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Chapter 7~ John

Miley POV

First thing I thought when I walked in this school was...wow. Julliard, performing arts! For the first time since highschool, I didn't want anyone to know I had a baby. The truth was no one HAD to know, this was a new start a new life. I get to live in a dorm, I can make friends, again. I laughed quietly to myself. This was, something, sometings going to work this year. After we got my dorm number, and key. Alexandria, and dad walked me up. Theres so many different types of people here. I didn't feel strange.

"I guess this is it" Dad said, hiding a tear.

"I'ts okay to cry sometimes" , I paused wiping a tear out the corner of my eye. "Isn't that what you told me. I pointed at his chest with a small chuckle.

"Yes" he smiled sadly. "When can you come visit?" Dad asked. I checked my schedule, trying hard not to look at Alex, knowing I would probably breakdown. IT wasn't good to make a scene on your first day.

"A month,they've given us a week to visit family" I sighed. Finally reaching out for my baby, to say my last words to her.

"I know you think your abandoning her" Dad paused. "Your not your trying to be a good mother. He replied. Giving a quick kiss on my forehead. Leaving to get a cup of coffe, so me and Alexandria could be alone. We embraced for a few minutes, until I pulled something off my neck. A necklace my mother gave me before she died.

"I want to give this to you baby" I cried. "I'll be home soon, so don't forget me" I finished saying. It was a diamond necklace. Ingraved with 'My love will last forever'. I clicked it behind her neck, and I think she understood. She was crying to. I kept telling her 'don't cry don't cry'. I couldn't help it, I was crying to. Then we said our goodbyes, and they left. People leave but they alwayas come back. So I unpacked my stuff and somehow moved on from the pain.

An hour later I heard a knock on the door.

"Open up!" Someone shouted, "This bags heavy!" I hurried to the door, not wanting to make any enemys on my first day. When I opened the door there was a girl. She had black waist length hair, with full bangs, Average height slightly taller than me, she was nicley poportioned, with full upper body and lower body. She was rather pale, and also had Dark brown eyes. Wearing black ripped skinny jeans a red jacket, and a black tank top.

"Oh, god." I said looking at her bags,voluntarily reaching out to help her. She set the rest of her stuff doen on the bed below mine, and wiped the sweat off her forehead. Then set out her hand, with a huge smile.

"Hey, I'm Demitria Lovato, but call me Demi!" She said enthusiastically. I gladly shook her hand, and set out mine with a smile, almost as big as hers.

"Miley", i laughed "But you can call me, Miley" We shook hands, and I could see we were going to get along just fine. Wait, better than fine. I really liked this girl.

"So, Miley" She laughed while she was unpacking. "What brings you to Julliard?" Then she switched her voice to a more british tone, "School of the performing arts" Demi Quoted. I started mimicking her and unpacking my suitcase as we'll.

"Just the same reason as everyone else, to perform. Preferably guitar, piano, or acapelo" I paused, "What about you?" I asked curious.

"Just living the dream, singing" She said. Starting to zone off in her own world. I would do that often. Whenever I was thinking about the future. Or how amazing it would be to be famous like my dad was.

"You wouldn't happen to be, Miley Cyrus, Billy Ray Cyrus's daughter?" Demi asked. I was hoping to avoid this question the entire year. Better now than later I guess. I knew girls would think that I got in because of my dads title. Which may have been true. I won't be staying here because of his title, I'm going to make my own title.

"Actually", I laughed "That would be me!" I said sarcastically. Not paying attention, I knocked my jewlrey box off my bed. All its contents spilled everywhere. Including pictures of me and Alexandria. Demi picked up all of them, handing them to me except for one.

"Is that your sister?" she pointed to the picture of me and Alex. Me giving her a kiss on the cheek.

"I uh-" I stutterd not quite sure what to say. "It's my cousin" I finally spit out. Demi quietly mutterd an 'Oh', and we finished unpacking getting on a different subject of guys.

"Like anyone yet?" She questioned, kidding. I laughed and played along with the joke seeing I had only been here a few hours.

"Just the hot guy next door" I said playfully with a wink.

We just talked, first time in awhile I socialied with a girl my age. It was nice to have a friend. We walked around campus, and she talked about her family. Shes an only child, and it's just her and her mother in an apartment. Her dad left before she was born.

"I almost had a son" Demi half smiled. Putting her left and on her heart and closing her eyes for just a second.

"Used to?" I didn't want to intrude, but she brought it up so i figured it was okay to ask.

"They said he had a diease, before he was" She said wiping a tear from her eye. Stopping in the middle of the sidewalk. I hugged her tightly. Only can't even imagining what my life would be like without Alex.

"You don't have to tell me." I put my hand on her shoulder, "I understand." She looked up at the sky, at the clouds. Although I felt as if she was looking at more than that. Like she was looking at her baby. Sending good prayers his way.

"No" She smiled sadly. "Everythings ment for a reason, and I, just know, I need to tell you this" I stood there quietly, ready to give her my full attention.

"His name was Cody, we were young, and he convienced me that he was in love with me. He was the best boyfriend I vould ever ask for, and if I ever needed him I could call him. One day we had sex, and it wasn't our first time, but this time it was differnt. The condom broke, and I was pregnant. I told him thinking he would support me, and he said that he was ashamed to be seen with me. That I was stupid, and I made a mistake. That he didn't even want to SEE the baby. I cried, alot, and then I got over. It was a normal regular doctors appointment, and they said he had a disease, a type of deformity. The doctors said there was only a 20% chance he'd even survive the birth" Demi said, heart broken. "I still continued with the pregnancey, wanting to give him, as much of a life as I could, John was born. We had the most amazing hour together I could ever ask for, and I wouldn't have traded it for ANYTHING" Demi finished. I thought I had it rough, and I realized Demi would never judge me, she wouldn't care if I had a baby. I still thought I'd keep it to myslf until the time was right. She didn't breakdown. I told her it was okay if she did. Like my dad said its okay to cry sometimes.