Okie dokie. well here is my newest chapter. I would like to point out one thing, they arent dead, they are in the hospital. idk if im going to kill off any of the characters though... maybe. you'll just have to read so without further interruption i give you my story. (yes there was bad grammar in that post thingy)

I hate a lot of things that I've seen, heard, and read about. Clowns, road kill, juice pouches, children that like to bite and hit, and much more. But the one thing I hate more than anything is hospitals. Hospitals, are the places you visit family and friends that are dying. Hospitals, are where you get told you have one month to live. Hospitals, are where you hurt your arms or legs and they make you twist it in ways it hurts more just to get a good X-ray. But right now I'm not thinking of hospitals in general, I'm thinking of the one I am driving to at this very moment, the one my friends are at... the one my sister is at.

I drove down the road trying not to think of what I might see, what they might tell me. My mother couldn't be there at the moment, so it is just me. It was always just me. I pressed the accelerator harder trying to get there quicker. Because in my mind the quicker I got there the less time I have to think before I see. The less time I could chicken out. When I got there I practically ran to the building and inside. The lady at the desk made no argument and I wouldn't have allowed her to. I just ran to the room I was told to go to and stopped dead in my tracks when I saw them laying there. Paige and Hailey were laying there. Hailey broke her right leg, her collar bone, and her arm. Paige broke both legs and had her head wrapped tightly to make sure the wound wouldn't be infected.

I went to the next room and saw Ally laying there. Her eyes were closed and for a moment she looked dead, but I saw the rise and fall of her chest and knew she was just resting. "She's in a coma," a voice said and I looked around not even realizing who is was until Joe Solomon wrapped me in a big hug. My eyes watered as I looked up at him, "Is she going to be okay?" I asked and he shrugged, "All we can do is pray," he replied. I clenched my jaw and stepped toward Ally eyes wide and filled with tears. This was the same way I was when I watched my Great Grandpa pass away when I was five. I didn't completely know what was happening but I knew it was sad.

But this time I knew what was happening. And this time I was scared. My jaw quivered and I reached a shaky hand toward Ally taking her hand. Her left hand was broken and so were both of her legs. There was a good chance she wouldn't be able to walk. I blinked away a few tears and sat down stiffly still not fully crying. "I'll leave you two alone," Mr. Solomon said and stepped out of the room. I nodded numbly waiting until I heard the door click and foot steps exiting down the hall.

That's when I lost it. I started crying. Tears streamed down my face, my throat felt tight and my hand clenched hers gentle enough to not hurt her. I closed my eyes willing her to wake up and knew she might not. Finally I calmed my sobs down slightly so I wasn't screaming anymore. I just looked at her, memorizing her every feature. It is sad to say that even in a coma and with bandages and blood Ally Goode was and always will be prettier than me. The way she looked at the moment, was so fragile. She reminded me of a beloved china doll that had fallen off the shelf, still pretty just, in pieces. I heard the door click but continued to sob and felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up to see Logan.

"Hi," he said just kind of a crooked smile. Like he wasn't sure which emotion to choose. I started crying harder and he picked me up easily sitting me on his lap. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he just held me there making little circles on my back. When I stopped crying he looked at me knowing I was asleep and just continued to hold me. I felt small in his arms, like I was a little girl again, like nothing had ever hurt me and nothing ever will. But then again that is just wishful thinking, things always hurt you. No matter how good you are, just ask Ally... if she ever woke up.

I woke up to a long line of buzzing and looked over to see that Ally's heart had stopped. Logan carried me over to the far corner of the room holding me back from running to her. The buzz annoyed my ears and hurt and I covered my ears with my hands crouching to the floor. I passed out. When I woke up again I was laying in a hospital gown on a bed, Logan was sitting in the chair next to me. "Hey," I said yawning stretching a little. He smiled at me pushing my hair back, "Hey, go back to sleep." I listened and went back to bed.

Finally I woke back up and looked over at Logan who was asleep in the chair. Something was bugging me, something had happened. I ran a hand through my hair trying to think. Then I remembered, Ally was dead. I ripped the wires out of my arm and ran to her room. There was nothing on her bed, just folded blankets. A nurse walked in with new flowers, "Where is Ally Goode?" I asked fiercely. The nurse furrowed her eyebrows, "Didn't you hear? She woke up from her coma, was pronounced dead for nine whole minutes. But she is alive, we hospitalized her for a little while but the Doctor said she will be fine that it was the shock from waking up. She is in room 128," The nurse replied. I didn't wait for the rest of her response bolting out of the room and into the next room where Hailey and Paige were. Ally was there wearing a t-shirt and shorts. She had a wheel chair since both of her legs were broken. She smiled at me and I ran hugging her as gently as I cold.

"You scared me!" I shouted crying, she smiled, "I'm sorry," she replied. I shook my head wiping away a stray tear. "It's okay just... don't die. I- I still need you," she hugged me and I tried not to cry again. We sat and talked for a little while longer before they said Hailey and Paige were ready to go home. I never realized how long they were in the hospital. It had been a week already, I was just too scared to go see them. Logan left with us helping push Paige while I pushed Alley and Hailey was pushed by Mr. Solomon. We got in the car and then went back to the apartment. Ally usually stayed with me, and Paige and Hailey stayed in the room across from us. Logan was staying the night on the couch at our house and Mr. Solomon left.

I couldn't sleep and ended up opening my window and sitting on the fire escape looking out at the world. I looked at each of the stars smiling. I was home, and so was my family. Because Paige and Hailey were like my sisters and Ally was my sister. So now my family was home. Logan joined me after a little while just holding me as I rocked looked at the stars. I kissed him softly, "I love you," I said. He smiled and helped me stand up. He went down on one knee and pulled box out of his pocket. "Will you marry me?" he asked.

I looked at him for a long while, "Logan I'm in sweatpants and a t-shirt that has a stain. How could you ever want to marry me? I'm a mess." He smiled and stood up kissing me, "But I want you to be my mess." I smiled, "Then yes, I will marry you." He slipped the ring on my finger and I stared at it. It was a gorgeous diamond rind with two rubies on the side, because that is my birth stone. I wrapped my arms around him kissing him and loving every minute of it. So that's when I, Lilly Goode got engaged to a spy.

This isn't the end. there will be more. hope you like it! :D.