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A/N: chapter 5 (: now I don't know how long this is going to be but I might make a sequel. I don't know yet. Ill think about it

Chapter five: If I fall

Clare's P.O.V.

"What's wrong?" asked mark

"Hide!" I yelled

"Wait why?" He was so confused

"Eli Is here!" now sounding nervous

"But babe! This would be a good time to tell him about us."

"NO mark, you don't get it!" "T-that would kill him inside." I was now upset and feeling guilty

"Good who the fuck cares for that emo boy anyways?"

"I DO!" As I said that Mark looked up at me and I could see the hurt in his eyes

"I-I'm sorry. I didn't mea-"and then he cut me off

"Nope it's fine what ever Clare, go ahead be with him!" Mark was now raising his voice but it cracked a little.

I went towards him a touched his arm but he jerked it away and just left my room heading to the bathroom. Oh man I feel like a complete bitch, how could I let something like that happen, I need to fix this but I just need a little more time. My thoughts were interrupted by the door bell now ringing. I rushed down the stairs and opened the door and I was face to face with Eli.

"E-Eli, what do you want?"

To talk Clare! You never answer my texts or phone calls. Why?" Eli seemed so serious

"B-Because I've been busy." I didn't know what else to say I was kind of panicking

"Busy with what Clare? Avoiding me!" Eli's face was so red at this point I thought he was going to pop.

"N-no I-" and right before I finished what I was going to say Mark walked out of the bathroom , he put his arms around my waist and kissed my check , and from there he went out the front door. Eli was in complete shock and I was afraid what he was going to do next

"Ha! Busy right? With him! Thanks Clare thanks a lot!" Eli was now crying he went to go turn away but I tried to grab his arm, but he pulled it away he lowered his glance and with a soft tone he said the three words I dreaded to hear "I hate you." He walked away but this time I didn't try and stopped him. I closed the door and slid down it putting my knees up to my chest crying violently. "What have I done?" speaking softly

Eli's P.O.V.

How could she? That was the question that kept popping in my head. I mean out of all people Fitz! I was so hurt and just wanted to disappear after I seen him leave her house. I love her and this is what she does to me cheats on me with some body I hate. I thought she was different apparently not! I was so pissed off at this point I didn't know what to do at this point but I was at the decision to just drive my car off a cliff. But then my phone began to buzz. I thought it was Clare so I didn't answer but then there was a voice mail from Adam.

"Dude where are you! Clare called me and she was crying so hard all she said was you drove off full speed and she's worried you're going to do something please call me back or at least come over so we can talk. I'm really confused and scared right now" After saying the last sentence his voice cracked and then the message ended.

Hmm I guess Morty and I are taking a little trip to Adams.

A/N: Eli had to find out some way right? Well there it is chapter 5 REVIEW!