I'm the basketball coach I have been for a few months, how long have you been here?" Puck asked.
"Two months, I take it your here about mine and Finns little run into each other yesterday," she said, looking disinterested like it wasn't that much of a big deal. Rachel herself was thinking hard about what she was saying, trying not to seem to upset about it all.
"Well, yes I just wanted to see what you are doing and everything?" Puck said.
"Don't worry, I don't plan on getting back with Finn, I've already had my chance with him," Rachel told Puck.
"He still loved you, you know." Puck said, he didn't mean to say it, it just burst out.
"That's nice to know, it's flattering and everything and I still care for him as well."
"Don't lie to me Rachel, you still love him, I can tell, you're trying to act not interested but i can tell this whole incident is killing you inside," Puck said.
"Please don't tell Finn Noah, I don't know what to do, please tell me what to do?" She begged him.
"I'll tell you what, come have lunch with me today, Finn has a football practice so won't be there. Just meet me in the lunch room after the bell." Puck said, and with that he walked out the room. Stage one of his super secret plan was complete!
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"Hey man, how was your early morning football practice?" Puck asked.
"I've got a hell of a lot of work to do if I want to get them up to the standard they are capable of; we've got some great talent they just aren't showing it yet." Finn answered.
"Tough break man, tell you what, meet me for lunch today after the bell in the lunch room," Puck asked.
"I thought we were going to do that anyway?" Finn asked.
"Great," Puck said, "See you later then, I've got a PE lesson now" Puck said, leaving behind a very confused Finn.
"This is great; they are both coming to lunch, not knowing they will run into each other!" Puck thought to himself, feeling quite proud, Puck could not wait till lunch, it wasn't like him to do nice things, but all be knew was Berry made Finn happy and it was the least he could do for his best friend.
There you go chapter 6 complete :) Hope you liked it. Not my strongest chapter so far, please review :D I hope I can update soon xxx
