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Bella POV-
Thump, thump, thump thump thump, thump thump. I could see every little hair, every twitch of its wings, its eyes flickering left, right, up, down. That was all I knew. I couldn't hear the murmur of the T.V. nor Cassidy's soft pacing. Not even his voice in my ear. Thump, thump, thump thump thump, thump, thump. I couldn't feel Ian's fingers running through my hair or the shivers that ran through my body every time he stroked my cheek. And it scared me. I was so… thirsty? Exactly. The plain girl scrunched her nose at the thought of the tiny insect's blood. If you need to hunt, which you do, don't waste your time on something so minuscule. Like what? How? Where? By now the thirst was getting unbearable. My body leaned out to the tiny life. My teeth covered with venom. The tip of my tongue glided against my lips. She pondered it for a moment nibbling on her lip leaning on one foot them the other. I wanted to break out of my skin, my prison, but the cell was only made of questions. Questions I didn't know the answers to. Her eyes cleared as she pointed them on me like a sword. Mountain lion, I don't know, and in the forest. I was jealous, jealous of her certainty, her strength, her knowledge, her fortress from the thirst that tortured me, and her beautiful milk chocolate eyes. Why mountain lion? I asked. She looked confused, thoughtful and was about to open her mouth. "Bells, you have to hunt." There was that word again. I watched as he raised his finger to my cheek to wipe a speck of blood not visible to human sight. I scrunched my eyes shut rapping my arms around him tighter. Whimpering in pain I could only nod. He picked me up as we soared through the sky into the canopy of trees.
Then it hit me. Like a sponge in water. I was already in the sink soaking up the sweet liquid. It was a beautiful deer with her two children. Her body was tense in front of her kin until she dropped. They watched horrified. "Monster!" their eyes screamed. The mother was drained of every drop of blood but I was still so thirsty. "Bella follow your instincts, its okay sweetheart let go." What if I didn't want to? Just do it quickly, imagine something else. They will feel no pain. You're making it worse by waiting. "Baby, let go." I charged.
Finally, the pain was gone as I stared at my hands, my soiled shirt, and the remains of my meal. He wrapped his arms around me holding me so close, like I could mold my self into his body. He lifted my chin staring into my wide eyes. "You're so beautiful Bella." My face was reflected in his but that wasn't what he was staring at. He looked right through me, into my soul and truly meant it. An invisible blush dusted my cheeks as the girl huffed in my head her face discordant. Suck up… She thought.His eyes flashed as he bent his head closer to mine the skin he touched burned. Everything was slowly burning as sparks of my shield lit the air around us. His lips brushed mine, the smoldering heat took over. My fingers gripped his hair as he pulled me closer. She was disgusted, brown eyes taken over by fury. But all I could think of was him as our lips danced in perfect rhythm.
The whole was ripping further in half. Was I giving up? Did I even need to fight to begin with? She screamed falling into the dark, shriveled up in a ball. NO! DON'T YOU DARE LET ME LOOSE HIM! She shrieked sobbing, begging. WHO THE HELL WAS HIM ANYMORE! How much more could I loose? How much more could I take! Ian pulled away to look at my face but I buried it to fast in his chest. I didn't want to stop kissing him. I didn't want to be ripped away from heaven. But would heaven even matter if I found no name? The girl stopped shaking her breath becoming steady.
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