Carolyn

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Chapter Twelve

When Carolyn woke up she could feel a hand resting lightly on her stomach. It sent tingles through her body and it made her want to giggle again but she managed to hold her ground and act serious. When she turned around she could see Andy looking at her with a loving gaze and it made a smile break out on her face instantly. She couldn't help but think about how she could get used to it and how she could see Andy and her having kids one day but then it her. Andy and Carolyn would never have children with each other which was a shame. Carolyn had been like any other young girl who shoves a pillow up her top and pretends she's pregnant. She had always looked after her baby dolls as though they were real babies and she was a damn good mother. She wasn't ready for them yet but it would be nice to think that one day she could be sitting on an armchair feeding a baby who has piercing blue eyes like Andy's and a small nose like hers.

"I'm going to have that conversation with Aurora" Carolyn sighed and Andy lifted his hand up so she could get off the bed. When Carolyn got out the room she headed straight downstairs and went to the kitchen. As soon as she entered she saw Aurora sitting at the table with a cup in her hands. Carolyn didn't need to ask about what the contents were. She just knew that it was blood but it didn't seem to bother her in the slightest anymore.

"Good morning Carolyn" Aurora greeted and smiled. Carolyn took the seat opposite Aurora and took a deep breath so she could start the awkward conversation they were about to have.

"I really need advice" Carolyn sighed. Aurora was instantly listening intently and it was obvious that she was trying to get in Carolyn's good books.

"What's bothering you?" She asked. Her eyes looked so kind and helpful that even if you didn't want to confide in her you would be driven to it anyway.

"Me and Andy are thinking about changing me into a vampire" I told her. She didn't seem to think this was a big deal.

"So what's the problem?" She asked.

"It's one of those things where you can't go back so I want to be entirely sure about it" Carolyn explained with an eye roll at the end.

"Ok then. The cons are; you can't go out in sunlight, you have to drink blood to survive and that's all I can really think of. The pros are; you get to live forever, you get wicked senses, you can move really fast, you can have a child with another vampire..." Aurora rambled but Carolyn cut her off.

"You can have children?" Carolyn asked.

"Two humans can have children and so can two vampires but a vampire and a human can't" Aurora explained as though Carolyn should already know this.

"Do you think being a vampire's good?" Carolyn asked. Aurora looked as though she wasn't sure about how to answer the question.

"Everyone's different. You can never be sure about it" Aurora sighed. She placed her hand on Carolyn's shoulder in an effort to comfort her. Jake came downstairs in that moment and smiled at both women.

"Good morning" Jake greeted. Carolyn smiled at him but when she turned around she saw Aurora smiling a bit longer than was needed. Carolyn knew what was going down here.

"Ask him out" She whispered. Aurora shot her a death glare and Carolyn looked taken aback.

"I can hear you" Jake sang and laughed. Carolyn mentally rolled her eyes and sent Aurora an apology using her eyes.

"I'll leave you two to it" Carolyn sighed before getting away from the table and leaving the room. When she entered the living room she could see Andy coming down the stairs. He was fully dressed and from the living room Carolyn could see he had already applied his eyeliner. He smiled warmly at her and beckoned for her to step outside with him.

"We should leave for a while so we can talk about this in private" Andy explained when Carolyn squinted to show that she had no idea what was going on. He took her hand and they walked back over to the dirt path.

"I spoke to Aurora" Carolyn said when she finally thought that they would be a good length away from the house so Jake couldn't hear them.

"Did you reach a verdict?" Andy asked. He tried to be as casual as possible so he could lighten the mood but there was no way he could make this situation better. Carolyn still hadn't fully decided but the more she talked to Aurora the better in sounded.

"I think I just might do it" Carolyn laughed and Andy let his mouth drop. He hadn't expected her to go along with it but he still isn't convinced that she has thought about it long enough.

"You still need to give it a lot of thought" Andy sighed as he pulled Carolyn closer to him. She burrowed her head into his chest and sighed deeply. She took comfort in just being near him and the way she fit into his arms was almost magical. She would become a vampire if that was what it took to be part of Andy's life. She would run to the end of the world if she knew that when she got there she would be greeted by Andy's lips on hers and his arms wrapped around her. She looked up to see Andy's face smiling down at her and she instantly stretched up so she could conjoin her lips with Andy's. He happily obliged and soon his hands had planted themselves in her hair. She put her hand on his chest and kissed back. She knew for a fact that she would end up turning into a vampire if it meant that she could be with Andy.

"I'm definitely doing it" She whispered into his lips. When she next looked into his eyes she couldn't tell if he was glad or upset. She knew that he would feel awful for taking away her humanity but this is what she wanted to do for him.

"I'll give you a couple of days to think about it and if you still want to do it then... well I'll have to let Jake turn you" Andy sighed. Carolyn could have jumped for joy but as soon as she heard Jake's name she was instantly shocked.

"Why are you not doing it?" Carolyn asked. She didn't want to sound like a bitch for not wanting Jake to do it but it would be a little uncomfortable.

"I'm new to all this. If Jake does it then I doubt anything will go wrong" Andy explained and he tried his best to cheer Carolyn up.

"I love you" She whispered. She could tell her voice cracked which was something that she was trying to stop happening throughout the duration of the conversation. She tried to smile but it made a tear fall from her eye.

"I love you. I'm not going to let anything bad happen to you so please don't be scared" Andy pleaded. Carolyn nodded and laughed lightly as another tear fell. Andy put out his hand again in an offer for Carolyn to take it. She locked hands with his and he pulled her up a little more forceful than necessary since she practically barrelled into him. They began to walk back up to the house that stood at the top of the hill and they just enjoyed the light tickle that the wind was causing in the midnight sky. It was the warm typed of wind that makes you think you're in a hotter country than you live in.

When they arrived at the house Carolyn pushed open the old wooden door and stepped inside. It was silent and could be considered spooky but if you have a vampire that loves you on your side things start to look a lot less scary. They took two steps into the house and then they could hear mumbling coming from the kitchen, well Carolyn could hear mumbling but Andy would have been hearing a normal conversation. Carolyn knew instantly that it was Aurora and Jake and it made her feel a lot happier. Jake was able to have a full on conversation with her but there had always been a faint sense of discomfort lingering in the air when they had been talking. She took Andy's hand and began to walk upstairs since she guessed that Aurora and Jake probably wanted to have some privacy. Andy happily obliged and soon they were sitting in Carolyn's room and playing CD's. It was Carolyn's way of calming down and Andy had always had a good ear for music.

"What CD do you want to listen to?" Carolyn asked as Andy got up to see her shelves that held her favourite music. He looked through each title until he finally pulled out a Bullet for my Valentine CD. She put it in the small CD player by her bed and pressed play and Matt Tuck's voice took over the room as he sang scream aim fire. Andy sat next to Carolyn on her bed and wrapped his arm around her.

"What did we ever do to deserve this?" He asked. Carolyn immediately pulled out of his embrace and stared blankly at him.

"We may be going through some shit at the minute but at least we have each other" Carolyn sighed as she moved back into his arms. He looked down at her and a smile spread across his face as he kissed her hair. It was an amazing feeling to have Carolyn in his arms after so many years of yearning for her. Andy changed the song so hearts burst into fire was playing.

"This song is how I feel about you" Andy whispered in her hair and it made her laugh and smile.

"It's a shame that waking the demon comes on next" Carolyn joked. Andy laughed along with her and for her joke she received a small peck on the lips.

"I love you" He whispered into her lips and just as he was about to pull away she wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him back down to her. She pressed her lips to his and they soon found the rhythm. He allowed his hand to rest lightly on her hip and the other was placed on her neck. It was impossible to decide who was leading the kiss as they were both battling for possession. It was rough yet sweet at the same time and neither could think of anything else they would rather be doing at that time. Her hand lay on his chest while the other one went into his hair which was a habit that she would never be able to stop. He could feel his control beginning to slip away so he snapped back into Andy and pulled away from her.

"I'm s-sorry" She stuttered as she was in complete shock. She had never realised that Andy would have to watch himself around her.

"Don't be" Andy said as he leaned forward and kissed her again. She could feel herself smiling involuntarily but she managed to push him away.

"Wait until I'm a vampire" She whispered in his ear.

"I wish you didn't have to do this" Andy sighed. Carolyn could tell that if there was anything else he could do then he wouldn't hesitate.

"I would do anything to be with you. I've hurt you enough so I don't want let you down" Carolyn said with a wide smile. She had felt awful for ever making him feel like crap. She could never apologise enough for the pain she made him go through when she was with Jake. He simply shook his head and laughed.

"Something about the fact that you're going to turn into a vampire is somewhat alluring" Andy whispered into her ear as he nipped it with his teeth. He was careful to do it ever so gently so it wouldn't cause her any damage.

"It's getting late" Carolyn sighed and within a second she was tucked into bed with Andy by her side with a huge smile on his face when he had finished.

"Goodnight" He sighed and he turned around so he was facing the wall.

"That was fast" Carolyn laughed. She let her hand rest lightly on his side and she closed her eyes and fell into unconsciousness.

Updates may be slow for the next week as I am revising for exams. Stupid exams!