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Chapter 5

"Do you get it now?!" sighs Edward impatiently.

I stare at the paper a minute thinking and then it all clicks! "I get it!" I exclaim happily.

"Oh thank goodness." says Edward in relief.

"Phew, I'm beat. I'm going to bed." I say sleepily.

"Ok, goodnight Bella." says Edward in his musical like voice.

I hope that I pass my test tomorrow I think to myself as I head up to my room to take a shower. I want to prove to Edward that he did actually teach me something and that time wasn't time wasted. When I get out of the shower I decide that I'm going to keep a journal diary type thing. Maybe I can look back on it in the future and see that maybe this isn't so bad or something. I write about everything that's happened so far, being humiliated by Edward, having to move in with his family, but writing about his family makes me realize that I actually kind of like it here. Most everyone is really nice and I for some weird reason, really like Edward. I stuff it under my pillow and go to sleep thinking about how much of an idiot I am for falling for Edward when he so obviously doesn't even like me.

The next morning I'm woken up by a very hyper Alice, "Bella wake up, wake up, wake up, you should have a big breakfast before your test!"

"Ugh, okay Alice, I'm awake, I'm awake." I say groggily.

I got up and went downstairs and ate some of Esme's amazing breakfast. And went off to school. At lunch I sat with Alice, Angela, Jessica, Lauren and the guys. Although Jessica and Lauren never did seem that happy to be sitting with us, but they did anyway. The day went by in a blur and I think that I did pretty good on the test! I head back to the Cullens house and get there to find Esme had made a very delicious looking late lunch.

"Hello Bella, how do you think you did on your test?" Esme asks politely.

"Actually, I think I did pretty good. Can I help you in anyway?" I ask feeling awkward just standing there watching her cook.

"Sure I'd love you help." says Esme happily handing me a knife and some vegetables to chop. Jasper and Emmett come in to see whats up.

"Hey Bella" They both say at the same time.

"Hi Emmett, Jasper." I say pleased to see them. They're like big brothers I never had. It was an interesting experience being with them, certainly never a dull one.

"So did you fail your test?" Emmett asks smirking looking mischievous.

I glare at him and smile despite myself. "No, actually I think I did quite good." As I say this I wasn't paying attention to what I was doing and accidentally cut my finger. I lift it up to look and see a drop of blood ooze out.

Then it all happened to so fast, Jasper eyes turned dark and he growled at me and jumped at me so fast that I didn't notice when Emmett got in front of me to try and stop him. When their bodies hit it sounded like thunder, I thought for sure they would have been seriously injured. Extremely injured... During all this commotion I didn't notice Edward had come down to help drag, a snarling Jasper who was trying to get at me, outside. I looked up at Esme who I could see wasn't breathing looking at me with a look of many emotions, most of which was shock. It was that moment, that I knew, without a doubt in my mind, that they were all vampires. It all fit. But I also knew without a doubt that they wouldn't hurt me. I mean, they could have, they have had plenty of chances. And Carlisle is a doctor. All of this probably went down in a matter of 5 seconds or something. I didn't notice that Carlisle had come in.

"Here Bella, let me look at your finger." Carlisle suggested looking at me with careful eyes, not wanting to scare me.

"Oh-okay." I said still shocked from what had just happened and not wanting Carlisle to think that I was scared of him, I didn't want any of them to think that. I don't care that they're vampires, I think that's incredibly interesting though.

As he bandages up my finger I ask him not being able to stand the silence anymore, "So....your all vampires?"

He looks into my eyes trying to figure out what I'm thinking, most likely just figuring out how to answer the question and not scare me. "Yes, but Bella it's extremely important that you don't tell anyone this. No one." he says in a firm voice.

I look at him with wide eyes wondering why he thinks that he even has to tell me this, of course I wouldn't tell anyone. I also highly doubt that anyone would even believe me. "Carlisle, I would never do that. You guys are kinda like family."

Then Rosalie walks in. "What the fuck?! Bella why don't you just leave?! Our whole family is going to have to move now and it's all your fault!! Carlisle! Why'd you let her and her dad move in in the first place?! I knew something like this would have happened! Bella, why don't you get your stupid human little ass out of here and never come back." Rosalie screams at me.

"Rose that's enough." Carlisle says in a furious voice. "You don't talk to her like that. Rose why don't you go and cool off for a while and you can apologize to Bella later for you behavior."

Rosalie glares at the both of us and leaves. I start crying. I didn't mean to mess up their whole family or to jeopardize their secrecy.

"Shh shh, it's okay Bella don't be upset that's just Rose, she has to have everything her way or she gets pissed." Carlisle says comfortingly.

EPOV

The study session with Bella was...interesting to say in the least. I got to see how her mind learns. She's so cute when she's frustrated and doesn't get something. Wait know, I decided we will keep our relationship purely a friendship. Being rude wasn't really working for me.

I was laying upstairs when I suddenly smelled blood. Then I heard Jasper's growl and the sound of two vampires running into each other. This meant one thing, Bella cut herself and Jasper couldn't control himself. I rush downstairs to help Emmett take Jasper outside. Once we got Jasper calmed down again he feels awful about what happened.

"It's all my fault..I could have killed her..." mumbles Jasper guiltily.

"It's okay man, the important thing is you didn't." I say trying to make him feel better.

I see Bella head out, I hear Carlisle telling me that she's going to go spend the night with Jacob. I hate that kid. Reading his mind makes me sick. All of his love for Bella and everything she does makes me sick. I shouldn't care but I do. She shouldn't end up with Jacob. She deserves someone better. Someone who isn't him.

Alice gets back from her shopping trip in Seattle early and heads strait to Jasper who had holed himself up in his room. I wander through the house and find myself in Bella's room. I look around and feel bad for her, of the predicament that got her here. I lay down on her bed and feel something hard under her pillow. I reach under to see what it is. To my surprise, it's a journal. Reading it would be wrong and an invasion of privacy. I open it anyway. It starts off with me humiliating her at the cafeteria. I had no idea that that had hurt her that much. I feel awful. I want to put it down, but I can't. I read about the situation that got her here and how she feels about my family. I think that that's incredibly sweet, Esme will be pleased to know that Bella thinks of her as a mother figure. Then I see my name. It says how she perceives me, which I find utterly ridiculous. And her unexplained feelings for me. How she doesn't want to be falling for me but she thinks she is. Everything that Jessica told her. I can't believe how miserable poor Bella is. In a way it's all my fault. If I had never embarrassed her like that in the cafeteria she wouldn't be so upset about having to live here.

I go downstairs and do something that I haven't done in the longest time, I sit down to play the piano. I start playing and just lose myself in the music. It starts off a simple melody and turns sorrowful and angry. Then it morphs into something of slight violence, the music taking hold of me. The song slows back down into something of a catchy humorous tune, then to one of a quick paced tune. I realized that I'm playing Bella's experiences. I keep playing I don't know how long I was playing for I just didn't want to stop.

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