Hate, Sex, and Love Chapter 4
A/N: Loving the reviews for the last chapter! I hope you enjoy this one and please if you have any ideas for the story please let me know:)
Bonnie ran faster through the woods, trying to get as far away from the Salvatore mansion as possible. Her heart thudded in her chest as the sounds of tree branches snapping and her own breath echoing in her ears. "I have to call someone, anyone." Bonnie could feel her powers leaving her, meaning it was only a matter of time before a very pissed off vampire came looking for her. Hot tears ran down her face as she ran further, not once glancing back at the hellhole she was kept in the last few days.
Her eyes widened as she came to a clearing in the forest and she was staring at the Mystic Falls Grill. "Oh thank god." she breathed as she hurried across the street, cautiously glancing behind her making sure she wasn't be followed. The doors to the grill flew open and Bonnie entered, looking around for any signs of her friends. She spotted Matt standing there behind the counter and her heart particularly jumped for joy. She thought she would never be so happy to see him.
"Matt!"
Matt looked up and his eyes widened in shock at Bonnie's appearance. Her white gown was ripped and blood mixed with dirt caked her body. She looked absolutely awful. "Bonnie! Hey what happened to you?"
Bonnie looked down and realized that she wasn't in the best of shape. She smiled a fake smile. "Oh I was just in the woods and my dress got dirty."
Matt raised his eyebrows. "Why were you in the woods? And what's with the blood?"
"I um…" Bonnie averted her eyes from Matt, looking down. "I just want to go home."
Matt nodded, not pushing the subject any further. "Ok Bonnie. I'll see if I can get off work and take you."
Bonnie nodded. "Thanks Matt."
He smiled. "No problem." He walked away, leaving Bonnie alone.
Bonnie sighed as she sat down into a booth, feeling tears at the end of her eyes but she held them back. The last thing she needed to do was cry and have Matt ask more questions.
Matt came back a few minutes later, smiling as he pulled Bonnie to her feet. "Are you ready to go?"
Bonnie nodded, dying to get home and change out of these rags she was wearing. Quickly, they walked towards the door when Matt stopped her suddenly. "Oh Bonnie you left your phone at the party. I almost forgot about it." He dug into his pocket just as the phone vibrated. "Hm seems like you got a new message."
Bonnie smiled as she took it, thankful that she had her phone back. She feared that she left it back at the boarding house. She quickly skimmed through the messages from Elena and Caroline. Her heart nearly stopped when she came upon a new message from an unknown number. Her hands shook wildly, contemplating whether to see what the message said. She had a pretty good idea who it was from. Luckily Matt stopped her. "Hey Bonnie I think we better get going. People are starting to stare."
Bonnie looked around and indeed people were looking at her and whispering among themselves, probably trying to figure out what happened to her. Bonnie quickly pulled on Matt, trying to get him out the door. Matt followed without hesitation, walking Bonnie to his car and got in, turning the key in the ignition and driving off towards Bonnie's house.
The car ride was silent except for the occasional clicking from Bonnie's phone as she replied to all of her missed messages. She did everything from clicking on the mystery number, knowing that she might have a mental breakdown if she read it. She had to stay away from anything related to that-that- Bonnie couldn't find any words to describe Damon. He was just as bad as the devil himself. She had no idea how Elena could stand him. He nearly drove her to the brink of insanity.
After a few minutes, she could see her house coming into view. She flashed Matt a smile, feeling the car come to a stop in her driveway. She got out and gave her thanks to Matt before she slammed the door and hurried up to her house, shutting and locking the door behind her. Luckily Damon hadn't been invited into her house so she was safe as long as she didn't leave her house. Her phone vibrated in her pocket, making her jump. She quickly got it out, seeing the same number that sent her the unread message. With a sigh she pressed talk and put the phone up to her ear, growling into the receiver. "What the hell do you want Damon?"
"Bonnie? Are you ok?" The concerned voice of Jeremy filled her ears.
Bonnie let out a breath that she didn't know she was holding. It was only Jeremy. She had never felt so relieved in her whole life. "Jeremy? Why do you have a different number?"
"I changed it. I told you in the message. Did you get it?"
Bonnie blushed slightly. "I was just about to when you called."
"Hey Bonnie, Elena's been really worried about you. She wants to meet up."
Bonnie smiled excitedly. She couldn't wait to see Elena. She really needed a girlfriend to talk to. "Oh course, where does she want to meet?"
"At her house. I'll be there too. See you in a few." With a click, Jeremy was gone.
Bonnie was particularly giddy, running to get ready. It felt forever since the last time she had seen her friends. She really needed to see someone, anyone to distract her from her memories of being locked up with Damon. She didn't want to think of him anymore, she just wanted a night with her friends to take her mind of everything she was feeling. Pain, fear, anger, and hurt. I'm just going to have a great night with my friends and forget about that animal. Bonnie thought proudly as she ran to get ready.
Ten minutes later Bonnie was wearing a simple shirt and long jeans. She looked at herself in the mirror, giving herself a nod of approval before grabbing her purse and headed towards Elena's house, praying that she wouldn't ask questions. Bonnie didn't feel like answering them.
She pulled up to the Gilbert house and got out, walking up the steps and to the door. She knocked twice, watching as the door swung open and she was engulfed in a hug by a very excited but worried Elena. "Bonnie are you ok? Where have you been?"
"I was out visiting relatives. I'm sorry Elena, I should have told you."
Elena just smiled. "No it's great. I'm just happy to see you again. I was worried that you might have gotten kidnapped or something."
Bonnie snorted at the irony. Oh if only Elena knew.
"Come inside Bonnie! Everyone is excited to see you!" Elena walked excitedly into the house followed close by Bonnie who quickly shut the door behind her. It never hurts to be extra careful. She walked into the living room and was immediately greeted by Alaric, Jenna, Jeremy, Stefan, Caroline, and Matt.
"It's so nice to see everyone again." Bonnie said with a tear in her eye. She'd never thought she would be so happy to see them, even Stefan who was the complete opposite of his demon brother. That demon who shook her to her wet core and made her do things….
NO! Stop it Bonnie! Bonnie shook her head, trying to rid herself of these thoughts. She should not even began thinking about him. He shouldn't even be a thought in her mind! So why was he plaguing her inner thoughts again? He was nothing but an animal, a deranged animal un capable of any kind of love.
Except dark, passionate love that makes you want him all the time. The dark voice in her head spoke to her.
No, she did not want him, any part of him. She hated him! He was nothing but a nightmare brought to life. "Bonnie are you ok?"
Bonnie snapped out of her trance and flashed Stefan a small smile. "Oh I'm fine."
Stefan didn't look too convinced but he let the subject drop. Elena slid her arms around Stefan's neck and engaged in a passionate kiss before pulling away. "Bonnie, tell us about your relatives who you went to visit."
Bonnie could feel the air growing thick as she tried to think of a lie. "Um, well, they were witches just like me."
"Is that all?" Jeremy joked teasingly. "Come on Bonnie, spill."
Bonnie could feel her face growing hot. She was not prepared for these questions. "They were very cool. That's it."
Jeremy nodded. "Whatever you say Bon Bon. Hey can you go get my phone? It's in the kitchen."
Bonnie nodded, needing to get away from the prying eyes and the questions. She walked into the kitchen, grabbing Jeremy's phone and walking back into the living room and handed it to him. "There you go Jeremy."
"Thanks." Jeremy said, putting it on the charger.
Elena smiled at Bonnie. "Hey Bonnie how about us girls go shopping? I could really use some new clothes."
Bonnie looked at Caroline who was jumping off the walls in excitement. She smiled. "Of course. Shopping is my favorite hobby." She got up and started walking towards the door with Caroline.
"Oh Bonnie hold on I have to go use the bathroom." Bonnie watched as Caroline hurried to the restroom and shook her head, opening the door and walking out into the night, not noticing the two pairs of smoldering blue eyes watching her like a predator would its prey. She walked a couple of steps down, realizing that no one was following her. Panic set in as she rushed back up the steps, letting out a gasp as the front door slammed shut and a hand being put over her mouth.
Bonnie's heart stopped as a low voice whispered in her ear. "You have fucking guts witch, I'll give you that. But did you seriously think you would get away from me?"
Bonnie could feel tears coursing down her face as Damon brought her deeper into the shadows, concealing her completely so no one would be able to find her nor see her.
Bonnie cried out against Damon's hand as she saw Elena and Caroline walking towards the car. Damon held onto Bonnie tighter, flashing his fangs in her face to remind her to keep quiet.
Caroline walked out, looking around for Bonnie. "Bonnie? Bonnie where are you?"
Bonnie could only watch as Caroline looked around for her, her eyes scanning the dark area. "Huh, I guess she doesn't want to go." Bonnie watched in horror as Caroline walked back into the house and shut the door.
Her attention was quickly turned back to Damon who was breathing heavily down her throat, his eyes blackened for thirst and revenge. A cold chill flew through her body as she remembered all the horrible things he did to her. She squeezed her eyes shut, waiting for Damon to do whatever he wanted with her, but nothing happened. She cracked open one eye to see Damon smirking at her, his perfectly white teeth shining in the darkness. "What's wrong Bonnie?"
"Just let me go, please." She begged helplessly, searching his eyes for some kind of an escape. All she found was eternal darkness staring back at her.
"You've been a badddd girl Bonnie." He smacked her ass hard, earning a yelp in response. "You know what happens to bad girls that disobey me."
Bonnie shook her head hard, tears rapidly falling down her face. "Please don't do this."
"Too late princess." In one swift movement, he ripped her shirt open, exposing her white bra and chest. He licked his lips seductively as he grasped a breast through the thin material. Bonnie took a sharp intake of breath, her whole body shuddering. She could feel her back being pressed up against the house as Damon played with the hard on of her nipple sticking out from the bra. Bonnie gasped as her hands found his hair and she tugged hard, a guttural growl emitted from Damon. "So, little red bird likes to play rough huh?"
Bonnie glared. "I'm begging you Damon. Please let me go!"
Damon shook his finger infront of Bonnie, making her more pissed by the second. "Not quite. We have some unfinished business to attend to first." Bonnie could hear the tearing of her jeans. She knew it was a matter of time before he put her through hell again.
He grabbed the strings of Bonnie's panties, quickly taking them off and discarding them in the dirt. Bonnie could feel her juices running down her legs and her core burning inside of her, desperate to feel Damon's hardness penetrate her slit. She shouldn't feel this way about him but she couldn't help it. A victorious smirk crossed Damon's face as he touched her wetness. "I know you want me just as much as I want you."
"Go to hell." Bonnie rasped, her eyes on fire as she glared nastily at Damon.
Damon pouted. "But then who would give you the best fucks while I'm burning in hell? Face it Bonnie you can't live without me. Someday you are going to see that."
Bonnie spat venomously. "The only thing I see is a psychopath who is obsessed with having women that will never want him!"
Damon looked like he was hurt for a split second before a dangerous look crossed his face. "We'll see about that when I'm done with you." He slid off his leather jacket and kicked off his pants and boxers. He tossed his shirt onto a low tree branch. He quickly gripped Bonnie's shoulder's, holding her perfectly still as he slid his hardened cove towards her entrance. Bonnie bit her lip so hard in an effort not to scream she drew blood. Damon chuckled softly as his tongue grazed over Bonnie's lip, licking off the blood as he pushed himself deep inside Bonnie, completely drowning her In waves of pain and pleasure. Damon laughed at Bonnie's muffled screams as he thrusted inside her harder and faster. He moaned softly, feeling his orgasm coming fast.
Bonnie withered underneath him, trying not to show Damon how much she was actually enjoying this. As much as she wanted to light him on fire and blow his brains up she couldn't deny the fact that he was excellent in bed. Bonnie laughed mentally to herself. "Maybe someplace in hell we could actually be together." Bonnie shuddered as her orgasm rippled through her, overwhelming her body with pure pleasure. Damon smirked as he stood up, picking up the weakened but exhilarated Bonnie in his arms and took off back towards the boarding house.
Right before Bonnie passed out in Damon's arms, she could have sworn that he planted a kiss on top her head right before they entered the house.
A/N: I am so sorry for taking so long to update this story! Major writers block for this story. I hope to update this soon I know how much you guys enjoy it! Please review! Those always help me through the rough times of coming up with ideas!