I know I should be working on my other stories but this just popped into my head. Yet another random fic about well, whoever you want, but my intent was Seto x Serenity. Serenity's POV. Disclaimer-No, I don't own.

Darkness

I looked in the mirror. I saw not myself but a horrible monster. When we started out I already knew this was the end. Now I'm asking myself why. Why I let myself become like this? Why did I let you taint me so? Why?

I became like this without realizing it. I started to become more hard-hearted. I became more selfish. I became what I hated. Darkness. It consumed me. Without realizing it, I fed the darkness within me. I gave it freedom to run wild. I let you make me do things I would have never dreamed of doing otherwise.

I repent now, I really do. I listened to your sweet nothings and binded myself to you. I thought I was happy. That was until I saw my true reflection. That was before today. Before I saw how much I changed. Before I saw how much I've hurt them.

It's partly my own fault. My own fault that the darkness was consuming me. I didn't see, didn't realize. I shouldn't have let you get your own way.

They were right after all. I was wrong. They. Who? Yes, I wonder too. I was blinded by you, so blinded I only heard voices, and saw nothing but you. I was drawn so deeply in I didn't notice a thing. That was before today.

They tried to talk to me. I ignored them. I didn't notice; I didn't notice. I didn't notice how much they cared. I didn't know. I didn't know what happened to my own brother. They tried to tell me. They. I didn't listen to them because you told me not to. I didn't know. I just didn't care then. I do now.

They used to be my friends. Then you showed up. Unknowingly, I let you change me. Into this heartless girl who would do anything for your attention, and anything to feel powerful. I regret it. My brother was right. I was wrong. I was too naive.

He also said I was too innocent. Innocent? Looking at my reflection I gave a bitter laugh. I'm anything but innocent. I'm so dark inside. I want to change, I really do. However, I know I can't. I'm too far back, I was drawn too deeply.

You knew this would happen, didn't you? Of course you did. That was your aim all along, was it not? You change me into... into... this... this monster. I can't help but let out a small sob. You taught me that tears were for the weak. I learnt quickly, didn't I? I craved your love too much not to.

It's like I made a deal with Satan himself. A deal I can never back out from. I can't help trying to break free, even if I know it's impossible.

Do you realize I'm gone? I doubt it. You didn't even care. I should have seen it, but I couldn't. If you did know the state I was in, You'd probably be laughing in mockery. Maybe you are doing that right now.

No matter what, there's one thing I've already decided upon, and that's never to return to you. You may taunt me and tell me I need you, but I'll just have to move on. I may never be able to become what I once was, but I can stop it from worsening. I will stop it from worsening. I'll never to return to you.

I'll never be able to turn back the clock. I hope you're satisfied now. You've made me into the very thing I hate, but I will no longer let you guide me into darkness . No longer. I want to recover a bit of myself again.

You may never read this letter, but I don't care anymore. I won't let you lead me mindlessly anymore. I don't want to become any worse. I hate the darkness around me. I have to leave it. So I will never come back.

Serenity.

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