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Half awake, half alive

"Just keep running seras, just keep running" Seras thought to herself, attempting to calm her heart which was pounding in her chest. The events of last night had convinced her that she could no longer stay at Hellsing, she knew they would hunt her down and most likely kill her but she would rather welcome death then go back. The draculina had spent the entire night planning her escape, she decided to travel by day as long as her body was completely covered in clothing, she made sure to take a few blood backs and stored them away in a cool backpack. She had now been running for at least three hours and had no clue where she was.

"Why the hell did I not just take a bloody map!" she scowled at herself, she noticed that she was entering a forest and she paused to catch her breath

"vampire or not I still need to time to breathe" she huffed , she stretched her limbs and shook her legs, the forest was quite gloomy despite it the fact it was day time , the long tress and their snake like branches blocked out most of the sunlight, only allowing small beams to pass through. She unzipped her backpack and pulled out a chilled bag of O+ blood

"yuck, I wish I looked to see what bags I took" she spoke as she ripped of the tip and began to suck, the combination of plastic and blood boosted her energy and she felt ready to move on, but before she stated to sprint off she spotted a sign post, the paint was chipped and the wood had been eroded by the weather, she could just make out the words

"Welcome to Parsonage wood, Please do not litter" Seras glanced down at the pathway that was next to the sign post, she then felt her stomach jump

"Hang on...parsonage wood?" she rattled her brain to seek were the memory of the name was stored

"I...have been here before"

Flashback

"Daddy! Wait for me" The little seras called as she chased after her farther, he twirled around and opened his arms so that his little girl could jump into them

"Hey, being slow are we!" he teased as he tickled her chin making her squirm

"I found a fairy!" The farther dropped his mouth, playing along with her game

"Did you! Where is it?"He let her feet touch the ground and held her small hand as she dragged him to a small grey rock, he smiled at what she found

"Seras that is a ladybug" the little girl pouted

"No its not" he ruffled her hair

"Ok then it is" she smiled and turned to observe her finding, he knelt down beside her

"Daddy, are fairies like angels?"

"Yes I suppose they are"

"Mummy is a angle right?" he looked into her innocent eyes, perfect clones of his departed wife's

"Yes mummy is an angle"

End of flashback

Seras knelt down to the same rock which she had spotted her "fairy" years ago, two blood tears splashed onto the cold, grey stone and she swept her fingers along the surface

"Daddy" her words went on unheard in the empty forest, she sprinted off her tears created red ribbons which flowed behind her.

Back at hellsing

"Come in" the ice queen ordered after a knock outside her office door

"I have brought you your morning tea Sir" The elderly butler spoke as he placed the silver tray on the edge of her desk, the fresh sunlight reflected the light back into her cold, blue eyes and made her frown

"Bad night sleep?" he enquired seeing the irritation in his employers face, she leaned back into her leather chair

"I could not help feeling that something was not right when I woke up" Walter nodded as he poured her tea into a china cup

"Perhaps you have had a strange dream?" he suggested handing her the cup, she sipped the hot brew the warm feeling melted her dry throat

"No, something else" She spoke again placing the cup down on her wooden desk, she stood and turned to face her window

"Is there anything I can get you Sir?"

"No thank you Walter, that will be all for now" He bowed slightly before leaving her alone to deal with her wondering mind.

"what the devil could it be?" she pinched the bride on her noise and closed her eyes "something troubling you my master?" her eyes flicked open at the sound of her servants distantant voice

"Speaking of the devil" she mused

"Keep your head out of mine" she snapped back, Alucard's deep chuckle filled her head "I was only asking out of concern, master"

"You should be asleep!" she growled sitting back down at her desk, and began flicking through her large amounts of paper work "very well master" he sent back and she felt his presence leave her mind

"Now then..." her words were interrupted by an urgent knock at her door

"Come in!" she growled from being interrupted from her work

"Sir Integra! Miss Victoria is missing!" Walter spoke and waited from her response, she shot up from her desk and called to her servant

"Alucard! Wake up!" She yelled as she stormed down to the chambers followed by Walter who explained what he found

"I was about to put her blood on the table when I saw she had left her uniform on her bed and all of her belongings gone, there was also this note" The iron maiden snatched the scrap paper away from his hand and read it out loud

"I made this choice by my own free will, this is what you told me master so now I choose to leave by my free will, please forgive me, seras" She scrunched up the paper in her hand and burst through the door to seras room, her butler was correct, her uniform was laid out neatly on her bed, and everything she brought to hellsing was gone. She felt Alucard phase through the room with a look of annoyance on his face

"I don't care If you are tried, what is the meaning of this!" It took him three seconds to discover what was wrong, his fledgling had runaway and having a very violent temper he threw the table across the room and it smashed against the opposite wall.

"Having a temper tantrum will not help the situation Alucard!" his master hissed, but it had very little effect on him, he was infuriated with his fledgling and his eyes gave away his anger

"So she has ran away from me then?" he chucked darkly his words made Integra raise her eye brows

"So you had something to do with this?" The ancient vampire lowered his head, so that his eyes clashed with his masters

"I had everything to do with it" he spoke his words made her grit her teeth

"Alucard what did you do!" she ordered, he took a step closer to his master with his chessire cat grin spread across his face

"The police girl has developed feelings for me" Integra felt her eyes widen

"...she loves you?" He grinned

"So she said" She nodded

"And I presume she told you last night?"

"She refused to tell me and I forced through her mind" He answered, his words almost sounded regretful

"And what did you tell her?" her question hung around the room, his answer was very important to the whole Hellsing origination

"I told her that I could never return her feelings, but perhaps I was a little too harsh" his grin faded into a frown, he was the reason she had left and it made him grow angry again

"Alucard, you have lived for a very, very long time and yet you still know nothing about women, your actions have caused one of our best members to run way, I am not happy" Walter rubbed the back of his neck

"Poor Miss Victoria, I hope she is not too heartbroken" Alucard growled lightly at his words but was stopped by Integra cold gaze

"Alucard, I want you to go and find her, bring her back and tell her the truth" Alucard raised his eye brow

"Truth, master?" She held out the scrap paper, he took it and his grin widened at the words which were scribbled in navy blue ink and he laughed

"Yes, master"

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