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Chapter 8, Imposible
Miley POV
It was the first day we get to perform. I am nervous, of course. I'm also ready to shine, Demi offered to do a duet with me, seeing it was my fist time. I told her it was okay, I knew she wanted her own special moment. We made a deal we wouldn't tell eachither what we were singing. We wanted to be suprised.
"This is what you guys will do, you will listen to Mr. Millers students, and then you all will go uo in this order, Taylor S, Taylor L, Selena, David, Ashely, Kevin, Demi, and last Miley. " Ms Wilson said. Handing us a paper which also had the list written on it. It was an honor to be choosen to perform. Only the best 8 out of each class perform. There were tons of classes, but performers were only required to watch the class before them, and their classmates. Demi started talking to Selena, so I went upstairs to freshen up before we perform.
I looked in the miror, trying to picture me, as someone more beautiful. That how I get through the day smetimes, pretending I have a mask on.
"Your beautiful don't worry about it" Someone whisperd in my ear. I turned around and back up completley next to the sink, when I saw it was Joe.
"Holy, shit!", I paused catching my breath, "You scared me!" He laughed, held up his hands, and shrugged his shoulders.
"Not my fault, someone doesen't answer any of her bestfriends calls" Joe bitterly replied. I can see I'd hurt him, but at the moment all I really cared to hear from was Alex. Joe was just going to talk about his dates, and how much he loves this girl. I'm jelous, I wish I had a love life.
"Joe!" I shouted, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm not perfect, and that I'm a horrible bestfriend!" I moaned! He took another step towards me, once again getting a little to close. Then kissed me softly on the lips. I didn't pull away. We've agreed, our kisses only mean practice. So it didn't mean anything. No matter how romantic he tried tomake it. It was like a blank page. No way to describe it, because theres nothing to describe.
"Relax" He said rubbing my shoulders. "I'm here to support you, and I wanted to hear you sing." Joe said. I did relax and my shoulders weren't tense anymore. When me and Nick dated, Nick couldn't handle the way me and Joe were, because were more than friends. Were closer than that, closer than a relationship. I felt sometimes I could talk to Joe over Nick.
"You really came all the way down here to see me" I smiled.
"I wouldn't have missed this for the world" He kissed my forhead, as we swung from side to side in my bathroom. Dancing, to the music in our hearts.
First up was Taylor Swift, she played Avril Lavine Girlfriend, which I thought didn't show her vocal talent very we'll. Taylor can sing, she just doesen't have any meaning in her songs.
Then Taylor Lautner,sang some John Mayor song. He could sing good. Captin of the football team, major stud. I think everyone paid more attention to his body, than his singing. I know I was.
Next Selena Gomez, I thought she was amazing. Singing I'll stand by you, Carrie Underwood. She put meaning into her work. She wasn't fake, like the Taylors. She was real. She got pitchy towards the end, but really amazing job.
Then David Arhcileta, his vocal talent was outstanding. Singing Grenade by Bruno Mars. He's just so shy on stage. He barley moved a step!
Then Ashely Tisdale & Kevin Jonas sing a duet Don't you wanna stay here a little while. They did better than Selena, how much they belived, and loved eachother showed on stage. They were blessed with amazing voices, though Ashely outshined him a bit.
Then my favorite act of the night. Demi's song touched my heart in so many ways, I actually cried. She Sang what it means to be loved by Mark Shultz
For five months and eight days my wife and I had waited
Gettin' ready for our baby girl
But when he called the doctor said I need to see you
and could you come in soon
then something died inside of me to sit with him and hear
the tests that said our baby may not live to be a year
then turnin' to my wife and he said "whata you wanna do?"
and she said...
I wanna give her the world
I wanna hold her hand
I wanna be her mom for as long as I can
and I wanna live every moment until that day comes
I wanna show her what it means to be loved
so we spent each day, watchin' every minute
and prayin' for our baby girl
and I will not forget the way I felt that moment
when she came into this world
but they took her from the room just as soon as she was born
and watchin' through a window I could see her holdin' on
when a voice inside me said...
I wanna give her the world
I wanna be her dad
I wanna hold her close for as long as I can
and I wanna live every moment until that day comes
I wanna show her what it means to be loved
I said everyday
we've got to bring her home
she's been out to prove the doctors wrong
oh and you should see her now
she's as pretty as her mom
and theres a boy at the front door waiting just to take her to her high school prom...
and he wants to give her the world
wants to hold her hand
and someday she may get a wedding band
but she's gunna live every moment until that day comes
and we're gunna show her what it means to be loved
Oh yeah (what it means to be loved)
show her what it means to be loved
what it means to be loved
She had the best applause out of everyone, over half the audience stood up. I could see, alot of you girls crying to. She was amazing when the song was done she took the mike for a second
"I would like to dedicate that song, to someone I loved VERY much" She said balling her eyes out. It was my term and as they called my name I thought my stomach was going to explode. How could I ever top that. I was the only one out of everyone who decided to sing there own song. I saw the spotlight, and I thought of Alex and I sang
These four walls
They whisper to me
They know a secret
I knew they would not keep
Didn't take long for the room to fill with dust
And these four walls came down around us
It must have been something that send me out of my head
With the words so radical
And not what I meant
Now I wait for a break in the silence 'cause it's all that you left
Just me and these four walls again
It's hard now to let you be
I won't make excuses
I've made my peace
Didn't take long for me to lose the trust
'Cause these four walls were not strong enough
ooooh
It must have been something that send me out of my head
With the words so radical
And not what I meant
Now I wait for a break in the silence 'cause it's all that you left
Just me and these four walls again
Yeah, it's difficult
Watching us fade
Knowing it's all my fault
My mistake
Yeah, it's difficult
Letting you down
Knowing it's all my fault
You're not around
It must have been something that send me out of my head
With the words so radical
And not what I meant
Now I wait for a break in the silence 'cause it's all that you left
Just me and these four walls again
Yeah
Ooh
These four walls again
I finished, and was shocked to find everyone standing applauseing, and not even one person was seated. A tear ran down my cheek, as I reakized people care. Even if you think they don't.
"Watta go Miley!" I heard Joes voice from the audience. I laughed and wiped my tears, but what I saw was a chocolate brown eyed, brown haired boy. I caught his eye, and ran off the stage as quickly as possible. No matter if he wants me or not, I refuse to lose him again. Atleast not without trying. He was out of the room before I even made it off stage. I ran through the hallways, running my gingers through my hsir. Pulling at my roots frustarated. Then I heard the faint noise of a beautiful melody, and voice.
Got the news today doctor said I had to stay
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
When I thought it'd all been done
When I thought it'd all been said
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
But you don't know what you got until it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low
And every time you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, know, know
You don't even know
Then I started to sing along with Nick, as head head slowly turned and caught eyes with me. I felt alive again, the spark was light inside, and I started taking steps closer and closer to him. Even though I was afraid, afraid, he'd bring me in then push me out even farther than before.
All this time goes by, still no reason why
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
Waiting on a cure but none of them are sure
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
But you don't know what you got until it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low
And every time you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, know, know
You don't even know, know, know
You don't even know, know, know
But you don't know what you got until it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low, yeah
And every time you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, yeah, whoa, yeah
You don't even know
So I'll wait 'til kingdom come
All the highs and lows are gone
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
I'll be fine
A few weeks after I moved, and we were still in contact, Nick wrote that song for it was our song, and no matter where he sang it, he'd think of me. By the time the song was over, we were face to face. I watched the way he watched me, like I was a dream, that any decond he vould wake up. I actually just wanted to touch him once. Just to see if he was real, or a figment of my imagination. He lifted his had as if he was going to stroke my face, and I closed my eyes. When I reopened them, he paused. Chaging his mind and replacing his arm by his side. I didn't want to be the first one to break the silence, for the firt time I liked the silence. I didn't feel the need to scream my feelings at him. I enjoyed just feeling his aroma, sensing his scent.
"Impossible: he stared wide eyes, finally brushing his hand against ,my cheek. I looked into his deep brown orbs. He really couldn't belive he was seeing me.
"After, all this time, thats all you can say?" I asked a little hurt, seeing him contemplate something in his head.
"What happend to me? Why am I here?" He questioned, confusing me further. He then brushed his own cheek, I now was worried. Not even I was that shcoked.
"Why are you here, did you track me down?" I said bitterly, watching him take a step back. Doing what I prayed he wouldn't. Sticking his hand up, stopping me from taking a step towads him
"I thought, I thought you were dead" He said blankly
Holyshit..
