Three days went by where Draco didn't say a word to me at all. Those were the toughest three days of my life. I don't know how I did it. Draco is my everything, and without him I feel like I have nothing, I feel like I am nothing. Draco is the only one who can make me feel like I'm more than a pretty face, that I have a purpose. But don't think that Draco and I are fighting and that's why we haven't talked in so long. No, it's that Haylie. He spends all of his time with her, not even caring if I'm sitting there, all alone, it's only about Haylie now. I don't think she can see how lucky she is, she yells at him sometimes and he always comes crawling back to her like nothing ever happened. Haylie has him wrapped around her finger, and she knows it. She also knows that I am in love with Draco, and she abuses it.

Like yesterday for instance, I walked in on them fighting and when Haylie spotted me she immediately stopped what she was saying, and I swear when I walked in I heard Draco say my name, and she kissed him. Right on the lips, and she said that the fight was dumb and that they shouldn't act like that. With that she grabbed his hand and walked out.

"Oh, hey Phoebe." Is all she said when she walked past me, Draco in hand. All I could do is stare at them. And for a split second, Draco turned around to face me too.

"Hey, can we talk?" I hear Draco ask me.

"Finally going to me a second of your precious day with Haylie?" I'm done acting like the relationships biggest fan.

"I know, I've been sot of a jerk lately."

"Sort of? How about huge, I think it fits you better."

"I'm sorry… for everything." The last part he whispered. I finally turned around to look at him. I feel as though I should tell you that this is the first time Draco has apologized to anyone, ever. But I was hurt to much, I couldn't accept it.

"It's going to take more than two words to get me to forgive you." I say closing my book and walking away. Eventually that walk turned into a sprint, I ran to the girls bathroom as fast as I could not to risk having Draco catch up with me. I just stood up to the boy that I'm practically in love with and I don't know if he'll forgive me. What have I done? But I ran to the bathroom because I sounded so strong when I said that, when in reality I was dying on the inside. I don't know how I am ever going to face him again. I already had troubling controlling myself from kissing him before but now I have to keep myself from crying. This is going to be a long year I can already tell.

Another week goes by where Draco has not said a word to me and has spent the entire time with Haylie. I don't see why he likes her. I mean sure she's pretty, but she can be a real bitch and slut. I don't think she really likes him, she just wants the legacy of being Draco Malfoy's girlfriend. And it kills me because you can tell that he really does like her, and she acts like he's worthless. You know, maybe they are right for each other. She treats him like he's worthless and Draco treats me like I'm worthless. Sounds like a great match to me.

What am I thinking? They are the worst couple that I ever seen in my entire life! I need to get away from all of this, I need to take a walk.

On my walk I start to hear someone strumming the guitar, it could be anyone really, a lot of people play the instrument.

"Why can't I get this?" I hear someone yell out, and I suddenly realize who it is.

"Get what?" Are the first word that I have said to him in about two weeks.

"It's nothing, why would you care anyway?" he asks me with a look on his face that doesn't say ' I'm better than you" but rather 'help me'.

"I don't." Lie one.

"What do you want? You haven't spoken to me in weeks." he asks standing up to be face to face with me,

"Nothing, I just went on a walk. I did not expect to stumble upon you, and truly did not want to either." Lie two.

"Well, why did you walk up to me? What if Haylie was here?"

"I did not want to walk up to you, I simply didn't realize who it was." Lie three. "And I knew that Haylie wouldn't be here, you don't tell anyone you play guitar." I say behind me as I walk away.

"But I told you." I hear him call. Now this made me stop in my tracks.

"Why yes, it seems as though you have." Is all I can say as I turn back around to face him again.

"Phoebe, we have been friends forever, and now you're just blowing me off like this?" He asks as he runs up to me.

"Me? Blowing you off? Are you kidding me, Draco? You're the one that spends all of your time with your precious girlfriend, Haylie!"

"You could still come and talk to me once in a while!"

"So now it's my job to talk to you? No! we have the exact same classes and sit together in two, if you wanted to talk, you would have talked to me then."

"Ever think that I thought that you were mad at me? If I talked to you then maybe, just maybe, you would have gotten even madder. Which knowing you, you would have."

"I'm not even going to fight with you." I say as I turn away for a second time.

"What? Too scared?" Oh, so now he's going to challenge me.

"No, I'm not scared, Draco. I know you love to argue, and I'm not going to give you that satisfaction." And with that, I walk away back to my room.