A/N: Well it's been a while since I've updated. And he I figured since I go 41 reviews, I'd update for you. I hope you all like it. I have to say I'm really impressed with the amount of reviews I've got in just FIVE chapters. So I'll reward you with an extra long chapter :3. This damn thing is probably going to take me an hour or two. But damnit who cares (: Not me ha-ha. Well anyway. I'm glad most of you have decided to stick through with this story. I had a few people leave D':

I'm fed up with this damn disclaimer shit. You want to see it again go to the last chapter :O

Sadness and Anger:

Rose stared at her blankly, as Bella stared back a little uncomfortable. "What?" Bella asked, finally unable to take the silence.

"Bella, you don't want this life, trust me. You need to live a normal life. This life is not what you really want. I didn't want it, I wanted to be normal. Everywhere you go Bella it's like a burning in your throat, you constantly want to tear someone apart, and devour them… Bella, you do not want this." Rose tried to explain to her. But if she was anything like the Bella she knew years ago, her mind wouldn't change.

"Please, Rose. We won't ever lose each other again." Bella said, trying to persuade her.

"Bella, I… I don't ever want to lose you, but I don't want you to live with this. I want you to be normal. Get married, have kids, grow old and die with your husband Bella. I can't do any of that. I can't have a normal life, like you can and should." Rose said. Bella sighed a little frustrated.

"Damnit Rosalie, this should be my own choice. And I want to be what you are." Bella whined. Rose sighed, figuring she was going to get nowhere with this.

"Fine Bella, think about it for a few months. And if you still want to become like me then I'll do it. Just think about it for a while." Bella smiled, happy that she got her way. "Thanks Rose!" Bells said and hugged her again. She felt Rose tense like she had before and Bella let go. "I'm just not going to get used to that," Rose said and laughed, her body going back to normal.

"Hey sexy," said the all too familiar voice of Edward Cullen. He stood in front of her, grinning. Bella groaned and hit her head on her desk. "God damnit, when are you going to get a hint? Leave me alone." Edward just grinned at her.

"Who's this Bella?" Rose said, obviously not realizing it was Edward.

"Edward Cullen." She stated. Then Rose got a very angry expression on her face.

"Wait! Bella? Bella…?" Edward said confused out of his wits.

They both laughed as though it were obvious. He stared at them, confused like crazy. "Come on tell me!" He said, feeling left out.

"My name is Bella Swan." Bella said and they both started laughing at him. Their laughing immediately stopped as Edward fell to the ground.

They were standing out in front of the building watching the ambulance rush away. "That must have been a pretty bad concussion." Bella said, feeling a little sorry for him. "Maybe I should've had him sit down first."

"Yeah, you'd better hope my brother's okay!" Alice shouted at them through her tears. "They both laughed at her and just walked back into the school. She was rounding the corner when they seen into Jasper. "Hey, Bella." Jasper said and softly bumped hips with her. They had grown to be friends over the time they worked on the project. "Who's your pretty friend?"

"Oh, this is Rosalie, form Elementary school." Bella explained and chuckled as Jasper looked shocked.

"I thought you were dead Rosalie?" Jasper said, completely confused.

"Well, it's Rose actually. And no, I was attacked in the forest and a family from another town found me." She said, revealing only a part of the truth.

"God that's so lucky. Why'd you come back to this town?" He asked her.

"Because my family got killed in that attack a couple months ago, I've been on my own since then." She explained to him. Bella realized she was no longer in the conversation so she muttered a silent 'good-bye' and left, without them realizing it.

She knew this would happen. She knew the moment her guy friend met someone prettier that he'd forget she existed. She knew she shouldn't have trusted Jasper. He was just like Edward. He just fooled people better. She felt tears sting her eyes and decided to skip class. She did it all the time at her old school to smoke and such, but never over a guy. She walked into a bathroom and into a stall against the far corner. She propped herself on the toilet lid, tucking her knees under herself.

Why did she even let herself believe that that he cared? Maybe because even back then she had a crush on him, she just didn't realize it. Did she like him now? Well yeah. She couldn't tell herself she didn't because she knew she did. She grabbed her phone and texted her dad. Even though her dad was a cop, he understood teenage girl's feelings. Sometimes she wished her mother would've understood.

Bella:

Can U come pick me ^ from school?

Charlie:

Why what happened?

Bella:

I'll explain when U pick me ^

Charlie:

Alright, I'll be there in a few.

Bella:

Thanks, dad.

Charlie:

NP.

Bella gathered her stuff and walked down to the office telling them her dad would be there shortly to pick her up. They didn't argue, knowing who her dad was, and for the first time, she thanked god.

Her dad showed up a good ten minutes later. She followed him to the cruiser and sat there, completely emotionless.

Her dad hopped in on the driver's side and sighed, looking at her. "Now, what's this about Bella? I know you normally don't do this." He said, she looked at him deciding on whether to lie to him or tell the truth. She decided on the later of the two and sighed back.

"You remember how when I was little, and I told you I always got picked on by those snotty kids?" Bella said to him. He nodded and started the cruiser, but being sure to listen.

"Edward, right?" He said figuring this was about him.

"Yeah, him and his friends. Well I befriended one of them a couple weeks ago, Jasper. He and I sort of clicked you know? I thought he changed..." Bella said, ending her sentence with a bow of her head as her dad pulled out.

"I see, and you like this boy, don't you?" Her dad asked. She blushed and looked away from him, she's called her dad even before she moved back to talk to him, but she never actually talked to him about crushes. It was just embarrassing.

"Well of course I liked him. I thought he'd changed. But today when I introduced him to Rose again, for the first time since then, he ignored me, completely. He didn't even realize me say bye and leave." She said, holding back the tears she didn't want her dad to see. "She's prettier than me dad. And that's all that counts to him, and every other guy in this town!" She said, not realizing that she had gone straight from sulking to being overwhelmed by anger.

"Bella, sweetie, not all guys will be like that. There are some guys out there that won't care what you look like. And it don't matter anyway Bella, you are very beautiful, and any guy would be stupid to want someone else." Her dad said and Bella smiled a little. She didn't believe him, but it was sweet how he cared, and listened to her. So much unlike her mother had, all those years before.

She and her dad never really talked much about Renée, it was a rough subject. Her mother wasn't the nicest of people. And before, after they left Forks, she began to realize that.

A/N: So are you wondering what's going on with Renée? I know, I've not had Renée in this, but I decided she needed a part, and I think this idea of Renée in here will be MAGNIFICENT! You will probably be wondering what it is until I update again. I'll try to update soon. I promise :)

Oh and I did make this chapter longer. And so far I'm very proud of this story, and it's turn out. It's sad to think of this story ending, but it has to at some point. This story will most defiantly be a 20- 30 chapter story. I promise. Now keep reading, please :)

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