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SasukePov.
Lately I've been kind of..disgruntled. With Itachi and his new boyfriend makes me sick. I decided to go out with my boytoy Naruto. I'm not dating him and he's aware of this. We're just…friends with Benefits. How dare Itachi not realize my desired affection for him. Me and Naruto have planned out tonight that we would go out and get drunk and to have fun. I would forget Itachi and his disappointing self. I am 15 now and I can do as I want….kind of. I just hope I can get home late enough that mother is asleep. Then I won't get crap. The blonde freak walked out of the house in black short shorts and an orange tank top. I remember when I first slept with Naruto. It was rather unromantic and just out of pure anger. It was the night I found out Itachi was dating Deidara. I was 13 just realized what puberty and sex was. I always wanted Itachi to have my virginity but I wound up giving it to the blonde. Well technically Naruto has only one of my virginities. The one that Itachi probably wouldn't take, yea that's right I topped Naruto, each time.
"Sasuke let's go in the garage that's where all the vodka is," I nodded as putting out my cigarette and stepping on it. Yea, I've picked up some nasty habits. I smoke both pot and tobacco drink alcohol, I blame Itachi. Wanna know why? Cause! That little blonde slut Deidara is stealing my brother, by law I have RIGHTS damn it. He is mine. I will have him aware of this…as soon as I'm drunk enough. I followed Naruto to the back of his house, going over the fence. I wore black basketball shorts and a blue tank. Black flip flops. I was a simple guy. I walked into the back garage with Naruto as he flicked on the light. He head straight for the fridge. "Glass or shot?" he turned to me. I thought. "Glass," it would save me the trouble of going back for more after each shot. He took out the large bottle and then began to fill two glasses. I on the other hand sat down on the couch. I was now looking at my iphone and looking over pictures of me and Itachi. Speaking of which, my phone was now blaring. I answered the phone. "Hello?"
"Hey Sasuke, when you coming home?"
I though about this for a moment before answering. "Fuck if I know," I shrugged taking the drink from Naruto.
"Hey, watch your mouth Sasuke," Itachi glared through the phone. I rolled my eyes.
"Why you're not my mother," I took a drink. Then another. Itachi sighed on the line.
"Whatever just call me before you get in the house so I can leave the front door unlocked," Itachi was not aware of all the things I've been up to. He didn't know I had sex and did drugs and drank. I answered with a, "Sure thing," and hung up. Talking to him just irritates me. All because he had to pick that brat over me. Naruto sat next to me setting a hand on my thigh. "So Sasuke what'd Itachi have to say?" he asked chugging his drink and smilingly dizzily at me. I pat his head.
"The usual," I too chugged my drink. I wanted to go home now, but I promised the blonde that I'd stay with him til at least 1. It's only 10. I sighed as the other began to rub against me and started to lick along my jawline. "I Love you Sasuke please take me," he whispered his hand now trying to grope me threw my shorts. Usually I would take this offer and do as I wish. But my head was hurting and I wanted to feel the stinging in my eyes that is me crying. I stood up and set my glass down. "No Naruto not tonight," I sighed. Naruto always told me he loved me. I hated it. He looked at me with blue eyes that were very broken and sad.
"What happened Sasuke…why don't you love me like you used to," he hugged me from behind. I chuckled darkly.
"Naruto….I never loved you," I said before walking away to the door. "I'm going home," Lie. I left the garage. Just that glass of Vodka had me slight stumbling. I stopped at a tree to hold on for a while. I slid down it and held my head between my hands. "Fuck you…I hate what you do to me….prick," I whispered. I had these break downs occasionally. Well…a lot. Especially when I see Deidara at my house. Which is all the time now, Itachi always brought him around, to eat our food and make a mess. My mother just adored him, pft she'd adore me even more seeing as I'm her son. I Looked up at the night sky. It was dark minus the bright stars. It was a beautiful night as a breeze rolled by and catching the water in my eyes and blowing them away. Which only made them fall further.
I looked at my phone. Only 11: 25. I stood up, who's house could I go to that wouldn't annoy me? Gaara. He was always a good friend to talk to. I made my way to my feet and carried myself down the street to the house of Gaara. Going around the back and to the boy's window, he always left it unlocked for me to come in whenever I needed to. Except when Neji was over then he would lock it. It was open like usual today so I climbed inside. Gaara was at his desk rolling a blunt. "Hey Gaar," I sighed sitting on his bed. He turned in his swivel chair and nodded.
"Sup bro," he flicked the lighter and I watched as it engulfed the tip of the rolled substance. He then threw the lighter to the desk. His parents were always gone and his brother Sasori rarely checked n him. He took a long hit before blowing out and that familiar smell of skunk hit my nostrils. I twitched slightly. I reached out my hand and he handed it too me. The only way to stand the smell of it, was if you did it yourself. I inhaled deeply, held it, let go. Then again. Handing it back, he finished it off. I laid on my back with my hands behind my head. "Gaara, why does Itachi do this to me?" I asked staring up at his ceiling that had many pictures of him and Neji. Some that I'd rather not see. I looked over at his bright green eyes and he shrugged.
"Possibly he loves you the same way but he has more sense then you and knows that it's wrong so he distracts himself with Deidara so he won't do anything bad," he tried to make sense of the situation and explain to Sasuke that it is indeed wrong to be in love with your older brother.
I scoffed.
"Don't be stupid Gaara," I rolled my eyes. In my mind there is nothing wrong with loving Itachi. I soon felt the effects of being tired consume my body. I rolled over on my side and cuddled into the other teen's sheets. "Such silly assumptions," I sighed as I droned off. Gaara sighed covering the my with a blanket. He'd wake me in about 2 hours. He would let me sleep since he knew tat I never slept at home with so many thoughts. Gaara and I were like best friends. Ever since Naruto and myself became best friend with benefits it just hadn't been the same with those us. It always brought me and Gaara closer.
~2 hours pass~
I grunted to the feel of someone tugging on my arm. "Wake up lazy ass," he grumbled. "I want to sleep you gotta go home," I turned over with a mumble.
"I don't wanna," Gaara then sighed taking the blanket and flinging it across the room and tossing me on the floor. "Ow! Dick…" I grumbled rubbing my head. I stood up and sighed. I still felt waisted. I put on my shoes and began my climb out of the window. "Bye Gaara," I waved before crawling out and slipping into the night.
~3rd Person~
Sasuke stumbled his way home and he got to the front door. Pressing the speed dial for 1 which was Itachi. "Hello?" he yawned on the phone. "I'm out front," Sasuke said hanging up. He leaned on the wall near the door closing his eyes and waited. He heard the click of the lock. The door opened and Itachi looked mad.
"Where the hell were you?" he grabbed Sasuke by the arm and put him in the house. Sasuke bit along his tongue ring that he had gotten a few weeks ago with out anyone knowing so far. He shrugged.
"Gaara's duh," he stretched his arms. He looked up at his older brother. It seemed that Deidara was gone by now. He let his eyes crawl down the elder's body. No shirt, boxers, bare feet. Itachi raised a brow at him curiously. When Sasuke grabbed the elder's face and pulling it down to him. "I Love You Itachi…." He spoke. Itachi took this in a brother way and chuckled. "I Love You Too Outoto," which made Sasuke frown.
"No…I Love You and I want to make love with you," he spoke his breathing getting heavy. Itachi blushed and coughed.
"That's not a good idea Sasuke," he had to swallow the lump him his throat. Sasuke growled and pushed Itachi to the wall.
"I Told you I want you," he said in a demanding voice. Itachi's breathing hitched a higher octave as he Grabbed Sasuke's thighs and lifted them around his waist and he turned it so Sasuke was against the wall. Whom let out a soft sigh off pleasure. Itachi pressing his lips against that of the younger Uchiha's. Sasuke let his fingers tangle up in Itachi's long black hair. Itachi's black fingernails trailed up the pale skin of his thighs while his tongue tangled along with the one that belonged to the other.
It didn't take long before Sasuke pulled for air his breathing hard and labored. "Please Itachi god I want you so bad," he whispered seductively. It took all Itachi's strength and will to pull from the boy's skin and to his ear. "I can't," before pulling away completely.
A/N: MUAHAHAHAHA! Cliff hung ;D I will try try tryyyy to get up a new update when I can. But I'm lazy so who knows when you might see the next chapter. THE WORLD MAY NEVER KNOW. Review Please. NO FLAMES.