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Jasper's phone started ringing; he pulled it out of his pocket and handed it to me. "Why am I answering it?" I asked confused.

"Because darling I am driving and you are not," he stated simply.

I flipped the phone open, "Jasper's phone Bella speaking," I said casually.

"Bella its Carlisle I have been calling your phone but you haven't been answering," he said urgently.

"Oh sorry I forgot to turn the sound on, is something wrong?" I asked. Jasper looked at me confused.

"Bella I'm so sorry to tell you this but it's your father. He is in the ER … he's had a heart attack and hasn't woken up yet. You need to be here as quickly as possible," Carlisle said in a very professional tone but I could hear the twinge of sadness.

I was stunned to say the least but before there was time to react Jasper pulled a very hard left so we were headed back to Forks. Jasper wouldn't look at me he was determined to get me to the hospital as soon as he could. I just closed the phone knowing Carlisle was still on the other end but knew I had nothing to answer him. Tears were streaming down my face; I should have known that happiness would not be given to me for long. It just wasn't in my nature. We arrived after what seemed like hours and I ran into the hospital not being able to see where I was going; the entire tear obstructed my vision. Jasper was at my side and pulling me in the right direction before I knew it. I saw my father in the bed; his eyes closed all the machines around him and knew it was much worse than I could understand.

"Carlisle what happened?" Jasper asked, I hadn't even noticed Carlisle standing in the room.

"Charlie had invited me over to discuss the two if you leaving together and I found him in the kitchen unconscious. It didn't take long to realize that he had suffered a major heart attack," he answered

I was stuck, I couldn't move. All I could do was stair at my father. "Was it my fault?" I whispered.

"Was what your fault?" Jasper asked rubbing my arm.

I turned and looked straight at Carlisle. "Did the stress of me and Jasper, and me leaving cause this?" I asked demanding an answer.

Carlisle didn't even hesitate in answering. "Not a chance, something like this would have been unforeseeable. Nothing you could have done would have helped him. After taking a full examination it became clear that your father has an abnormally small heart and with its size and your father's age it was just unavoidable." Carlisle looked sincere but for some reason I couldn't believe him.

"Are you lying to me Carlisle?" I asked breaking into a new set of tears.

"Bella dear of course not," he said placing a gentile hand in my shoulder. I nodded and turned back to my father. He just looked sad. I heard a light tap on the door and looked to see Edward standing there.

Jasper's POV

I couldn't understand it, when Bella saw Edward she left relief. She ran into his arms without a second thought. She cried into his chest and although her emotions were still going crazy she was slightly relived being in his presence.

"Edward how could this have happened?" she whispered.

"It's a part of life love," he responded.

Did he just call her love? Was I going to allow that? But I could I deny him he was only helping my Bella. Was it so wrong then? All that was radiating from him was concern and of course love.

"I'm so sorry Edward. I am such a terrible person, I'm just so sorry," she mumbled.

"Shhh, everything will be fine love." He started rubbing her back in comfort and she ever so slightly relaxed. I never would have known to do that and certainly wouldn't have said those things. Was this right?

She pulled away from his embrace finally and looked at me her face all puffy from her tears. All I wanted was to give her a sense of calm, but knew it was wrong. She walked into my open arms and began to cry again.

"Everything will be fine," I whispered. She nodded silently into my chest. I held her tightly in my arms wanting to take the pain away so badly.

"I don't want it to hurt anymore," she whispered.

"Bella honey I can take it all way, is that what you want?" I asked desperately wanting to make her happy. Edward caught my eye just then he was staring at me in what I thought was disapproval but then realized it was disappointment. A fine line but he was disappointed that I had given Bella that choice.

"Please Jazz, make it stop," she begged. Her legs gave out but I had her securely in my arms. I sat in a chair next to her father cradling her in my lap. How could I deny her this, I felt her pain and it caused me my own pain. Bella the love of my life was hurting and I was the only one who could fix it.

I replace half of the heartbreak with love and warmth but had to leave her with some of her own emotions. The worry and concern I knew she needed to feel it. I only made the pain less so she could breath. Her sobs became less then, although she did not stop crying for another hour. Eventually she was able to hold her father's hand. To my surprise Edward never left he just lingered in the doorway and every few minutes Bella would check to make sure he was there and every time she was relieved to find he was. I was glad his presence helped her but every time she would look at him my heart would break a little more each time.

"Bella I love you," I whispered into her ear. She turned and faced me not releasing her father's hand.

"Jasper I wouldn't be able to get through this without you. I love you more than you will know," she said. I instantly felt like we could make it through this together but without even realizing it she glanced at Edward and I sensed her relief. All I could do was hold her and get her though this.

Bella's POV

It had been days now and my father still hadn't woken up and around day four I knew he was never going to. Carlisle wouldn't confirm this until a week later but I knew it was coming. I stayed at the Cullen house with Jasper in his room. Carlisle had made the offer and I couldn't go back to my house and nowhere else seemed comfortable. Being surrounded by people who cared about me was what I needed.

On a gloomy Saturday morning my phone rang and m heart sunk. Before even looking at the number I knew it would be Carlisle and I knew what he would say. "Hello," I answered shakily.

"Bella I'm so sorry but you father—

I pushed the end button before he could say it. Jasper was laying next to me under the sheets. I curled up into a ball and cried. He held me and I could feel his love radiating. All I wanted was to be in his arms and never face the world without him.

"Jazz I love you so much," I whispered after I had been able to stop crying.

"I love you too Bella. So you want to go down to the hospital?" he whispered.

"No I can't. I just can't say goodbye yet," I responded.

Eventually all the arrangements were made and the funeral had passed. I hadn't even been able to speak. I held onto Jasper the entire time in the vey back behind all my friends and family and just watched. Jasper told me we could stay in Forks as long as I needed, and Carlisle and Esme said we should stay with them, and I could refuse the offer.

Jasper had gone out hunting and I was in no shape to be left alone yet so I knocked on Edward's door before letting myself in. He smiled and hugged me tightly.

"How are you today?" he asked pulling me onto his lap as he sat down.

"Better than yesterday," I admitted.

He stroked my arm gently, "It will get better, I promise."

"I know it will, and I'm glad that I'm here," I whispered closing my eyes but before I could Jasper was in the door way.

Jasper's POV

She was curled up in a ball on his lap. They had been whispering to each other and he was stroking her arm. The sight tor at my heart, but as soon as she saw me she got up kissed Edward on the cheek and embraced me. I carried her out of there and placed her gently on my bed.

I kissed her lips and pulled away after only a moment. She frowned playfully, something she hadn't done in so long I kissed her again and this time she wrapped her hands around my neck and wouldn't breakaway until she had left us both breathless.

"I never want to kiss anyone but you," I whispered enlacing our hands together.

"I plan on kissing you everyday of our never ending lives," she replied pulling me closer.

"I just want to make you happy."

"You make me happy every day," she said kissing me lightly.

I knew she loved me, and I knew there was no doubt that I loved her more than I had ever loved anyone. But even with her in my arms I felt like I could be losing her, because she loved Edward once and his presence made her happy. It scared me to think I could lose the only thing I had to live for at any moment.

I looked down at the now sleeping beauty in my arms and kissed her cheek. She smiled and I heard her whisper my name. My worries were almost gone. She turned in the sheets and almost inaudibly whispered,

"Edward."

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