I have decided I'm going to write a second "book" or story for Finn and Kurt. This story will have at least 10 chapters or even more. I hope you guys can keep up or be patient enough to read all the chapters. :D
(Glee Club Practice)
I'm still nervous! Not because of the French report and the Glee Club performance. Although I was kinda nervous for that too. But what I was mainly nervous about was last night when I said "I love you" to Finn, the love of my life. I knew it was too soon to say it to him. Maybe it just slipped out or I just stuttered or something. I don't know. Why the heck did I just say that to Finn Hudson!
Mr Schuester: Alright! Since you guys don't have any choice. Santana and Mercedes? You're up first.
Santana: *rolling her eyes and being sarcastic* Great...
Mercedes: *taps her* Come on! Let's just get this over with.
Team by team, they perform their songs. I can't believe they were able to pull it off! First, Rachel comes up with an unexpected Eminem song, and then Tina and Mike jamming to When I Grow Up. I just can't handle the pressure!
Kurt: *quickly raises his hand* Mr Schuester! I can't do this! *stands up*
Mr Schuester: Kurt! Calm down. You can do this. I know you rehearsed it with Finn. *looks at Finn* Right?
Finn: *nods as if he were telling th truth*
Kurt: Mr Schuester, we didn't rehearse anything last night! I was only in his house for 10 minutes and then I did my French report for the rest of the night.
Finn: *stands up too* Uh, Kurt! Sit down and stop lying. *calms Kurt down*
Kurt: *gets irritated* What! Lying! You're the one who's lying Finn!
Finn: Kurt. *rests his hand on his shoulder and tries to sit him down* Finn: *whispers to him* I'm trying to do us a favor. Come on, we can do this.
Kurt: I said no! *pushes him*
Mr Schuester: Woah! Stop that now. There's no room for violence.
Kurt: *continues arguing with Finn* You don't know what it's like to be pressured! To be pushed around and insulted by Karofsky! To be able to convince your dad that everything is fine and being gay is ok! And most of all, to share your true feelings to the love of your life!
Finn: Uh...is that why you said "I love you" to me last night?
Rachel, Puck, Quinn, Santana: *screams* WHAT!
Tina: Oh my gosh, he didn't!
Mercedes: I guess he did!
Puck: What the hell, Hummel?
Santana: This is one hot mess!
Rachel: Kurt, you fashion-possessed hypocrite!
Kurt:*turns red and looks red* DON'T YOU DARE CALL ME A HYPOCRITE RACHEL! I TRIED TO HELP YOU!
Rachel: *screams* YOU HELPED ME TURN INTO A GREASE MONSTER!
Kurt: *interrupts Rachel* AND YOU STILL ARE! WHY? DID YOU THINK MERCEDES AND TINA WOULD GIVE YOU A "MAKEOVER" JUST BECAUSE THEY FEEL CONCERNED FOR YOU? NO! THEY MESSED YOU UP JUST LIKE I MESSED YOU UP BEFORE!
Rachel: WHAT! *looks at Mercedes and Tina* YOU GAVE ME A MAKEOVER JUST TO MESS WITH ME!
Mr Schuester: Guys! Stop that!
Mercedes: Look Rachel! You're always trying to steal the spotlight! I am just as good and talented as you! Hell I am WAY, WAY better than you! But how the hell do you always get the solos! The applause! And the damn spotlight?
Rachel: SO YOU RUINED MY FACE AND MY HAIR JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE JEALOUS OF MY TALENT!
Mercedes: JEALOUS! *stands up to her and they are both now facing each other* I don't have to be jealous of you. I'm not jealous of your skinny body. I'm not jealous of your awards you received. I love the way I look because I was born this way. In fact, maybe you're the one who's jealous of me!
Rachel: Fine! I'm not gonna say anything else! But why would you do that to me!
Tina: Because! You're just acting like a b-b-bitch!
I can see that there was frustration in everybody. In Finn's, in Rachel's, in Quinn's, in Tina's, in Mercedes. Don't even let me get started with Mr Schuester. It was his job to calm us all down. It was his job to make sure we leave this room everyday with a smile. Pretty much, we can't do any show without him because if we don't have Mr Schuester, then this would exactly happen: arguing with each other and stuff.
Mr Schuester: *bursts out in anger* STOP! EVERYBODY SIT DOWN! I HAVE HAD ENOUGH WITH ALL OF YOU! MERCEDES! TINA!
*Both of them stand up*
Mr Schuester: WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO RACHEL!
Mercedes: Mr Schue, we just wanted her to feel what it was like for us. To be embarrassed and humiliated and not getting what you want.
Rachel:*quickly stands up and defends herself* That is atrocious!
Mr Schuester:*turns to Rachel* SIT DOWN!
Rachel:*quickly sits down and shuts up*
Mr Schuester:*turns to Mercedes* Well then do you think you got what you guys wanted?
Mercedes & Tina: *look at each other* No...
Mr Schuester: I guess you were both concerned with humiliating Rachel that you only humiliated yourself. Please don't sabotage your fellow Glee club members. You're all supposed to be a team, remember? Now go talk with Rachel outside and come back until you've settled this.
*Mercedes, Tina and Rachel leave the room*
Mr Schuester: Now! Kurt, do you want to talk this over with Ms. Pillsbury?
Kurt: I don't wanna talk with Ms. Pillsbury! I just want to die!
Santana: *chuckles* Wow! I can't wait to see that Brittany:*laughs along*
Mr Schuester: STOP! *turns to Kurt* Don't say that Kurt. You're a lot to lose. Artie: Yeah Kurt. You're as fashionable as Gucci or someone like that.
Finn: *pats his shoulder* Can't we talk about this?
I didn't even know that there were endless tears flowing down my eyes. I never cried like this since my mom died. But everybody was calming me down. I couldn't let everybody down. They all need me, they can't live without me, especially my dad. I mean who's going to teach him which food is organic and which one is not? He's going to be devastated if he loses me, just as devastated as I'm going to be when I lose him. I really wanted to kill myself, but what's really the point of committng suicide? As much as I hate to do it, I knew I had to surrender.
Kurt: Uhm...I'd rather not. I think I don't want to talk to you for a while.
Finn: Oh..Ok then.*looks upset*
Kurt: Look you guys. I'm sorry had a meltdown. I just couldn't take the pressure off of me. I promise! I won't do it again! *crosses*
Mr Schuester: Alright! Let's give a big round of applause for Kurt.
*Everybody claps, suddenly, Rachel goes inside*
Rachel: What's that I'm hearing? Are you guys applauding?
Mr Schuester: I believe Kurt hear has finally forgiven himself and we are just praising him for it.
Kurt:*looks at Rachel and smiles*
Rachel: Oh! Ok then!
Mr Schuester: And speaking of, are you done settling yours?
Mercedes & Tina: *go inside*
Rachel: I think the term "end" is more like it Mr Schue.
Mercedes: *smiles* Yeah, we all talked about it. And we are all sorry.
Tina: Ye-ye-yup!
Mr Schuester: That's great! I'm glad you have all settled your differences. I believe you all guys learned the lesson of this week's episode.
Santana: That Mercedes and Tina can be a bitch and Kurt hates nobody but himself?
This time, everybody laughs, including me. I was supposed to get mad and try to rip off her hair but then it made me feel the opposite way. It kinda cheered me up. Well I didn't have any issue with Santana at all. Even though she can be bitchy at me, I just think it's normal. Like that one time she considered my sexuality "the big elephant" in the room. I didn't have time to be mad at her. I was concerned with something else.
Mr Schuester: So, do you guys still want to perform?
Kurt:*looks at Finn*
Finn: Do you still want to do it?
Kurt: I really don't want to.
Mr Schuester: Do you guys all agree?
*Everybody approves and nods except Rachel*
Rachel: Wait, so he just haves a meltdown and now he's excused from the assignment!
Quinn:*looks at Rachel in a "Not again!" way*
Mr Schuester:*sighs*
Rachel: Fine! Let's just give Kurt a rest then! *stands up and leaves*
Mr Schuester: Alright you guys, dismissed.
It was time for French class. Dun! Dun! Dun! This was it. The main reason why there was a controversy at Glee Club. Do you know what's weird? Is that if I hadn't join the French Renaissance Connection too, there wouldn't be any stupid French reports or French history. But I do like the French breads and free berets they offer. One day, I'd like to have my own entourage someday, and they'd bring me bagels whenever I ask them to. (Does it ring a bell? If you've read the Glee official books then you'd be familiar with this sentence)
Ms. Holiday: Great job Kurt! Now you see? This is why the Frenchies rock! Now Kurt, Mr. Linnet would've love what you did earlier but since I'm just here filling up for him for the rest of the week. *sigh* Well there's nothing we can do. *shrugs* Alright dudes! Tomorrow we will discuss why Paris Hilton is a disgrace to the French race and that she shouldn't use its capital as her first name.
Kurt:*packs his things and acts very upset*
Ms. Holiday: Kurt! Is something wrong?
Kurt: It's nothing Ms. Holiday. Ms. Holiday: Doesn't seem like it biscuit! Kurt: It's just that I'm having some issues.
Ms. Holiday: Oh! *nodding* So you're having problems with dating huh?
Kurt: Uh..not exactly!
Ms. Holiday: Well then, whatever it is, I'm sure you'll figure it out.
Kurt: Thanks Ms. Holiday!
Ms. Holiday: No problem dude! *leaves*
(Song performance by Kurt and Finn. The one they weren't able to perform. Kurt in the French room while Finn in the hallway)
Goodbye by Miley Cyrus
Finn: "I could honestly say, you've been on my mind since I woke up today."
Kurt: "I look at your photograph all the time. These memories come back to life."
Both: "And I don't mind."
Finn: *singing to Rachel's picture* "I remember when we kissed, I still feel it on my lips."
Kurt: *remembering Kurt teaching Finn how to dance* "The time that you danced with me, with no music playing!"
Finn: "I remember those simple things."
Kurt: "I remember till I cry"
Finn: "But the memory I wish I'd forget!" *remembers Kurt*
Kurt: "The memory I wanna forget!" *remembers Finn*
Both: "is goodbye."
CHAPTER 6 SOON!