"I need to go and talk with Emmet," I said breaking free from Jaspers arms.

"I can explain it to him, you don't need to," Jasper said standing up.

"I want too, I have not talked with Emmet in so long and now I need to explain everything to him, before anything can be done," I explained. Jasper nodded and opened his door for me. I walked out and stopped myself from looking back at him.

I walked over to Emmet's room and knocked lightly before letting myself in. He was standing there arms folded across his chest just waiting for me. He had obviously been listening and expecting me.

"Hey there big brother," I tried to tease. The stone mask stayed plastered across his face. "Emmet don't pull the I'm tuff as stone act, I can't talk to you when you do that," I pleaded.

"And what makes you think I want to hear what you have to say, I think I saw everything I ever needed to see from you," he said very judgmentally.

"Hey that is not fair," I said raising my voice.

"No what you're doing to Edward is not fair. I understand you have feelings for Jasper but you chose to be with Edward. YOU CHOSE no one else. You can't just use both of them whenever you feel like it. I'm not sure who you want to be with or if you even love either of them because if you did then why hurt them both so much?" Emmet said throwing daggers at my heart with every word because so many of them were true. I was hurting everyone.

I began to cry when I realized just how stupid the choices I made were. I sat on the floor and put my face into my hands and just cried. After a moment a felt a gentle hand on my shoulder.

"Don't cry Bella, I didn't mean to be so harsh, I just love my family very much. Amd you are a part of that family as well. I just want all the pain to stop," Emmet explained.

"You are just so right; I am hurting everyone, even you. All the stupid things I'm doing are causing pain for everyone! I just don't know how to fix things anymore," I said blubbering.

Emmet sat on the floor now; he looked at me with sad eyes. "What or should I say who do you really want?" Emmet asked.

I took a deep breath before answering, "Jasper," I whispered. I was finally going to be honest with someone no more denying how I felt.

"Then why did you go back to Edward?" he asked.

I spent the next hour explaining everything to Emmet, every feeling I had and every thought that went through my head. I told him when I realized I loved Jasper more and the second I thought the family was more important. He didn't really say much he would ask the occasional question but otherwise he just nodded. His facial expression stayed very even not expressing how he felt about what I was saying. When I had finished rather than respond Emmet just continued to stare at me.

"Well?" I asked.

"That's a lot of information, just let me think all of it through before I give you my professional opinion," he commented deep in thought now. I waited about a minute or so before he was ready with a response.

"I would say… you are screwed," he said flatly.

"Thanks Dr. Emmet I knew that," I said rolling my eyes. "Now do you have any real advice for me?" I asked hopeful.

"The only thing I can tell you is to be honest with Edward and get out of here with Jasper. No one deserves to be unhappy especially you. Just tell Edward everything you told me and he will understand… well skip some things like what happened today but just let him know that you made a mistake and then leave, leave right away with Jasper. Get as far away from here as you can and things will work themselves out. Don't say goodbye just run as fast as you can with Jasper until you are safe with him," Emmet said releasing a long sigh after he had finished.

I felt tears in my eyes again because I could see that it was hard for Emmet to tell me to leave, he loved me like the little sister he always joked I was. But I knew he was right and with this new sense of strength I felt I went and packed all my things and began preparing what I was going to tell Edward.

He walked in the door not too long after I was packed. I suddenly became very scarred and thought immediately of chickening out. Emmet's words ran though my head again and I knew I had to do this.

"How did it go with Jasper?" Edward asked looking at ease. He plopped down next to me and kissed my cheek.

"It went differently then I had expected," I said not wanting to lie to Edward but also taking Emmet's advice to not tell Edward the details of my afternoon events.

"Sounds interesting, care to share?" he teased.

"I actually want to talk to you about something important," I said trying to keep my tone light. It seemed to work because Edward didn't seemed worried at all which was quite unusual for him.

"Of course, what did you want to discuss?" he asked.

It was hard to find a starting point but I decided this needed to be short and to the point. "I love you Edward Cullen," I started.

He laughed which surprised me, he clearly was missing what I was about to say which made me even more nervous for how he might react.

"Isabel Swan I also love you," he responded.

"I also love this house and everyone in it," I continued.

"I think I can speak for everyone by saying they feel the same way," he said still cheerful, it made me very curious about what was running through his mind.

Edward POV

Bella wanted to talk it made me very excited thinking about what it could be. She had finally freed herself from Jasper completely and now wanted to talk with me about something.

"Of course what did you want to discuss?" I asked her although I had an idea about what is concerned. The idea that Bella, my Bella would be telling me that she wanted to marry me now that she was freed from Jasper was almost to hard to control. I wanted to get down on one knee and propose right away, but I wanted to be certain that I was correct in my thinking since her thoughts were silent to me.

Once I knew for certain her intensions I would grab the ring hidden in my book case and place it where it belonged, on Bella's delicate left finger to be worn there for eternity.

"I love you Edward Cullen," she said in a lower tone then she had began. I couldn't help small laugh that escaped my lips.

"Isabel Swan I also love you," I responded covering up my slip.

"I also love this house and everyone in it," she continued.

Sounds to me like she wants to become a permanent member of the family, although I know everyone already sees her that way. I could feel her becoming more nervous which made me think she was getting to the important part of her little speech; I tried to calm her down with reassurance.

"I think I can speak for everyone by saying they feel the same way," I said placing a light hand on her leg that she didn't seem to notice.

"Edward I can't be with you anymore, I need to leave this house and this family with Jasper to be happy. I never wanted to hurt you but I have and for that I am truly sorry, but this is what I want and what will make me happy. I don't have a big long story to tell you just that I love you but I love Jasper more and I am going to be with him," she rattled off as quickly as she could talk. Never in my entire vampire life had I ever been caught so off guard, it was one of the rare times I had been stunned into silence, then I started feeling the rage build inside me.

Bella's POV

I had said what I needed to say and I could slowly see Edward going through different emotions. Shock first then understanding of what I was saying followed by the building of anger. I stood up slowly and waited for a response, but was surprised when Edward didn't immediately have one for me.

I nodded to myself after waiting long enough it was clear Edward had nothing to say, he just continued to stare at me slowly becoming angrier. I picked up the small bag I had left by the door and walked out of the room and as soon as I was out of sight dashed into Jasper's room. He was standing there looking at me also seemingly stunned.

"I know I didn't warn you I was planning this but there was no time, please just take me away," I said scarred I would be rejected and left with on one. Jasper quickly grabbed the bag out of my hand and yanked me down the long stare case. I kept stumbling so eventually he just picked me up and vampire ran to the garage. He threw my bag into the back seat of one of the Cullen's many cars and then stopped to look at me.

"Thank you," he whispered and then kissed me. The passion between us left a tingling feel on my lips when he pulled away grabbing a few supplies out of the cabinets in the garage. I looked over at the shiny silver Volvo parked only steps away and it did leave me feeling sad about what I had done to Edward, and to this family but nothing had very felt so right before in my entire life.

Emmet was right to tell me to run and get away because if I had stayed in the house to try and say good bye who knows what might have happened. It was finally time to just begin my never ending life with Jasper beside me. I climbed into the passenger's seat and Jasper pulled out of the Cullen garage going much too fast, but I made no complaints.

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