Okay here's chapter 3! please review :D
As I drifted in and out of consciousness whispers, voices, and screams were all I heard. It took me a while to realize the screams were mine. This was the happiest I had been in a long time. This was what I wanted after all, to die. The pain I was feeling at this moment could never come close to the pain I've felt these past months. It finally stopped ripping at my chest and now I was lying in the fire. But the stupid screaming didn't stop. Neither did the velvet smooth voice next to my ear. Finally the darkness was coming. I could finally sleep. Before my eyes shut for the last time I saw his beautiful face. "I'm so sorry." I smiled, finally.
Ian POV-
Finally the screaming had stopped. She fell asleep for the last time. I couldn't even bring myself to look at Cassidy. No matter what anyone said I was a monster. A cold hearted demon that deserved worse than hell. I held her smooth tiny hand in mine counting her heart's final beats. Thump……….thump……….thump I lowered my head letting my messy black locks fall in front of my now violet eyes. My body started to shake as dry sobs pushed themselves past my clenched lips. "I'm so sorry." I whispered over and over until I felt a tap on my shoulder. I didn't need to look up to know who it was. I'm surprised she'd even want to stay with me Let alone be in the same room as me. "Cass I…"
"Shhh" she murmured bringing her manicured finger up to her lips. With a reassuring smile she lifted my fingers off the hands of the beautiful brown haired soon to be vampire and guided me outside to our small porch. She sat down on the wooden stairs motioning me to do the same. We sat like that in silence staring at the stars until I broke it. "Cassidy who was she?" I asked not really wanting to know the answer. How much did I ruin? She tucked a long strand of Black hair behind her ear giving a sad smile.
"I believe her name was Bella." A small smile tugged at my lips. It fit her perfectly. "But, Ian it's odd." She continued her face concentrating on something far away. "When I tried to read her memories it was like pushing against an invisible wall. Ian I don't think she wants her memories back. She's keeping them locked up, this has never happened before. I've read so many memories but never anything like this." There was a long silence as we both mulled over the new information.
"Cass, why don't you hate me?" I asked miserably.
"Why would I hate you?" She said her face filled with confusion.
"Cassidy, I'm a monster. I took her life, I took everything from her! I turned her into a blood sucking leech, a murderer!" There was a short pause while she reached over and stroked my hand.
"Ian, I could never hate you no matter how hard I tried. You're my brother and were in this together. God, that sounded cheesy." she chuckled shaking her head.
"But..." Her eyes narrowed at my weak protest.
"But nothing! It's not your fault. You didn't do it on purpose! It was a mistake and now it's over. We can't do anything about it except help her and try to move on." She huffed as I gave her a small smile.
"Now stop being a cry baby and let's…" Her speech was interrupted by a loud crash.
"Bella!" I bolted up and ran as fast as I could to the study Cassidy following behind.