Chapter Six- I shouldn't be Alive

Leah's POV:

I was still dazed from the store when we had gotten to the apartement. I had not known the man who had crashed into me with his cart and yet I had imprinted on him! the feeling felt awesome.

"Leah? Lllleeeeeaaaahh. Leah snape out of it!" Jacob suddenly yelled at me when we entered the doorway of the apartment and I turned my head towards him with my eyes still clouded and dreamy.

"Say what?" I said dazed and walked into the kitchen setting the groceries down. I heard Jacob snort.

"Oh come on Leah you have to remember me. the guys that saved your live. The guy that has been a pain in your butt forever." Jacob said trying to make me snap out of it and I kinda did.

"Oh Jacob this is amazing! my own imprint! Yipppeeeehhhh," I said suddenly jumping up around and dancing all around the apartment. This was the best day of my life!

Jacob's POV:

This has got to be the worst day of my entire life! Leah's imprints on a guys she doesn't know and I have to put up with her until I manage to get her home to La Push. And now she has a guy to moon over but what do I have? 'Nothing' I thought to myself. ' I have absolutely nothing. I'm doomed.' Just then I heard Leah enter the kitchen while humming a tune a having a bright, shiny, smile on her face. I would love to have wiped it off of her face right then and there.

"So let me ask you a question leah," I said kinda smuggly. "How are you just going to find this guy that you imprinted on. for all we know he could be married," I sai but Leah was no listening whatsoever. Instead she just said,

"Hey Jake i'm going around town to see if I can find my imprint kay," And then she skipped out of the apartment door and I let out a sigh. And as I turned around to put the groceries in the fridge I felt a little tear slip down my cheek from sorrow knowing I could never tell Leah I loved her again.

Leah's POV:

I tried to control my excitment when I was outside on the streets so people wouldn't think I was a lunatic but I was just so happy! About fifteen minutes later I saw this coffee shop so I decided to take a break and walk in. But when I walked in I saw him. My imprint. I was so thrilled I wanted to walk over and kiss him but I had to control the happiness and put on my cool face. When I walked around him I saw him sitting in a booth with a younger child at the age of 10. Then I decided to walk over to him and I did.

"Uhhh hi there," I said knida nervous not knowing what his reaction would be but his voice was friendly and his face had a smile on it.

"HI," He said cheerfully. "And you're name is..?"

"Leah," I said introducing myself. "Leah Clearwater."

"Well it's certainly nice to meet you miss Clearwater," My imprint said and held his hand out and I shook it with great enthusiasum. "My name is Justin. "

"It's nice to meet you Justin. do you come here often?"

"No not really. Just on days when I'm kinda feeling a bit down. oh and by the way I'm really sorry I knocked you down at the grocery store the other day. I just wasn't watching where i was going at the time."

"That's okay," I said accepting his apology without hesitation. "I wsn't watching where I was going either so we're even."

"Yeah I gues we are," Justin said laughing but then he explained to me why he was in such a rush that day and when he told me, it made my heart stop.

"The only reason I was rushing the other day is because my wife was having her 4th child. so i have to get all of this food around for my other 3 children and it gets kinda hectic you know what I mean?" he said with a chuckle. But I was not laughing. on the inside I was crying my eyes out but on the outside i was trying to put on a smile that probably looked like a grimace.

"Well that's uh- that's uh- Congratulations."

"Thanks. so how many children do you have?" Justin asked me but I never answered his question because I ran out of the coffe shop and didn't stop running until I got bac to the apartment.

Jacob's POV:

It was around 5:30 in the afternoon when I heard a great commotion coming from the floor underneath our apartment. All I heard were countless sobs and feet stomping up here. Then all of a sudden something busted the door open and a shape ran in here as fast as possible and headed for the bathroom and when they reached it, they closed the door and locked it. Then a thought struck me. it must have been Leah. She must have found her imprint and it turns out he was married with children. I knew it. I just knew it. then after about a minute or two I walked over there very hesitantly and slowly knocked on the door three times. But my only response was a huge sob and I felt pain for Leah.

"Uh Leah? Can I come in?" I asked her but she just shouted at me.

"GO AWAY JACOB! I DON'T WAN'T TO TALK TO YOU!" Leah screamed at me and i sighed at her.

"C'mon Leah just let me in!"

"NO!"

"Well then I have no choince," I said and banged the door down with my foot making Leah scream. Then I saw her all crunched up between the bathtub and the tiolet with her head between her legs. I stood ther for a couple of minutes not knowing what to make of Leah but then I spoke to her.

"He's married,isn't he," I aske her and she nodded solemnly one time. then I sat across from her in the bathroom and tried to comfort her.

"Don't get to upset Leah. There are more men in the world. there's even one right under yuor nose that want's to date you."

"Really?" Leha sniffed and looked up at me. "Who?" I rolled my eyes at the question and I was going to tell her it was me but Leah just started blabbing about what her imprint said.

"He-h-he said t-t-that his wife was having h-his fourth c-child and he asked me h-h-how many c-children I had."

"And what did you say?"

"I ran out of the coffe shop!" Then all of a sudden Leah got up from in between the bathtub and the toilet and just kept saying,

"I've got to get out of here. I got to get out of here!"

"Do you mean that our going back to La Push with me," I asked her hopefully but she just shook her head at me.

"No! I mean I've got to end my life right now! I can't live without this pain anymore! you should have just let that stupid vampire kill me when he had the chance!"

"Leah I-" But Leah just ran out of the apartment sobbing and I followed her yelling.

"LEAH STOP! STOP LEAH! STOP!" But it was no use. I tried to keep running frantically trying to keep up with her but just as we got outside of the apartment she ran into the road and right in front of a truck that was coming her way. I tried to keep up with herbut it was just no use. the truck was going to kill her and I couldn't stop it.

AUTHORS NOTE: I AM TERRIBLY SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATED THIS STORY IN FOREVER! I TRIED TO MAKE THIS CHAPTER EXTRA SPECIAL FOR ALL YOU READERS! HOPE YOU ALL LIKE IT AND PLEASE KEEP REVIEWING! REVIEWS= HAPPY:D