We made it back to the house after a fun day out in the woods. I managed to keep from tripping which was a plus for me. I had no plan on what I was going to say to Jasper, but I knew I wanted to talk about it alone with him no Edward.
"If you don't mind I want to talk to Jasper alone about this. I think it could get awkward if you were there," I said trying to be very sure of myself.
"Of course I wouldn't expect it to occur any differently," Edward said rubbing my arm gently.
"And I would like it if you didn't listen in on the conversation. Even though Jasper and I are no longer together we were at one time and I know this is going to be an emotional conversation. It would be with anyone," I said still confident that Edward would agree.
"That is understandable," Edward agreed but he did not look happy about it.
I kissed him sweetly and walked over to Jaspers room. I tapped lightly on the door and then let myself in. He was leaning against the wall staring out the window. I couldn't stop the giggle that escaped my lips. He looked over at me surprised.
"Is something funny?" he asked looking over at me.
"Well I mean every time I come in here you are always in a model pose and I just wonder if you do that to impress me or if your natural stance is to pose like a GQ model," I explained.
He laughed then too. "Darling everything I do is to impress you," he joked. I walked over and sat on his bed. He joined me and placed a light hand on my leg. "Don't be nervous I already know what you are going to say," he said with a reassuring a smile.
"Can you tell if Edward is listening?" I asked in the lowest whisper I could manage.
"The entire house has stepped out to give us some privacy. The only person who can hear you is me." I liked how that sounded just me and him. I laid flat on my back and let out a big sigh. Jasper lay down next to me. I couldn't help but roll on top of his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and sat up cradling me like a small child.
"Are we going to talk about why you are here or just avoid the subject until Edward gets back?" Jasper whispered in my ear.
"Jasper Hale Cullen Whitlock I am forced to ask you for a divorce that I do not want. I love you but it seems to not be enough and therefore we must separate," I said in a flat tone. That was the one line I had pre thought to say.
"I also love you and do not want a divorce but will grant you your request without any fuss on my part. I don't want this to be hard on you, so we can this over with very quickly."
"What if we made this take as long as possible so we can stay married just a little longer? I mean really what is the rush?" I asked.
"That sounds wonderful to me," he said kissing the top of my head.
"Now I'm going to say something that most soon to be ex wives doesn't usually say but… I want to keep the ring unless you have any major objections. There is very little I have from our time together. There are no pictures and no major events but this one and even though I can never wear it I want to be able to keep it in my grasp when I need it," I said trying not to cry. The ring meant so much to me and I couldn't handle losing that as well.
"Oh darling of course I would never dream of taking that back. It is yours until the end of time."
I balled up tighter in his arms and turned into his chest. This was never going to be right and things were not supposed to be like this. I just needed Jasper but I was too stupid or scared and gave that up. Jasper tilted my face so he was looking right at me. He looked as though he was debating something. Then he swiftly kissed me. The instant our lips met I became unable to get enough of him. We had not kissed in what seemed like a life time.
Jasper gently laid me down on the bed. I clung to him tightly I didn't want to lose the contact between us. I ripped off Jaspers shirt and was met with his perfectly sculpted body. Jasper finally moved from my lips and began kissing my neck and jaw line. I quickly pulled my shirt over my head and then pulled his lips back to mine. The passion between us was so intense my head began to spin.
"I love you Bella and I'm not letting you go without a fight," Jasper whispered and suddenly I realized how wrong this all was. For once in my life I didn't care I wanted to be with Jasper and no one was going to stop us from this blissful time together… or so I thought.
"Bella what are you doing?" Emmet said booming from the doorway. I hadn't even heard him open the door and apparently neither had Jasper.
"Emmet get out of here," Jasper said sharply.
I grabbed my shirt off the ground and covered myself. I had never been so mortified in my entire life. Jasper got off the bed and stood in front of Emmet. "Seriously forget what you saw here and get the hell out," Jasper demanded.
"What are you doing? She is with Edward and your about to have sex with her? Dude what the F are you thinking? Edward it your brother and this is how you treat him." Emmet was stunned he was looking for words but couldn't seem to find them. During their exchange I had slipped my shirt on and tried to get my face to stop burning bright red.
"Emmet your right but get out… just get out and I will handle this!" I said my voice sounding scratchy. He glared at me but nodded and left. Jasper slammed the door behind him and looked at me stunned.
"Bella I am so sorry, this is my fault. I never should have done that. I don't know how I lost control so quickly," Jasper explained.
"I wanted this and I am as much to blame as you are." I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his bare chest and inhaled deeply. "Promise me that things will fix themselves and we will be together without it being so wrong.
"I promise that I will love you forever and that even if I had to take on the world to be with you I would. I meant what I said I am going to fight for you," Jasper said tightening his gip.
"Never let me got."
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