chapter 2 yayz! sorry for all the grammer mistakes and plz no flames!
3 months later
It's been three months. Three months of not seeing his face, breathing his scent, feeling his arms around me. "Stay safe, for Charlie." He told me. Heh, if only it was that easy. I wanted to march right up to his perfect pretty face and scream my lungs out "I CAN'T!!" Did he think Charlie liked seeing me like this? Everyday… I just can't do it anymore. I'm so…pathetic. Now crystal drops were plopping on my pillow. "Bella Marie Swan!" Charlie's voice boomed so loud I couldn't hear the door slam. "This has to stop! You can't just lie here and… where are you going?" I had already pulled on Edward's favorite jacket of mine and was walking out the door. I hugged my dad and said "I'm going to visit Jacob. I'm sorry." I wish he knew the meaning behind my sorry. Now he smiled my favorite eye crinkled smile scratching the back of his head with an embarrassed blush. "Sure, love ya Bells. Have fun at Jake's tell Billy I said hi." I wish I could.
I stepped in the car and drove. I drove to the one place that held things maybe even more dangerous than him, the forest. I walked for hours, days, years it didn't matter just to find something, some way to get rid of this pain. I pushed some tree branches out of the way to find the one place I never thought I would find ever again, our meadow. I fell on to my knees. Shaking so hard that I couldn't breathe. Drowning and not being able to call for help. I needed anything, anything at all to lessen the pain. Then I saw a sharp rock, perfect. "Bella don't even think about it!" I dropped the rock and froze. My heart skipped a beat. That beautiful voice… I slowly reached for the rock. "Bella, what about your promise? What about Charlie and Renee?" The voice sounded more desperate now.I jammed the rock in my arm until blood started to trickle onto the grass. "BELLA!" Before I knew it I was slammed by a boulder and hit the base of a tree. I was dizzy with pain until I heard a smooth velvet voice next to my ear. "You smell too appetizing for your own good…" My eyes focused on an 18 year old boy with messy coal black hair, entrancing ink black colored eyes, wearing a navy blue button up shirt with grayish black jeans. He looked almost as beautiful as Edward. "Bella don't breath. What ever you do don't tempt him." He flashed me a boyish smile flaunting his pearly whites coated with venom. "I wonder if anyone would miss you hm. It's just one little human. I bet Cassidy wouldn't mind that much." Edward's honey sweet voice was now growling so fiercely it could scare every bear in the surrounding area. "Just…one…little..." His deathly butterfly kisses were trailing down my neck with every word. My eyes fluttered closed. "I love you Edward." Saying his name felt so right. "Bella no! No, no, no! The voice was now sobbing. "You promised me! Don't you dare give up on me! I...I need you please." "Human!" His teeth gleamed as a lone tear trickled down my cheek landing on the beautiful stranger's spiky hair. "IAN DON'T DO IT." A flash of long strait black hair and violet eyes flashed past me throwing the boy into another tree. She was a beautiful petite vampire. A little taller than Alice, she was wearing a dark purple blouse with a black jacket that matched her long dress pants and high heeled shoes. Her hair was to her waist. She was the definition of resplendent. I slid down the base of the tree my back against the trunk brown hair cascading down my face. "Ian you don't want this! We don't want this! Ian what about Nick! What about Amy!" Ian's face flicked though hundreds of emotions. The girl apparently Cassidy was fighting hard to hold him back. Edward kept on chanting in my head. "Run Bella run! Now's your chance" "Ian was now shaking, teeth clenched battling to keep control. "Run! Why won't you run damn it!" His voice sounded so much like Edward's I had to wait a moment so I wouldn't break down. "Because then I'd lose you." Ian sprung forward slamming my head into a branch. As I sunk into darkness I heard an angel sobbing.