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Everything I've ever said to you was true. Your life's wine was my heroin, your brown pools were my medication, your laughs were my air, your smiles were my sun, and your tears were my heart. I don't want you I need you.

-Edward Cullen

Bella POV-

Why? Why does it always have to end like this? Gripping myself closer i tried to control the pain. Get a grip, smile, and conquer it, but it was just too much. Why does it always got to hurt like this? Sobs racked my body as i finally gave up. I can't believe i said that... I can't believe how much i wanted to mean that. This power he has over me... It scares me...

"Bella let's leave, let's just leave! We can go back to the way we were before. Before that asshole ruined everything!" Ian emphasized every word pulling me closer and closer until his breath panted against my open lips.

"But…but…" Stammering, panic began to take over. How did he honestly expect me to answer that when he's this close, so close? Twisting my jumbled emotions with his burning, too dark, charcoal eyes the space between us was forcibly becoming one. Desire, need, love, heat, panic, desperation all pushing air out of the compass.

"Ian, stop sexually harassing Bella for one moment please!" With the help of Cassidy's fierce glare Ian slowly withdrew sending air whistling back around me never relinquishing his tight hold around my fist. Peering up I caught sight of his static face staring straight ahead. Why is he trying to keep it all in? Why is he so scared? Why is he hiding himself from me?

"They're coming." He stated more than asked. My body curved into the sweet sound of his voice as questions popped in mind.

"Seems like the Cullens aren't the only issue here." Cassidy spoke gliding across the wooden porch.

"Did you learn anymore about them?" Ian questioned.

"Victoria… Victoria and Laurent, one female one male and pose a great risk to Bella. " I couldn't breathe. Victoria, just the name sent burning acid crawling up my throat. Sensing my panic Ian gripped me closer.

"Why are they after her?" Ian voice grew rough with anger.

"Bella can answer that right?" Giving me a warm smile Cassidy prompted me to begin with my story.

So together we discovered who I was.

"Hello Bella." His angelic voice jump started my weak heart as electric cables rip a dead engine back to life. Even though I've felt his presence the moment his penetrating gaze fell upon my naked heart; 2 hours ago. Why bother responding? We had nothing to discuss.

"Bella Nothing to discuss?!? We have worlds to "discuss." If it weren't him, i would have stomped out the very moment his feet touched the doorway; not giving it a second thought, but it was him. Edward and i have this connection of absolute need that no one else but us could ever understand. Feelings buried in the darkest trenches of my heart began to resurface like bile spilling out of my clenched teeth.

"Oh Edward i'm so sorry for my crude behavior." I stomped up the porch steps standing on my tip toes to meet his eye level gaze. "I'm sorry your little play toy grew some fangs." Venom pulsed through my body as i ran my tongue along the curve of his jaw causing shivers of pleasure running through him.

"Bella?" His sultry voice was filled with wanting and promises of fake, fickle love that ripped at my heart strings. Eyes turning to steel i locked my bitter gaze with his clouded eyes.

"What happened Edward? Did you miss your little Bella Doll? Did you miss her warm, mouth watering pulse? Her seductive blood rushed cheeks? Maybe her fragile flesh you just couldn't wait to hack into gory pieces? Oh Edward your little heroine... How did it ever end again?" "Oh, Edward don't leave me! I love you forever you're my world now!"

Hurt flashed across his hypnotic butterscotch eyes, good he deserves every bit of the pain he gets. "I'm sorry to tell you this Eddie...." Slowly my lips trailed kisses along the curve of his jaw down to the irresistible arch of his alluring neck. Nipping at his equally cool flesh drawling blood/venom from his latest meal i pushed myself into him; rubbing our bodies together mere fabric and self control keeping us from being one. Raising my dark lidded eyes to his bright bewildered ones, i brought my petal lips to his ear, and lowering my voice just to a whisper, and let him hurt just as i had. "She's dead Edward, She's dead."

Stumbling through the falling snow I slowly slid to the ground. Now, pulling myself closer, who am I?

"So now you have to choose." Choose? Coughing up blood mixed with venom darkness is beginning to cloud my vision as I secede back into the darkness of my memories.

okay you don't have to say it. "neon, what's up with the ending??? i don't get it!!! she seemed fine before, please explain!!"

so here's your explanation:

All this time since the first chapter i have ever written for this story has been from Bella's past. Only the text like this is from present time. But that underlined text was just a glimpse of future chapters to come my amazing readers. The story will continue to work up to that point, but for now sit back enjoy and thank you so much for being the amazing people that you are. If i could i would thank everyone of you!

If your still confused send me a message and i'll try to help. Sorry im such a confusing author!!! IT WILL ALL MAKE SENSE IN THE END!!

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