Missing Him
My first fanfic…..please be nice !
Rukia's P.O.V
26 Days, 19 hours, 10 minutes and 26 seconds down 4 days, 4 hours, 40 minutes, and 34 Seconds left woops make that 33 seconds left. Yes I'm counting down the days, even the second's for when he'll be back safely in my arms. I know that I shouldn't worry, that the chance of something happing to him is slim to none, but I still do, even if the man that I love is one of the most powerful people in the whole world.
All this time without him made me realize how much I hate about our house. I hate the quiet, the stillness, the lack of important colors like orange and amber, but it has also made me realize what I love about him even more. I love the way that his abs feel underneath my hand as I trail my fingers over them, how his eyes soften just as he's about to kiss me, the way his lips feel as they press against mine, how his body feels against mine as we sleep, but most of all I love how he lets his barriers down for me and only me.
2 days, 3 hours, 6 minutes, and 24 seconds left till Chappy can go back up on my dresser. He bought me Chappy for occasions exactly like this, to fill the space in my arms while he's gone. With the orange hair and scowl on its face it closely resembles him, I wonder if he did that on purpose.
1 day, 1 hours, 24 minutes, 5 seconds left till my pathetic moping will finally end. I don't miss him now, I hate him. I hate him for making me fall into this pathetic mess, for making me worry about him so much.
12 hours, 2 minutes, and 5 seconds till that bastard is back.
1 hour, 3 minutes, and 13 seconds till he's back.
30 minutes till he's supposed to be back and I'm staring at that door, as if it will have the answer to all of life's problems, but in a strange way it does because he's going to be coming back through that door.
The door's opening now, any moment I'll be seeing that bright orange hair, piercing amber eyes, and that annoying but sexy scowl. But instead of orange I see red, where there should be amber there's brown fill with regret, and where there should be a scowl there's a set of lips set in a thin heartbroken line.
"Rukia there's something I have to tell you, something about Ichigo"
I suddenly felt the weight of a thousand boulders on my chest, forcing the air out of me, suffocating me. My cheeks suddenly felt wet and it took me a moment to realize that there were tears running down my cheeks. As blackness slowly started to fill my vision my thoughts became muddled but one was sharp, clearer than the rest
He's gone, He's never coming back, My strawberry is gone.
So what did you think? Yeah I know it sucks but give me a chance and I think I might be able to do better! Constructive criticism only please!