As Sonja sat there she stared at the man in front of her the man who caused her so much pain. Then finally Sebastian came with the food and they all started to eat but Sebastian noticed something strange about Sonja but he decided to keep it to himself. As Sonja ate more of her memories returned then suddenly all her memories came flooding back into her head.

*Sonja's memories*

One rainy day Sonja was walking the streets of London happily. This was her first time in London she's been in the demon world for so long she forgot about the human world so she thought it would be fun to have a look. As she was walking she ran into a rather handsome looking man. He was tall, blue eyes, brown hair, a bit of stubble on his chin and he was in very sophisticated attire so she assumed she was a noble man.

"Hello there my lady…..I haven't seen you around before." he smiled as he and a group of men staggered toward her.

"Yes, I am new to London…" Sonja smiled.

"I can tell…..I haven't seen anyone with ears of a cat! That is so strange!" he chuckled.

"Y-yes well I was born like this."

"I see….by any chance are you looking for a job?" he asked.

"J-job?…Well I never really thought about it…." Sonja muttered.

"Well we have a great job for you! It pays good!" he grinned as he grabbed her wrist then it hit her the strong smell of alcohol coming off of them.

"I…I rather not….p-please let me go…." Sonja muttered nervously.

"No chance doll….your going to earn us lots of money! We are going to open a freak show!" he cackled as he pulled her into a building.

In that building he tied her up and gagged her, for days they left her there and people paid to see her. It was like that for weeks they didn't even feed her, they would ask her if she was hungry and when she said yes they would whip her until she was unconscious. Then one night she managed to untie herself and run away but they chased after her with whips. She finally lost them and she hid behind some bushes which was when Grell found her.

*End memories*

After Sonja's memories returned her eyes widened as and she started to tremble violently causing everyone to worry.

"Sonja?" Ciel asked concerned. "Are you ill?"

"N-no…" she muttered then she felt someone touched her shoulder.

"Miss Sonja, are you sure your quite alright?" Sebastian asked gently then she violently swatted his hand away from her.

"Don't touch me!" she screamed. Then she looked back up at the man who was staring at her with fear in his eyes.

"W-would you like me to call a doctor?" Zachary asked.

"You filthy human! You are disgusting!" Sonja shirked as she pushed past Sebastian and ran out the back door.

"Um….please don't mind her Lord Alford….." Ciel muttered.

"Uh y-yes…"

"Sebastian…go fetch her and calm her down." Ciel ordered.

"Yes, my lord." Sebastian bowed he chased after Sonja.

As Sonja was running she saw finny stare at her curiously and run toward her.

"Miss Sonja are you alright?"

"Get away from me!" she shouted as she pushed passed him and ran deeper into the garden.

When she came to a rose bush she finally stopped and fell to her knees and started to cry. H-he's here…..t-that man…h-he knows who I am….h-he's going to take me back…W-William I wish y-you were here…she thought sadly as tears started to pour down her face. Then suddenly she heard movement behind her causing her ears to twitch but when she turned around she was Sebastian.

"Miss Sonja whatever is the matter?" Sebastian asked as he knelt down beside her.

"T-that man…..he was the one who tortured me…o-once I saw him….my memories became clear…" she sobbed.

"He is the cause of your memory loss?" Sebastian asked.

"Y-yes….and he's going to take me back Sebastian! I just know it!" Sonja cried as she buried her face in his chest.

"I will not let him take you, my lady. I shall speak with my young master about this immediately in the mean time you may stay in my chambers until he leave and you must promise me you will not leave." Sebastian said seriously.

"Y-yes Sonja promises…." Sonja muttered.

"Excellent ." Sebastian smiled as he scooped her up in his arms and ran toward his chambers.

Once they got into his chambers he gently sat her on the bed.

"You will be safe here." he whispered as he turned to leave but she grabbed his wrist.

"S-Sebastian…..thank you…." she sniffed.

Sebastian smiled and cupped her face with his gloved hands.

"Do not thank me, my lady." he said as he pressed his lips to hers giving her a gentle loving kiss that caused her to purr. "Now please, if you will pardon me." he smiled as he left the room.

Once he was gone Sonja laid on his bed and closed her eyes letting his scent surround her his scent was nice and comforting. It smelt of vanilla, honey and lilac and it made her feel safe. Is Sonja falling in love with Sebastian? No….Sonja still loves William with all her heart….but someday it could be possible for Sonja to love Sebastian….maybe…..just maybe….she thought as she slowly fell asleep. Then a few hours passed and she woke up she was alone, Sebastian wasn't there so she deiced to go looking for him even he told her to stay put. As she was walking the halls of the Phantomhive manor she hear some one following her she assumed it was Sebastian so she turned around.

"Sebastian?" she whispered but he didn't answer. Then she felt someone grab her wrist and push her up against the wall.

"Hello kitty cat, thought your ran away from us did you?" Zachary smirked.

"N-no please! Let me go!" Sonja begged as she began to cry.

"Not a chance! You're my little money maker!" he chuckled as he pulled her into his chambers and threw her to the floor.

"W-what are you going to do?"

"I'm going restraint you! And if you be a good little kitty cat and don't cry out for that butler, I wont gag you this time!" he smirked as he began to tied her up.

Once she was all tied up he stared at her for a moment then knelt down to her level. Causing her to tremble.

"My you have gotten beautiful." he muttered as he traced his finger along her cheek down to her neck. "I think I might have some fun with you before I hand you over to the guys." he said in a husky voice as his finger continued to trace down her body. Then a knock at the door stopped him. "Don't say a word." he hissed.

"Yes?" he called but no one answered he shook his head and turned his attention back toward Sonja. "Now, then where were we?" he smirked.

"If you don't mind me asking, what were you planning on doing with her?" a voice asked.

Zachary quickly turned around and saw Sebastian smiling down at him.

"H-how did you get in here?"

"Oh how rude of me, pardon my intrusion!" he bowed. "Now, I shall be taking Miss Sonja back with me." Sebastian smiled as he pushed Zachary aside and knelt down besides Sonja.

"H-hey back off! She is my property! You can just go and take her!" Zachary shouted.

"Your property? Really now, I do not believe you can clam a person as being your property." Sebastian chuckled as he continued to untie Sonja.

"Well she is! So I'd back off if I were you!" he hissed as he pulled a dagger out of his jacket pocket. Sebastian turned around and stared at the dagger with an amused expression.

"A dagger? I see you are a man of no class."

"Was that an insult?" Zachary hissed as he took a step closed.

"You can take it anyway you want, but yes that was an insult." Sebastian sighed.

Then Zachary ran at him and stuck the dagger in Sebastian's shoulder but Sebastian did not budge he just stared at the dagger sticking out of his shoulder.

"Really? This is all you have, you are not fun at all…" he sighed as he pulled the dagger form his shoulder and threw it to the floor. "Alas…..my jacket has a hole in it, that makes more sewing from me to do later on…." he said in an annoyed tone.

"W-what are you?" Zachary stuttered as he felt to the floor.

"What am I? Well I am just simply one hell of a butler." Sebastian smiled.

Then Zachary crawled over to him and looked up into Sebastian's red eyes with his pleading blue ones.

"I-if you cant stand to leave Sonja behind, w-why don't you join us? You can g-guard her! B-be our bodyguard! P-please! We will pay you twice the amount that Phantomhive brat dose!" he begged.

"I apologize Lord Alford, but I do not desire money or anything else you could possibly give me. I serve my young master and it will be that way till the very end. I shall be my masters faithful dog, for you see I am bonded to him by a contract." Sebastian smiled.

"T-then make a stronger contract with me!" Zachary begged.

'I'm afraid I can not do that sir." Sebastian sighed. "I believe it is game over for you…." Sebastian grinned as he walked toward Zachary as his eyes turned red. Then Ciel came into the room with an annoyed look on his face.

"Did I not command you to do this quietly Sebastian?" Ciel growled.

"I apologize young master." Sebastian frowned then Zachary ran over to Ciel and clutched his vest desperately.

"P-please Ciel! Help me!"

"Sebastian, escort this man out of my manor…." Ciel sighed as he pushed the man off him in disgust.

"Yes, my lord." Sebastian smiled as he grabbed Zachary by the collar and dragged him out of the mansion.

Then Ciel walked over to Sonja and helped her to her feet.

"Are you alright?" Ciel sighed.

"Y-yes thank you." Sonja stuttered.

"I apologize for what has happened, I shall make it up to you."

"No please! You don't have to! Sonja is grateful you allowed me to stay here!" Sonja smiled.

Ciel was about to replay but Sebastian came in and smiled kindly at them.

"He is escorted off the premises." Sebastian smiled.

"Good, I'm tired." Ciel yawned.

"I shall prepare you for bed, young master." Sebastian smiled as he escorted Ciel to his room. Once they were gone Sonja found her way back to Sebastian's chambers and sat on the bed tiredly. I think I found where Sonja belongs, Sebastian and Ciel are kind to me…I belong in the Phantomhive manor….William…..I love you and I am sorry….for what I've done to make you detest me….Sonja thought sadly.

Then finally Sebastian came into the room and smiled down at Sonja who was sitting on his bed.

"He did not hurt you did he?" he asked as he took off his jacket and vest.

"No….Sonja is fine…..thank you." she smiled as she watched him fold his vest and jacket in an etiquette manor.

"I am glad you are not hurt…may I ask a question?" Sebastian asked as he knelt down next to her and started to put her in her night shirt.

"Y-yes anything…" she muttered as she turned red slightly.

"What were you thinking about, just now?" he asked as he finished with the last button on her shirt and sat next to her on the bed.

"W-William…..and you…."

"I see your mind is still polluted with that Shinigami's face….." Sebastian sighed as pulled one of his gloves off with his teeth and threw it carelessly to the floor.

"I-I….know he lied to me….b-but I cant keep him off my mind…." Sonja frowned.

"Well then how about I assist you in removing him from your mind?" Sebastian smirked as he caressed her cheek and pulled her into his chest.

"Y-yes…." Sonja blushed as he felt his hand massage her cat ears lovingly.

Then he wrapped his arm around her waist and lowered her onto the bed and kissed her cheek lovingly. Then he grabbed her wrist and started to place kisses on the palm of her hand.

"S-Sebastian….you are so kind to me…." she blushed as she unbuttoned his shirt with her other hand. Once she got it unbuttoned she ran her hand over his toned chest and down to his abs and stopped there and let out a small purr.

"Such a naughty kitty you are…." Sebastian smirked as he kissed her passionately. As his tongue was nipping and gliding across her lips he quickly ran his hand down her side and stopped at her hips. Then he moved his lips down her neck as he was kissing and sucking on her skin he started to unbutton her night shirt then he stopped right before her chest and his eyes glowed an intoxicating purple.

"Sebastian…" she muttered her face bright red.

"Yes, my lady?" he asked as his hair moved seductively over his eyes.

"I love you Sebastian….I do…..but I can not do this, my heart still belongs to William…." she frowned.

Then Sebastian let out as sigh and looked down at the small demon cat that was laying underneath him.

"Very well, you can take as long as you need. Just tell me when you are ready….and I shall take you and I promise you will not regret it and will be begging for more. But for now….focus on riding your mind of that horrid Shinigami…." he smiled as he kissed her lips lightly and rolled off of her. "Miss Sonja, I believe I love you as well…."

Sonja smiled and cuddled up to Sebastian and rested her head on his chest. Sebastian merely smiled and caressed her white tail lovingly.

"If only I'd met you sooner…..and you wouldn't have to burden yourself with thoughts of William…." Sebastian muttered under his breath.

"What was that Sebastian?" Sonja purred as she looked up at the demon butler who was laying beside her.

"Nothing, my love…..now please be a good kitten and rest…." he whispered into her ear causing her to shiver in delight. Then soon she fell asleep but unfortunately for Sebastian she was still unable to stop thinking of her dear William.