Edward's POV

I could not believe my eyes. Bella, with blue eyes and BLOND! She had a beautiful voice. She said she was Mary Swan, a singer who had disappeared. Why didn't she tell me? Did she not trust me? I don't care who or what she was, she was still my Bella, and I would always love her. Why didn't she tell me? That thought still kept running through my head. I loved her, I trusted her. Did she trust me?

When the concert was over, Bella walked towards us. She seemed nervous, her heart beating like crazy. Emmet was exited, as to be expected. Bella faced me and tried to explain. She couldn't. When I asked her why she did not tell me, she froze up. Then she ran.

"Edward she feels guilty." Jasper said through his thoughts. I followed her to make sure she was alright. She ran all the way to her house and cried herself to sleep. I stayed in her room watching her sleep. She was restless, as always. Her long, blond hair was sprayed across her back. She looked like Sleeping Beauty, and she was. To me. Then a memory hit me. I remember telling Bella that I did not like blondes. No wonder she didn't tell me. She was afraid of losing me… But why did she always think that way? She could never lose me, I loved her more than anything in the world. She was my life, my everything. To me, she would always be beautiful. She would always be my Bella. No matter what.

As the sun started to rise, I waited for Bella to awake. I needed to talk to her, to tell her that I still loved her. That I would always want her. I stared at her sleeping form. God, she was lovely. I imagine how she would look like in a lacy lingerie set. I could see her curves in my mind. Her beautiful body in a blue lingerie. I wanted her, more than anything. I really did… Suddenly, I heard Bella groin, pulling from my thoughts. Thank God!

"Bella?"

Bella's POV

"Bella?" I jumped startled. My eyes searched my room until I saw him. He as sitting in the old rocking chair. He was probably here to scold me and to break up with me. Suddenly, he was at my side, wiping a traitor tear from my face. The unexpected happened. He kissed me, the kiss had more force and passion than he would allow. "Bella, I don't why you didn't tell me, but I suspect it was because I once told you I did not like blondes. Now, am I correct?" I nodded, waiting for him to end us, for him to leave me….

"Bella, I love you, and I always will. To me, your just as lovely as ever and nothing could ever change that. I just wish you had more trust in me, and I admit that it hurt me a little. But I still feel the same way about you, and I'm not mad at you. Do you understand that?" I nodded. "Edward, I'm so sorry I didn't tell you. I was just so scared of losing you! I love you so much and I thought that If I told you, you would be mad at be and not love me anymore." He was gonna speak, but I cut him off. "Edward, I understand now that you truly love me and that I can trust you completely. I'm sorry for doubting you" After I was done talking, I kissed him like I've never kissed him before. Edward deepened the kiss. The kiss was slow, but filled with passion. Edward's hands were gripping my waist, holding me to him. Then they traveled up inside my shirt. My hands went to the end of his shirt, and I took it off. Then I took my shirt off. Edward pulled back, staring at me. He then, quickly, starter kissing my neck, slowly traveling down. Passing my chest, my breasts, my stomach. He stopped there. His hands traveled to the waistband of my pants. Suddenly, he wasn't there anymore. I searched the room for him, he was at the far end of the room.

"Bella, I'm sorry, but I can't."

"But Edward, I want you, I love you."

"Bella, I want you too, but I could hurt you. I could lose my self-control and-"

"No. Edward, I trust you. Please, Let's try Edward, please?"

"I'm sorry, Bella. I can't risk losing you." I sighed. I knew Edward was just being overprotective. Again! But I really wanted this, I wanted him. I just have to find a way to convince somehow…