okay chapter 5! thanks so much for the awesome reviews :D oh by the way i need some help why are Ian and Cassidy's eyes violet instead of regular yellow?


She's clung to my side since then. Her smooth brown hair flowing down her shoulders her rosy cheeks slowly disappearing with the remainder of her human blood. Her bright curious eyes darkening with thirst. But I could tell she was softening up to Cassidy who absolutely adored her. Everyday, I couldn't get over how even the slightest thing could make her smile. How amazed she was at the most insignificant things. I didn't deserve something as pure as her. My life ended the day Amy's soul left this planet. The day I was trapped to this world, stuck being the one thing I despised the most, the monster that killed my love a vampire. But then how come every time she touches me my dead heart flutters like mad. Every time she laughs the corners of my lips tug up. Every time she sobs it makes me sick to my stomach. I hate this! I hate her for making me feel this! What, so now I don't give a damn about Amy? I don't deserve to smile I don't deserve anything but to burn in hell. She's always clinging at my arm, following me like a lost puppy. I want to scream! Every time my eyes hold traitor tears of what life use to be her tiny hand grips mine. She tilts her head to gaze at me with loving eyes. Every time even if she doesn't remember why she clutches her chest and sobs. I pull her into my arms and smooth her hair humming the same tune. She knows my pain all to well. I hate how she's healing me…us. I don't want to heal, to forget this pain because if I do will I forget Amy too?

I sigh and look at her angel face. She turns to look at me with wide questioning eyes. I smile and flick her forehead. Her shocked face turns into a pout as she huffs and turns back around rubbing her head. I laugh grab her hand flip her around and kiss her forehead smirking. She's about to smack me back when her eyes mist over she tilts and falls into my arms. "Cassidy!" I yell. She runs in and touches Bella's head closing her eyes. I hate how i love you.


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