Chapter 1~ Dear Nick
Miley POV
Someone once told me love was everylasting, so don't tell me you forgot. I still have the alifetime. So I'll send you a letter. Not leaving a reurn adress, I'd prefer that you have nothing to do with our baby. You would hurt her, its in your nautre. I know that you would run back to me if you knew, and just like the first time 6 months later you'd run away. I'll make up some astonishing lie about how you were such a great man. That you traveld the world and performed music to all different countries. You were famous and that you loved her very much and would always love her. How you didn't want to leave her, but it was nessecary.
I just can't face the because part. Because you don't love her and didn't even know he existed for part of her life! No, shes going to be my happy little girl.
"Shush, little girl don't say a word mommies going to bring you the whole wide world" I sang to my prescious Alexandria. The most beautiful thing I'd ever laid eyes on. Beautiful short auburn locks spun around her face complementing her rosy red cheeks and ocean like blue eyes. She was my daughter,' spitting image of her mother'. Everyone says, I think she looks like Nicks, shes got Nicks heart. When it was giving whole, and just so, loving.
"Oh!" I groaned flabergasted. Alexandria may look like an angel, but her poop smells like hell. "Does someone need there diapey changed"I cooed Alexandria as she giggled in my arms. Shes almost 2 years of age, and shes barley walking! I don't know if it's a bad sign. I frowned as I saw her stand up and nearly sit backdown immediatley. She kept trying, I'll give her that. My baby's got guts. After a stniky, memotrabe diaper change and a hot bath for both baby and mommy. I finally got her settled down in bed.
Shes so innocent when she sleeps, it's peaceful, and kinda disturbing, I was trying so hard to get momma to come from her sweet lips. All I heard was 'cup', 'ball' and 'doll'. I didn't know those three words could make so many sentences. We'll The moment I've been dreading is coming, and I might as we'll get it off my chest! Take out my handy pen, and get writing.
Dear Nick,
I'm not going to waste my time. So lets just get to my point. You have a daughter. Her names Alexandria, and were doing just fine without you. Don't bother trying to contact us, WE don't need anymore hurt... I don't mean to be harsh. We had a good past. I'm just not going to waste my future on you. She is MY daughter, I just would rather you hear it from me. Rather than someone else. Good luck with whatever your doing, I wouldn't know.
Sincerely, Miley
This letter was supposed to make me feel confident, and feel strength. All that flooded through me was, guilt, and emptiness. I sealed the letter and heasitated putting it in the mailbox. We were 16, we'll I was 16 and he was 17. A year doesen't seem like much difference. It was. Somehow I mailed the letter, it was all for Alex I repeated, all for my little girl. Although I mailed the letter, when Alex was napping I found myself writing an alternative one.
Dear Nick
I love you, I always will love you. I thought I would let you know, that you have a daughter. Please don't be angry with me! I'm sorry I kept it from you, I just didn't want to bother you. I need you, your baby girl needs you. I'll never forget our summer. I don't know what it ment to you, but it ment the world to me.
Love, Mileyxoxo