A/N—This chapter is more of an M than a T rating for events that happen between our two favorite guys. No offense meant. And the song that is referenced in here, "Slow Dancing" by Johnny Rivers—perfect song for Blaine and Kurt. Take a listen if you can.
"Are you sure?"
"More sure than I've ever been about anything. Except us."
"We'll take it slow, ok? Because I think when it comes to this, we are both baby penguins."
Kurt smiled at Blaine, and could feel his heart begin pounding harder as Blaine put his hand on the side of his face, and began to kiss him.
"I don't know anything about this…so…"
"Neither do I, my beautiful Kurt. All I do know is that I want to be with you completely, and that we have all the time in the world."
"Are you scared?" Kurt sounded so sweet that it warmed Blaine's heart.
"I am. I'm afraid of not being everything you want and deserve."
"Where do we start?"
"Come here…just like this."
Blaine pulled some of the pillows out, and Kurt moved onto his stomach. He didn't like that he couldn't see Blaine, but he could feel his hands rubbing his shoulders, and his soft kisses against his neck. Blaine ran his fingertips down the length of Kurt's long legs, working his way back up with kisses. Kurt's body began to tremble under his touch.
"Kurt, I'm going to touch you, ok…go up on your knees just a little bit."
Kurt readjusted himself so that he was slightly up on his knees in front of Blaine. Blaine reached underneath Kurt, and took him in his hand, loving how it felt to be holding him like this. Kurt leaned back into Blaine as his hand moved faster.
"How does that feel, baby?"
Kurt could barely speak. And if he could, there were no words for what he was thinking. He didn't want ever want this to end.
"You ok? Do you want me to stop?"
"No. Please don't…stop. Please. I love you."
"I love you too, Kurt." Blaine thought about his next movements and didn't want to startle Kurt. "I've never done this before, so if it hurts, or you want me to stop, I will. Just keep talking to me, ok?"
Kurt nodded, and felt a twinge of nervousness as he saw Blaine reaching for one of the boxes he had purchased. He opened the tube, and put some of the lubricant in his hand. It was cold. Too cold. He rubbed his hands together for a few seconds to warm it up.
"This is going to feel weird, Kurt. I just want you to relax."
Kurt closed his eyes and felt Blaine slide one of his fingers near his opening, then slowly insert it inside. He moved lightly in and out, and hearing Kurt's moans was driving Blaine wild inside. Be gentle with him, he kept reminding himself.
"Is that ok…am I hurting you?"
"Yes. No. I mean…no, you're not hurting me."
"Ok..I'm going to do a little more now…" Blaine used two fingers now, and he could feel the tightening around them as Kurt moved into him. He could not believe they were here…doing this…
"I love you, Blaine."
"I love you too, baby. Ok, I want you to just think about you and I, and how lucky we are to have found each other, and our amazing future…"
Blaine added more of the lubricant to his hand, and began to rub it on himself, feeling himself become more aroused as he thought about what was going to happen next. How could he love one person so much?
"Remember when we first met?" Blaine ran the length of himself along the inside of Kurt's leg.
"Of course I do." Kurt was having difficulty breathing and speaking at the same time.
"And we held hands in that hallway?" He pressed himself gently against Kurt…almost there…
"I remember." Kurt's responses were down to a whisper.
"I've wanted you from that moment, Kurt. All of you. Now just breathe, baby."
Blaine pressed himself inside of Kurt, just enough to feel Kurt around him. Kurt let out a moan and Blaine put his hands on both of Kurt's hips to hold him steady. He looked down, and saw teardrops falling onto the pillow in front of Kurt.
"Kurt…sweetie...we can stop…"
"No…I don't want to stop. I can't believe we're together…like this…"
Blaine moved himself up so that he went further into Kurt, his arms wrapping around Kurt's waist as they began to move together, their moans becoming one. Blaine blinked away tears as he looked down to see he and Kurt connected like this. With one hand in the small of Kurt's back, he reached around with the other and began to touch Kurt as he had earlier. He had every part of him now, and as Kurt said his name over and over again, Blaine felt himself cry out as he released into Kurt, almost unable to balance himself any longer. Kurt collapsed onto the pillows, with Blaine on top of him, and they just lie there, trying to catch their breath. "I love you, Kurt" was all that Blaine could manage to say. To Kurt, that said it all.
They cuddled with each other in silence before Kurt finally spoke.
"I can't believe we…are good at this." Kurt shook his head at his weird choice of words.
"Well, you make it easy. Are you feeling ok?" Blaine was running his hand along the side of Kurt's face, trying to wrap his thoughts around what had just happened between them.
"I feel like I should return the favor" Kurt blushed at the boldness of his statement.
"Whenever you're ready, we can do whatever you want. I'm yours, Kurt. Forever."
Blaine turned the clock radio next to the bed on, and almost immediately he was struck by the song that was playing. He started to climb out of bed.
"Where are you going?"
"This song…is perfect." Blaine walked to Kurt's side of the bed, and put his hand out for him to take. When he had Kurt in his arms, Blaine grabbed the bed sheet and wrapped it around them. The lights were still dim, and the music played softly around them.
It's late at night and we're all alone,
Just the music on the radio,
No one's coming, no one's gonna telephone
Just me and you and the lights down low.
And we're slow dancing, swaying to the music
Slow dancing, just me and my girl,
Slow dancing, swaying to the music,
No one else in the whole wide world.
Blaine held Kurt tightly as they danced, their thoughts on nothing but each other, and the grown up steps that they had taken in their relationship tonight. As the song came to an end, Blaine softly sang the last part to his boyfriend, his heart at the bursting point-
As we dance together in the dark
So much love in this heart of mineYou whisper to me, hold me tight
You're the one I thought I'd never find.
"This may be my new favorite song", Kurt said, looking with tear filled eyes at the man who had stolen his heart at first sight.
"I love you," " Blaine said, kissing Kurt with a little more force than he thought, sending them almost toppling over, sheet and all.
"So I was wondering…would you do me the honor of going to my Prom with me?". Blaine was unwrapping the sheet from around them, so Kurt was in sort of a spin as he said it. By the time he got the whole sentence out, he was dizzy.
"Of course I will." Blaine took Kurt's hand in his to steady him, and walked back over to the bed. "Get in."
"Any regrets, Kurt…about tonight?"
"I only regret that we didn't do this days ago. We do seem to have spells of wasted time, don't we?" This statement, so true, saddened Blaine. Had he just been truthful with himself months ago, they would have been here so much sooner.
With the confusion swirling around their relationship over the last few days, Blaine wanted to make sure that he and Kurt were on the same page from this point forward.
"So, the way I see it, I, Blaine Anderson, and you, Kurt Elizabeth Hummel—that's right, I said it—are in a committed relationship, and will confide in each other first before making any assumptions or rash decisions that will affect each other and the relationship. Deal?" Blaine held out his hand for a handshake. Kurt took his hand in his, and pressed it up against his heart. "Deal."
"I'm hungry."
"I don't think anything is open right now. I could run up to…"
"Oh, no. You're not going anywhere." Kurt pulled Blaine close, and decided that he could forego food for now.
"I was going to say that I can run up to the main house and grab something for us. You can come with."
"We do need to get our strength up for the rest of the night." Kurt ran his hand down Blaine's back and kissed him just below his curls.
"What did I tell you about being a tease?"
"I'm not being a tease. I'm just giving you a preview."
"Put your clothes on." Blaine tossed Kurt his pants and shirt.
"Something I said?" Kurt chuckled.
"I don't think you should walk in and meet my parents in a state of undress, do you?"
"Imagine the stories they would tell at the club," Kurt said as he threw his hand up to his forehead in a dramatic fainting pose.
Blaine hesitated a moment. "Besides, I want things to go smoothly when I introduce them to my live-in boyfriend."
Kurt felt his pants slip from his hand.
"I'm sorry…what?"