As promised I have an update for you. Thanks to annaflower, Eni01, balseirocharmed, benslerbaby-33, and lou3174 for reviewing I really appreciate it and I hope you review again. I wanted to let everyone know that I'm going to do this in episodes. The first will be called Shock, the first chapter is Shock Part 1 this chapter is Shock Part 2. There may be quite a few parts in each episode, but there will be clear divisions between each episode. If you have any questions leave me a review or message me. Enjoy!

Olivia's cries echoed throughout the precinct and Cragen winced at the sound of it. Olivia had cried in front of him once and that was after the Gitano incident, after she had asked for a new partner.

"Olivia shh." Cragen got up from his desk and kneeled down to her level.

"How?"

"He shot himself in the head." Olivia let out another deep sob, and Cragen just patted her hand not knowing what to say.

"It's all my fault." Olivia buried her face into her hands, and Cragen stood.

"Don't even say that Elliot couldn't take it anymore."

"He came to my door Captain! I heard him knock and I didn't answer!" Cragen stood frozen; this wasn't good he realized that this was going to be a very long road for Olivia. He sat back down at this desk and tried to figure out what to say.

"Olivia it's not your fault." Olivia sniffed a little and stood up.

"I need to go home and think about this."

"No I want you here for a couple hours."

"Captain!"

"Olivia I know you, and I know right now you are going to go home and drink. You will be so out of it you'll contemplate joining Elliot and right now I think you might just do that." Cragen escorted her to one of the empty interview rooms and went to find Huang. After putting Huang in the room with Liv he noticed Kathy walking through the front door with Eli.

"Don!" Cragen sighed and headed over to Kathy. "What was it you needed?"

"Please come into my office." Kathy headed into Cragen's office confused, she didn't see Olivia crying in the first interrogation room.

As Huang tried to work with Olivia Cragen told Kathy the horrifying news. He was surprised when Kathy shrugged and continued to talk with him as if was a normal everyday conversation.

"Where was this?"

"It happened in an apartment he had set up around the block from Liv's house did you know that he had it." That's when Kathy lost it and lobbed Cragen's telephone across the room.

"That bastard cheating on me!" She began to sob and fell back into her seat as if nothing had happened.

"Kathy I know this is hard."

"No you don't" she said cutting him off. "Ever since I met Olivia I've been worried about Elliot's faith to me. He was fine until they split up and then everything went downhill. If I hadn't gotten pregnant we wouldn't have gotten back together." Kathy sobbed into her arm and Cragen wanted to roll his eyes he was getting sick of being the shoulder to cry on. He had lost one of his best detectives and a good friend, he needed to grieve to.

"Kathy are you going to need help telling the kids." She nodded yes and Cragen helped her out of her seat.

"Well let's go get them." Cragen led Kathy out of the precinct and towards her children's schools.

Sorry this was short, but I wanted to update today. Look for Shock Part 3 next Sunday and please review!