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Bella's POV

I woke up in the middle of the night and when I rolled over I was surprised the bed was empty next to me. I rubbed my eyes to see more clearly and Jasper was standing against the wall just looking at me. I smiled for the first time in days but Jasper didn't smile back. I sat up and looked at him confused.

"Jazz what are you doing?" I asked.

"Watching you sleep my darling" he said finally cracking a smile.

"Well come lay with me," I said holding out my arms for him.

"I like watching you sleep," he said. He sounded just like Edward it gave me the chills.

"Are you made at me?" I asked stunned by the rejection.

"Of course not," he insisted but still didn't come lay with me.

"Okay. I love you," I said lying back down. He sighed and I almost started crying when I heard that. Why would he sigh?

"I love you too," he replied in a flat tone.

I laid there for almost an hour but could not get Jaspers attitude out of my head. What could I possibly have done? I turned over and saw him in the exact same position as before.

"Are you alright?" he asked. What a stupid question I thought of course I'm not alright my dad just died and now you're acting like this.

"What is wrong," I demanded.

"Absolutely nothing," he responded.

"Don't lie to me Jasper Cullen." He rolled his eyes and I was shocked. "Oh I'm sorry should have said Jasper dumb ass Hale?" I asked sarcastically. "What too good to be a Cullen now?"

He walked over to the bed and sat next to me. He put his icy hand on my leg and I shivered and pulled away. "This is wrong, you still love Edward," he said looking at me with his honey eyes.

"Jasper I love you and only you," I said firmly.

"Then why did you whisper Edwards name in your sleep?" he asked and he looked hurt.

"I spent a lot of time with Edward these past few days he has been comforting me when you weren't able to be there or couldn't. Just because he was on my mind doesn't mean I love him," I said softly.

He looked so uncertain of what I was saying. "Bella I'm a vampire and you're not," he said out of nowhere.

"My eyes are brown and yours are gold," I said just stating the obvious

because that's what he was doing.

"How is it possible for you to love such a monster? I have hurt so many people and wouldn't think twice about doing it. I just think that you're still in love with Edward."

"I don't know if you realize this but Edward happens to be 100% vampire as well, and at a time I was in love with him. Now I love you and would never think of denying that fact," I said taking his hand tightly.

"I'm sorry Bella," he said but I was sure what for. Was he sorry that he doubted my feelings or sorry he let our relationship occur?

"Sorry for what?" I asked hesitantly.

"Sorry that I'm doubting you and sorry that I still can't be sure if your sure."

"Look all I want it to be by your side, have you near me. I want to have some part of you with me everywhere I go. Nothing would make me happier than to be Mrs. Jasper Whitlock." His eyes lit up when I said his true last name. "Yes Jasper Whitlock I love you and only you and would spend every day in the rain if I had you by my side."

"I love you Bella," he said looking at me sincerely.

"And you know what I love you Jasper." I leaned in and kissed him sweetly. Before I knew it I was suddenly very tired. Jasper wrapped me in sheets and then I cuddled into his chest. Right as I was about to fall unconscious I heard him whisper, "I only want what's best for you my darling," and the way he said it I knew he still questioned if that was him.

I woke up happy when I felt Jasper's arms wrapped tightly around me. It was so comfortable I decided I could not get up because that would mean losing Jasper's grip.

"I know you are awake," Jasper said stroking my hair.

"I know I love you." He chuckled and gripped me tighter.

"I never want to let you go," he whispered in my ear.

"Then don't," I said turning so I was facing him now. His eyes just mesmerized me. "I want gold eyes," I said with a playful frown.

"As soon as we get to our home in Alaska you will," he promised.

There was a knock on the door and then Emmet walked in. "Jasper get off my baby sister!" Emmet yanked Jasper off of me and playfully threw him off the bed.

"Hey stay out of my boy business. Just because you are my older brother doesn't mean you get to mettle," I said trying my best to shove in off the bed but failed miserably. "Jasper please get this bear off my bed," I laughed as Emmet refused to indulge me as I pushed harder and harder until I had given up.

Jasper yanked him off the bed and quickly kissed me before Emmet was trying to wrestle him onto the ground. "My hero," I said in my girlish accent trying to make it sound southern.

I rolled out of bed as the boys continued to wrestle at my feet. I hoped over them and made my way to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I saw Edward was in there messing around with his hair. I laughed because he didn't see me

watching. He turned and looked like he had just been caught with his hand in the cookie jar.

"What can I say the messy hair look doesn't just happen," he said. I laughed and walked in front of the mirror. He kissed my cheek. "Good morning love," he whispered in my ear. I rolled my eyes.

"Behave," I said.

He just laughed. "What I meant was good morning Bella, you look lovely this morning," he said grinning. "Better?" he asked.

"Only slightly," I said before I started brushing. He watched me for a second and then walked out. After my hair was brushed and my teeth cleaned I turned to exit but Jasper intercepted me. He pulled me tightly to him, I kissed him and he laughed then released me.

"So did you win the wrestling match?" I asked. Before he could answer I heard a booming laughter coming from down the hallway.

"Emmet cheats," Jasper whispered. Emmet came thundering down the hallway and snatched me by my arm dragging me down the hallway about a foot away from Jasper.

"The only way I cheat is if being awesomely strong is now against the rules. Besides Jasper is the one who cheats, he's just not that good at it," Emmet said.

"Well big brother I appreciate the concern but I'm still sticking with my man," I said walking over to Jasper. He wrapped his hands around my waist and like a child stuck his tongue out at Emmet.

"Okay baby sister but I warned you," Emmet said with a laugh and then headed down stairs.

"Don't worry I will still love you even though Emmet can beat you up whenever he wants," I said grinning.

"Oh well at least I can still take advantage of you," he said throwing me over his shoulder and then playfully slapped me on my behind.

"Jasper!" I shrieked in laughter.

He threw me onto the bed and pinned me now in an instant. I squirmed and tried to wiggle free but had no success. "I win," he said then leaned down and tried to kiss me but I turned my cheek. He looked confused.

"I'm not letting you win," I said then shoved him off of me. I climbed on top of him this time and kissed him intently for a moment. "Looks like I win!"

"Congratulations, I think we should celebrate." He leaned up and kissed me, then kissed me again and again.

"Since I win I should get to decide how we celebrate," I said out of breath.

"And you are opposed to celebrating like this?" he asked kissing me again.

"Well no but I have a very different idea that I think you will also be a fan of," I said trying to tease him.

"As long as I'm with you then I will be happy to celebrate any way you want to," he said kissing me yet again. I smiled and rolled off the bed.

"So please share your plan," Jasper asked and he watched me get dressed.

"What is the fun in me just telling you? I want it to be a surprise now get up and get dressed.

"Are you saying my clothes are not adequate?" he asked pretending to be offended.

"You were wearing them yesterday, but if you want to just strip down and go in you boxers I wouldn't be opposed to that," I teased.

He pulled me back into his arms and onto the bed. He gently kissed my collar bone then my neck. My cheek and hesitated right above my lips, then rolled out of bed and grabbed some clean clothes out of the closet.

"You're just going to leave me like that?" I asked sadly frowning.

"Just beating you at your own game darling," he said in his very southern accent. I smiled and waited for him to be ready before I was ready to reveal the surprise I had planned.