Enjoy its soon coming

To an end!

I worked vigorously to get the girls the education that I had never had gotten the chance to have. The project was in motion and their families were notified, and no doubt there will be curiosity in the villages and towns our servants lived in on how their children are attending school and affording it. But our vampire secret would never get out. The human servants are never to say what we are or what we do, because they simply can't. Teivel's influence on them doesn't even let the words leave their mouths and he would know in an instant, if they tried. The servants just simply say they do housekeeping at a large castle. I walked to my room preparing to shower but I was surprised by Derek, he smiled at me and in vampire speed he had me on the bed. I laughed he made me so happy, I kissed him. I loved his scent and everything about him. I stopped and looked into his eyes, he was amazing in every way, in his eyes I saw me, reflecting back and what I saw was his love and I faltered and looked away. I couldn't love him. He killed my sister, my baby sister and he knew it. He sensed my discomfort and laid on the bed next to me. He blew out his breathe and ran his hand over my face. I looked at him. He had fear on his face, something Derek never had.

"What's the matter Derek?" I said.

"I want to tell you something but I'm not sure if you will be mad or happy or…I just fear you will leave me" he said.

I sat up.

"What is it? I wouldn't leave you!...you…..know i…care for you" I said though in the back of my head I knew it was more.

He leaned in and kissed me then took a deep breathe.

"I didn't kill your sister" he said then looked away.

"You know I love you don't you Kara?" he said pleading. I just looked at him, but I avoided his question and only focused on what he had just told me. It was a lie.

"How couldn't you have killed Alice? I seen you do it" I said with a whisper.

"I couldn't bare to kill an innocent child like her, she did nothing wrong" he said.

Flashback

(Derek's pov)

We walked up to the house that Teivel had sent us to. I had no idea what this mission was for, only Nikolai knew what the purpose was and he looked happy and Nikolai was never happy. I heard voices three females and one male. I smelled only humans and farm animals that lived in the barn area. I looked around it was a small town, so the mission would go smoothly without any interruption. Nikolai stopped just feet from the house and informed us just then, me and Drake take the older woman and young child out and he will grab the young female then, the father will be dealt with after me and Drake kill the mother and child. I didn't show it on my face but I didn't want any part of killing this family. We burst in and the humans didn't even see it coming, grabbing the young child before I was going to kill her I looked around cake and dinner laid out on the table. I couldn't kill an innocent child. so I did what could get me killed. I left a witness and disobeyed my clan leader.

I angled my head and so no one to hear me.

"little girl I need you to look at your mommy and when she falls, you must fall just as she and stay still and be silent until we leave" I said hoping she would follow she was very young maybe five or six.

After seconds of saying this Drake broke the mother's neck and at the same I acted like I did the same to the little girl. she fell just as her mother and I thanked whatever god they prayed to. I left her there and went for the father. He put up a good fight but was no compare to me and drake, we had him out the house and I let drake do the rest he tore a part of his throat out and we left him there. I turned and walked back in the house. After everything calmed down I looked at the girl that was so special to Teivel and I stopped in my tracks she was beautiful beyond belief. She was young and had fear in her eyes but she still fought against Nikolai and from that day on I would watch over her. She was light to my darkness.

Flashback ended

I couldn't breathe. I couldn't move. I just looked a Derek and couldn't get a word out. Nothing prepared me for what he had just told me. Alice was alive. My only relative a link to my family the only one left. I was overjoyed; I sat up and couldn't think but only of Alice and how she made it out alive because of this man that sat next to me the man I loved. The man I wanted to spend the rest of my eternity with, I kissed him with a fierceness I didn't know I had. We laid there completely in tuned to each other, his hands caressing my leg. We kissed for several seconds I laid atop of him looking down in his eyes, he smiled at me and my heart fluttered. For many long years Derek has waited for me and has never attempted anything without me making the move first. I kissed him and I knew this felt right. I was going to give my virginity to the man I loved. I unbuttoned his shirt with vampire speed and ran my hands over his muscular body. He trembled. I kissed his body till I moved lower to unbutton his pants. I felt his hands on me, looking up I smiled from the lust in his eyes,

"Kara are you sure?" Derek asked?

"I love you Derek I'm very sure" I said and only seconds from it coming out my mouth, Derek flipped me over on my back and my clothes were already hitting the floor. We made love and it was everything I dreamed of it being. he was careful but fierce in all the right ways and I loved every minute of it. I laid there next to him stroking his hair as he slept and I drank in my happiness. He woke and kissed my neck and we began again, I loved him with all my heart and wanted to share everything with him and taste his sweet blood, caught in the moment I bit his neck sinking into his flesh and drinking his blood it was exotic and tasted so amazing it was addicting. I heard Derek say something then felt his fangs sink into my neck and sensation hit me like a boulder. I retracted my fangs and I screamed in pleasure but moments later pain ran threw me and I screamed in horrible pain. I felt like my soul was being ripped from me. So much pain I couldn't bare my vision blurred and I faint for the first time as a vampire I fainted, and I didn't even know that could happen.

I awoke with an elder lady towering over me. I sat up so fast that I almost hit her square in the nose with my forehead. I looked around Derek sat in the adjacent chair looking horrible. Daimius sat next to me and looked at me with a questionable look on his face. I caught Teivel in the corner conversing with Derek in his authority voice saying it was all his fault, not thinking I was on my feet and had Teivel against the wall in seconds and my hands blazing with flames. I shouldn't have been able to sneak up on him like that let alone have more strength then him he had years on me as a vampire. I had hate in my eyes for this man till this day and now he dare accuse my beloved Derek of my pain? I could kill him. But before I could Daimius had me off Teivel and sitting before I could!...darn the man! He loved to keep me calmed and not let me kill anyone! I let my rage settle. What was with me?

"What happened Kara?" Asked daimius. I looked around everyone as looking at me with question in their eyes. I sighed I hated being a the weird vampire. Everything happening to her. So I lied.

"Nothing I just had an such an intense…um…sensation I passed out is all" I lied threw my teeth and played stupid.

They all looked at me questionably but was ready to ask further but we were interrupted by a servant girl…thank god!

So I thought!

She informed us that the werewolves are moving into our territory and we had to battle with the ancients here or not, we had to move quickly.

"Meet in the great room in five minutes" Teivel said and left with haste as Daimius followed with a look in my direction But said nothing further.

The epic battle we have been trying to prevent was unpreventable. I kissed Derek and we walked to the great room ready for our orders.

So?w I love you all and missed you all!